Smoke u love (prod. xenshel)

Enough (prod. Young Taylor)

Broken souls (prod. pinomin)

dead

lyrics:
i had another nosebleed
think its from the drugs that i need
fuck therapy
and fuck talking
ill just take these drugs til i stop falling
now im waking up again
feeling so empty its not even pain
i wish i didnt exist
i wish there was an exit

is my life really that depressing
why is everyone saying its a blessing
if it was then i would wanna keep it
but for now i just wanna end it

blade on my neck on my wrist on my mind
i got scars theyre not hard to find
nothing has meaning except for this music
if ill try hard enough then maybe i will make it
but for now it helps me when i panic
off these pills but i still feel manic
heart is beating too fast dont call no medic
just give me more shit that could end it
i never really felt alright
so its no surprise that tonight
i will do another line
just to pass the time

Nosebleed (prod. The Ushanka Boy)

lyrics:
i still
see you in my dreams
i thought i moved on
poped a few beans
in hopes of freedom
every damn summer i
get a reminder
that love is sick
and im lovesick

hold me close and dont let go
im sorry but i was like this from the get go
maybe i should learn from the past
but right now im stuck inside it hoping for the best

that im lovesick
lovesick

i dont fight i just cry
every night i hope i
will forget you once and for all
i dont care if ill die
im just sad it wont be by your side

Lovesick (prod. lilnightshift)

Demons everywhere...
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lyrics:
demons swim in the bottle
i should remodel
my whole life
if i want to survive

demons fall with the ashes
im surrounded by flashes
trying to stand up
just to pour another cup

since i opened my eyes
nothing was the same everythings in a disguise
horrors hide in plain sight
no one will save us theres no knight in white
thres only us and our will
addicted to the thrill i cant have no chill
get out on the street and make a scene
let your voice be heard loud and clear

Demons (prod. Mordux)

Her (prod. Everestdidthis)

bro life is shit
heres a new song
imma be gone by 30

past time
we are past life
we got so high
just to fall down
we dont care a lot
weed and parking lots
driving down the road
in my bed i mold

was it worth it tho
now my eyes are low
and my soul hollow
can u hear me hello
i was flying
now im dying
suffocating
just waiting

for all the memories to dissapear
youll finally be gone my dear
oooh

just let me catch my breath
dancing on the edge
of life and death
with no end ahead
how can i have hope
in this world (3x)

past time
we are past life
we got so high
just to fall down
we dont care a lot
weed and parking lots
skating down the road
in my bed i mold

its so hard
not to give up
when my heart al
ready gave up
my body
already gave up
dead by 30 if not sooner
yknow im a goner
loner
pathetic and scared little loser
but im not a monster
so calm down
and breathe slower

was it worth it tho
now my eyes are low
and my soul hollow
can u hear me hello
i was flying
now im dying
suffocating
just waiting

Past time (prod. aureola)

sorry for not uploading
didnt really have space to record but were back yay
hope yall had a great time during holidays

on that summer day
you took my pain away
you were kissing on my face
while i was holding on to your waist
it was perfect when it lasted
but now were both just wasted
teenage dirtbags baby
yea that was us baby

i wonder how youre doing
i guess were both hurting
i cant stop thinking about you
do you maybe think about me too

so can you please come back
make it feel right again
just us against the world
living in our different world
i hate to say its all a lie
we never see eye to eye
boy oh boy you were never mine
but i was always yours

i was always yours
but then we got worse

whered you go oh
left me alone
i wanna reach out
but im in doubt
did you ever really care
or was it just a phase

do you still have
all your piercings
or your black heart
that was shining
under moonlight
on that night
that one kiss
i still miss it

chorus again :3

Kiss (prod. Saint Mike)

sorry for the lack of songs
life is kicking my ass hard rn
hopefully things will get better
anyways hope yall are well
get cozy in the winter and listen

Everything comes to an end, so why bother (prod. Meloxen)
everything comes to an end
so lets not waste time and pretend
like we wont die soon
our lifes are doomed
but its no surprise
with this lifestyle
getting no sleep
all week
just enjoying the peak
but then we come down
feeling so down
fuck the help now
cause its too late now

just get another amphetamine
ketamine
lets mix everything and fly in between
life and death
take one last breath
before we leave this place
singing three days grace

i remember when i used to wanna wake up
now when i think about i might throw up
i dont know how it happened
one day i was smiling then i woke up broken
maybe its all the trauma
everybody left me now i cant trust noone
best friend gone
my trust gone too
now im staying up smoking ganja in my room

Everything comes to an end (prod. Meloxen)

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yea im drunk
i know u dont like that
yea im high
i know u dont like that
i cant handle it i cant fight back
i cant fight back

is it really worth to stay alive
i would say yes but i dont wanna lie
coming back home but its all different
it all feels close yet its so distant

breaking down like chemicals inside of me
once my friend but now youre my enemy
said youd never leave me
but how about
i leave you now thats something you can brag about

something you can lie about
something you can scream about
i dont want you here so just get the fuck out
out of my life
take your damn knife
now im wounded and ill probably be for the rest of my life

