Cryspell - Breaking Down In A Big Empty Field

Ginger Bronson - Hey Ma Freestyle

Grimes - Sleepwalking

Cozy St. Jean - Lucifer

Cozy St. Jean - 2003

Rosary (demo)

Lyrics:

when the light shines through the stained glass
and it shines right down on you
it almost makes you forget
the bloody night before

kneeling on your rug-burned knees
and reaching for the moon
begging god to rescue you,
so sure he’d be there soon

you can’t help those ugly thoughts
you didn’t put them there
it was the devil in the other room
creeping up the stairs

scratches on your virgin face
and a self-inflicted bruise
if shame brought you to heaven
you were sure to be there soon

your family, school and town police
all helped tie your noose
they broke your legs and told you “run”
and god was their excuse

they took you to the slaughterhouse
and chopped you up with care
the god you knew had come and gone
or he was never there

the cross was never yours to bare
you were just a kid
you were the lamb they sacrificed
and the secret that they hid

stained glass

out-take from the EP


say i’m a wreck 
god i’m so helpless 
when you said that you never loved me
oh it just killed me 
stood in the kitchen 
holding a knife and wondering where to stab myself 
oh i’ve been the clown 
and i’ve been a jester 
i’m the whole god damn circus 
and i hate me more than anyone else could

when i know where you’ve been it hurts
spilling my guts out on the floor
and i know that i’ve been hard on myself for far too long 

these are false fantasies of devils singing lullabies
all the time and i just cry 

why do i cry about you?

stretching me out like a doll 
when my heart bends back it wont return back to shape

that’s a shame, called a bluff like the bag of bones you hide 
constantly and i'm thinking how could i be so dumb 
to think this is real, we’re not living in a dreamscape with only you 

when i know where you’ve been it hurts 
spilling my guts out on the floor 
and i know that i’ve been tough on myself for far too long 

these are false fantasies of devils singing lullabies
all the time and i just cry 

and i know that i’m the one to blame for falling for such a trap 
i should have known, i should have known, i should have known 
always lies, always lies, always lies, always lies 
all these lies, lie after lie after 
lies after lies, all these lies, i can’t hurt another lie
all these lies, all these lies
i’m tired of the lie
so what if i drawed a knife
cut me hard down the side 
and just close my eyes for a second  

these are false fantasies of devils singing lullabies
all the time and i just cry, 
i just cry about you and i dont wanna have to do it again for anyone else

false fantasies of devils singing lullabies (scrap doily out-take)

Soft as what did make the roses 
Settle down 
Fields that roll and break petals 
Into the ground
Sounds of dogs that roam here now 
Outside your house
Soft as what did make the blood
Run from your mouth 

Give us a garden now 
For wings to spread across
I saw an angel
Knelt where you lay
Eyes sewn shut 
Knows where you've been
Knows where you are

i saw an angel

Standish Anthem - Dollie Rot

𝔥𝔢𝔞𝔳𝔢𝔫 𝔠𝔞𝔫 𝔴𝔞𝔦𝔱.
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adult trans artist in the midwest.

stained glass

alina remains

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