You have a hook in my heart 
And won’t give it back

Fell for your sweet suggestions 
At the first glance 

I don’t recall permission came from my lips 
But here I am just crawling as my heart rips 

You always hesitate to heal what you have broken 
Leaving me in the shadows of these words unspoken 

You just left me there to rot
All alone in my shame 
But that’s okay 
I’ll crawl out of this fucking hell
Shame on you

You have a hook in my heart 
And won’t give it back

Fell for your sweet suggestions 
At the first glance

HOOKED (PROD. BY ALIENBABE)

I need to get away from here or I will lose my shit

Voices in my head saying give up, I need to quit 

I need to get away from here or I will lose my shit

Voices in my head saying give up, I need to quit 


All these voices in my head they tryna keep me down 

Suffocating me all day and night until I drown 

Slowly I’m forgetting every single part of me 

Lost in the abyss of all my happy memories 


I just just wanna fly like the birds and the bees 

Touching every rainbow, every star that I see 

But all I get is darkness and the swarming of my dreams 

Going down down down far away from my reach 


Spiraling, my visions blurring 

Why are they in such a hurry 

To destroy my everything 

Deafening my thoughts with all their screams


I need to get away from here or I will lose my shit

Voices in my head saying give up, I need to quit 

I need to get away from here or I will lose my shit

Voices in my head saying give up, I need to quit

VOICES (PROD. BY LIL CAESAR X SWARM)

All the pain beneath my skin is finding it’s way out of me 

I don’t know what else there is I’m losing all control you see

My eyes filled up with dark clouds, body’s turning cold 

I don’t think I’ll make it back to you, I’ll just unfold

All the pain beneath my skin is finding it’s way out of me 

I don’t know what else there is I’m losing all control you see

My eyes filled up with dark clouds, body’s turning cold 

I don’t think I’ll make it back to you, I’ll just unfold



I’m lost in hysteria, just going back and forth 

Losing all my shit today, am I breathing? I’m not sure. 

I have made bad choices, doesn’t mean it should define 

Everything that I have planned for me and that shit’s fucking mine! 

Keeping my eyes peeled cause I can’t ever lose a step

The moment I lose focus, is a moment I feel trapped

Holding it together with the thinnest of my thread

Loathing in the darkest memories wanting to be dead 

I’m filled up with sadness, I can’t tighten up my seams

Going down these rabbit holes, going further from my dreams 

I can’t hear a single thing, it’s all muffled from my screams 

Can’t you see im fucking falling, drowning beneath everything 


All the pain beneath my skin is finding it’s way out of me 

I don’t know what else there is I’m losing all control you see

My eyes filled up with dark clouds, body’s turning cold 

I don’t think I’ll make it back to you, I’ll just unfold

All the pain beneath my skin is finding it’s way out of me 

I don’t know what else there is I’m losing all control you see

My eyes filled up with dark clouds, body’s turning cold 

I don’t think I’ll make it back to you, I’ll just unfold




Going out my way to try to please and to be perfect 

Sparkles shining in my eyes, but rot beneath the surface 

What the fuck y’all want from me, anxiety is creepin 

Will it make your day if I was sobbin and just weepin?

Bullet proof my mind cause I can’t take in no more shots 

There’s banging in my head and there’s no sign that it will stop 

Living with my nightmares you can’t even understand 

Sometimes I’d just rather drown and ignore a helping hand 


All the pain beneath my skin is finding it’s way out of me 

I don’t know what else there is I’m losing all control you see

LOSING ALL CONTROL (PROD. BY SVNTXMVLX)

What I’m bringing to the table best believe it’s serious 

I know that you hate that I think, you just want me delirious 

Thoughts are gushing out my body, looking like a slit throat 

I’m a queen without a doubt and I have dug my own moat 

killing all the negativity that comes my way 

I will breathe again, feel every pulse, I am here to stay 

Money is the motive for the reason why yall acting out 

Doing everything you can to chase a non existent clout

ALIEN QUEEN (PROD. BY LHENZ)

pocket full of sunshine, just erases when it rains 

tryna find a way to escape twisted mental thangs 

never thought the grass was greener on the other side 

just want to know that you’ll be there and you’ll be down to ride 

keeping this shit going ain’t no other avenue 

i be clockin’ in to bring that honest revenue 

this world will spit you out and have you straight up on yo ass

have you doing things in darkness, then it’s over in a flash



keeping my eyes open as I’m moving through the days 

monsters in my neural circuits coming out to play 

But it won’t end here I promise, I just need some sleep

I just need a couple hours then I’m yours to finally keep…

Am I who you’re looking for when you project your sight? 

Do you comprehend the feelings when you touch my light? 

Holding onto every moment as it were my last 

Thoughts are weighing heavy on me, trying not to not to fucking crash

444 (PROD. BY ALIENBABE)

I cannot look back no more the old me’s dead and gone 

But I will not forget about each soul that did me wrong 

I cannot look back no more the old me’s dead and gone 

But I will not forget about each soul that did me wrong 



The connection has downgraded to a displacement 

You thought you could fool me and remained complacent 

Your efforts were too late, I’m over the lines

I gave you these chances and multiple signs 

How the fuck can you try to beat me mad? 

When you’re the one who had the red in your hand

We are in different locations but in the same room 

I’m seeking a way out to disable this gloom





Just get out my face cause you’re pissing me off

You didn’t protect me you let this shit fall

I thought that you loved me I guess I was wrong 

Affirming the pain I feel into this song

But I cant just blame you cause I chose to stay 

I tried every angle in every way 

This is the last time it’s you before me

The weight is now lifting and I can now breathe 



I cannot look back no more the old me’s dead and gone 

But I will not forget about each soul that did me wrong 

I cannot look back no more the old me’s dead and gone 

But I will not forget about each soul that did me wrong

DEAD AND GONE (PROD. BY CLXYMORE)

Prod.by LeiLo-old freestyle throw away track

killakilla

LONG LIVE CHAINSAW MURDA

Produced By: Allen Gun, DJ Lucas D
Written By: Allen Gun, Chainsaw Murda, Short Fuze, El Parco Loco
Engineer: DJ Lucas D
Cover Art: Chiefsta
Recorded At: Cult Of The Void Records
Join Tha Cult: www.instagram.com/_cultofthevoid_/

CHAINSAW MURDA:
https://soundcloud.com/chainsawmurda

SHORT FUZE:
https://soundcloud.com/shortfuze-400332859

EL PARCO LOCO:
https://soundcloud.com/user-210662104

DJ LUCAS D:
https://soundcloud.com/dj-lucas-d

CHIEFSTA:
https://soundcloud.com/user-925277068

Psycho Active

PSYCHO ACTIVE (FT. CHAINSAW MURDA, SHORT FUZE, EL PARCO LOCO) [PROD. ALLEN GUN, DJ LUCAS D]

I’m captured by the sound 

When you say you need me now

I’m captured by the sound 

When you say you need me now



It’s all good when we lost in it
It’s all right cause we feelin’ this shit
I’m so high, there’s no comin’ down this
Tell me how much you are loving it

CAPTURED (PROD. BY LIL CAESAR)

Prod and mixing done by plyuhv
Cover creator, plyuhv

444 (PROD. BY ALIENBABE)

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