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Went into Drug Addiction Rehab on 10/2021
First month I was so psychologically good but as the months went by so did my happiness fade out.
On 3/22 turned suicidal and kept isolating myself from the other members, was depressed,  very sad and confused and on top of all the above I kept self harming my body a lot, to a point where scars won't leave no more....
Than a month later on 4\22 I run away from rehab back to my shit, addicted and abusive outside.
Felt no point in staying till the end since I had 2 months left and than back to my depressing lifestyle so I might have had as well just left right, cause the result would be the same.
At this point honestly, no family of mine is as good as a pen and piece of paper are to me now
I've grew to love this practise and it's the best listener and emotional healer, "writing than saying shit without being sugarcoated with lies" and in return I get support and respect from the people I seem brave enough to rap proud and loud for!!

Express yourself at least for yourself x
seek to better yourself.

√√√PSS •Ive got a whole notepad of Raps I wrote in various languages like Greek, Russian and English but  aren't even recorded  or near perfection to be heard yet so not sure if I'll be releasing anytime soon...

•Was doing fashion modeling and than was sent to rehab
•My current sadness coping mechanism and painful memory release strategies are writing down on paper using rhymes  everything in my thoughts or memories of even dreams on the future
•I also express myself through creating deep or meaningful art I draw what expresses how I feel.
A paper and a pen is my best friend for when I can't seem to jump back into my ignorant, selective listener/memory focus
•I ♡ socializing with new people & going wild at parties.

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