Fake (prod. Lxst Ghxul)

wrote this about half a year ago,
things were really fucked up,
almost ended up in the mental hospital,
anyways things have been slowly getting better,
hopefully ill come back to uploading more,
if anyone is in a similiar position i truly hope this song might bring you some closure,
stay strong,
it will get better,

whats's it like (dybbuk box prod. hero)
whats it like to die
to not be alive
to be free from this bullshit
that is life
i thought i lost the 
need for suicide
but it never leaves
it just creeps

in the back of my mind
waiting for me to fall down
down on my knees
then it overtakes me with ease
i dont want to give in
but its not that simple
theres just too much struggle
right there within

one
two
three 
then fifty
pills in my hands going to my tummy
add another 60 just to make sure
i dont wake up
i dont survive
so i dont have to do this
all over again

leave me right now trust me i dont wanna hurt you
dont make me lie to you
but you dont want the truth
youd just be worried just hitiing my phone
i dont want that let me die on my own
leave me alone
cause i want the answer


i think im broken
and i cant be fixed
i think im lost
and i can never be found

What's it like (prod. hero x emptychest)

credits to Xori, you can find the beat under the title 4 am (really recommend checking their other stuff too)
(https://soundcloud.com/x0ri/4-am)
this year has been quite a roller coaster
here are some songs from it
enjoy
may this bring you closure and get you cozy
non profit project
i dont need to have it all
but it would be nice to have control
over what do,
ove how i act,
wake up in the morning i smell alcohol,
even though i said never more
but i swear that im working on fixing it
but i swesr that my head isnt helping it
self destruction is just stronger
than i am
sorry if i cause any trouble
but i am who iam

so if you don't like that
youre not alone
cause i fucking hate it too
but its as hard as a stone
and i only have my bear hands

do i struggle with all of this
play my songs guess what the answer is
oh looking back in time it all passed so quick
damn 5 years sice i first lid up a spliff

i still can not really take in
the fact that im still alive and breathing
recovery
is my journey

i was ready to loose it
so
what's the plan now

What's the plan now (prod. Xori)

https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=dQ22bgwrI10&list=WL&index=10 (beat link)
this year has been quite a roller coaster
here are some songs from it
enjoy
may this bring you closure and get you cozy
how do you do it
my life you make me wanna change it
for the better
for the better
finally get my shit together
it took so long
till i grasped 
the endless road
thats right ahead 
doesnt have to
be all bad

yea im still so messed up from the time i gave up
acid gave me a new world where im sill locked up
oh I'm trying but nothing feels real
like did i really do it and now im living a dream
living a dream

stuck in a coma
in another world
someone wake me up
i dont wanna be here
or maybe im just paranoid 
having an episode 
who tf knows

was this fate
or self destruction 
closed gate
leads to isolation 

i made plans

i made promises

i take meds

i take dont know what It is

Plans and Promises (prod. loneliness孤独 x gusuck)

https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=Y77ClwjQIn4 (beat link)
this year has been quite a roller coaster
here are some songs from it
enjoy
may this bring you closure and get you cozy

i try my best not to relapse
but everytime i do i watch it collapse
i think im addicted to whats killing me
i have to deal with this endlessly

its a cycle
never fucking ending
im just trouble 
dont you fucking get it
i will just bring you down
i will just let you down

iiiin
theeee
end does it mean anything at all
and ive pondering swiming in a pond of alchohol

drowning all my fears and my demons
but at the same all my dreams and my feelings

i can barely get up
how do i expect myself to get another song up
like i wish i had the will
dedication and no chill
but my brain just fucks it all up

thats nothing new to me
and its sad how i just get used to it
cant get over shit
but thats just me i guess
i guess
i would change
dont dont how to
i would get my sweet revenge
but that would mean killing me too
well it kinda seema right

i try my best not to relapse
but everytime i do i watch it collapse
i think im addicted to whats killing me
its something i have to deal with endlessly

endlessly running through my mind
looking for a safe place knowing damn well
that its impossible to find to find to find

haunted by the faces on my ceiling 
telling me that there is no meaning

Relapse (prod. hero)

new stuff yaay
trying to release a song every friday from now on
i love yall
prod THERSX https://www.youtube.com/channel/UC2CVgEdYvEeXrOjiyqaln2A

look im sorry
for all the things i do
i hope you know that youre my only hope
youre my only hope

this is not
the end of
our
story 
that trust me i swear i hold tight
i hold tight
so long

You're my only hope (prod. THERSX)

an older song that i think deserves to see the light of soundcloud and youtube
love yall
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Run Away (prod. saint mike)

wassuuuuup
im sorry honey i fucked up my life
turned fifteen met the drugs and fell in love with my knife
everynight was suffering and it hasnt changed at all

at all (do ty kytary v pozadi)

and i havent changed neither
still love my knife and the drugs
god
what do i do
now
what do i do now

maybe i just need a fucking pill
i dont know but the doctors tell me that im ill
are they wrong
or are they right

at all

can i finally get the happy ending
is it even coming
or am i just hoping
for nothing
at all

at all

At all (prod. de4theart)

physically on Earth
mind in space
my Instagram: @cozyk.music
i also make free beats on youtube

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