(Prod by: Kampsy)
https://www.youtube.com/c/Kampsy/featured
(Beat: Vision)
https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=6tQ21nimQ4g

I am a few minutes late but I basically managed to keep my promise about two uploads this month😅
Atleast two more song is planned to get finished up before the end of April if everything goes well!✌️🖤

The music videos will take some more time to start with than planned since I have a bunch of smaller stuff I need to fix, but I will get at it as soon as I can!


Mackie - A Shallow Sallow Gallows Bird (Lyrics)

Sending rust in a well oiled machine
Grinding to dust any other breathing being
For their goals they tell you that you should be unseen and unheard
Switch the roles, say they've been observed and are absurd
They couldn't even tell that the songbirds unperturbed spurred on the herds with words
I heard that they word for word painted society as a shallow sallow gallows bird
And you might mockingly repeat
But you will never learn why our fires burn and you can't keep us beat
Churning out what we preceive as truth to the uncouth
Learning from the youth squabbling beneath your very feet

We are alarmed that the rat race 
Got as much direction as a null space
And this inflection makes correction hard to showcase
Why the fuck did we start trafficking the human race in the first place?
Sucked up in making sheets of money
Were told it's sweet like honey
So join this place or we'll make you feel displaced
Simply incase you wanna save some face you'd better sell your soul at the open market place

And insidious individuals are gathering more power
Hour by the hour
Pretentious enterprises is getting ready to devour
Buy it up and integrate, is this really a supplement for our fate?
Well then I wanna retaliate
I got alot of hate 
And even more to say
They say today it's a part of a sovereign state
But look close at the decay, it's a sobering state
A stage set up so religious nutjobs could pray, on heaven or children it's all the same
Political meglomaniacs playing and tramling others over their own games
And those blaming others without any self reflection or shame
But I suppose to one degree or another we are all the same

Sometimes life just gets to be to much
It got you jumping hoops like double dutch
Like if I'd know better I'd change such and such
Or put away this white dove just to smutch
Can't tell if it's a cold clutch or a warm embrace
A new golden crutch or a hailstorm to face

All sending rust in a well oiled machine
Grinding to dust every other breathing being
For their goals they tell you that you should be unseen and unheard
Switch the roles, say they've been observed and are absurd
They couldn't even tell that the songbirds unperturbed spurred on the herds with words
I heard that they word for word painted society as a shallow sallow gallows bird
And you might mockingly repeat
I heard early bird gets the worm 
So I don't wanna hear a tweet
Long-term I'm digging deeper 
Because home to me is underneath

My Low

Mackie - A Shallow Sallow Gallows Bird (Prod by: Kampsy)

(Prod by: Kampsy)
www.youtube.com/c/Kampsy/featured
(Beat: Rarefaction)
https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=bPFUq3bs3c0

Sorry for being away awhile and not uploading as much, I'm working on a little side prodject with PoxPandemic so that takes up a bit of time for writing and recording vocals, might have something to show for it in May tho, if everything goes alright!🤘

I will have some stuff coming out before then of course!
I have an older silly song that I recorded before I had the microphone that I wrote in under 40min that I will finally drop and I have atleast 4 more songs in the works, and they should be done by the end of May.
Much love and respect from this little heathen in Sweden, remeber to take care of one another!✌️🖤

Mackie - My Low (Lyrics)

To jaded to ever let anyone else close
Abraded the skin that shows
And after traded my heart for a single rose
It gets withred and faded in time, it's a quick fix for a dose
To me my love is degraded and begrime, and to you it disposed meat in necrose
You simply upgraded because our love was never fated when your emotions felt to complicated and I don't wanna impose
So I'll keep myself composed and go alone to do fights with my shadows
And in the throes, I will reflect on how I overexposed you to my love
So much that it must have felt like an overdose, But I just wanted us to coexist and anastomose
I know it's not fair to place my feelings onto you
But I just don't know what to do

Thought stuck like flies in a web, liquefied and putrid like the insides of my head
Spending my time crying, just another day slowly dying

You invited me to hangout a dring a few beers
Spent the next hour travelling filled with butterflies and cheers
Before a single sip you say I couldn't stay
Right after the last train home went away
Guess all your promises are empty, got myself to blame 
But seven hours in the cold makes it all the same
My desire does do tempt me, but I'd rather feel the pain
Because of betrayal you've had plenty, and I want you to feel sane

You're the one I love the most
Your the reason I'm keeping myself composed
But I guess to you I'm just compost
I guess I'm nothing but a piece of shit
Slick talking silver toung devil with golden spit, wasting time
And why would your choice or actions be anything more than a victimless crime

To jaded to ever let anyone close again
Everytime I do I get used and abused and then 
The world always makes less sence and get so intense
Everytime I smiled and said ''Goodbye, I'll see you again'' 
Was nothing more than a game of play and pretend

You think I ran so far away
But I never wanted anything but to stay
To bullheaded to ever walk away again
And you're always more than a friend to me anyway

Love makes to world go round
But a single misplaced word can make it all go down
Not even a sound or a word needed to be uttered
You didn't care how much turning away would make me suffer
But who know maybe you did it anyway
Just to leave us in equal amounts of doubt and disarray
Just know I miss you every single day
Your smile was the biggest shine in this gloomy daze
Higher then the ashes blooming away
Building mountains inside of my ashtray
And hope is budding in it's wake

Mackie - My Low (Prod by: Kampsy)

(Prod by: Bloom)
https://www.youtube.com/channel/UCWV7N6Shsz4Ng_wMGwJj7_g
(Beat: Acid)
https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=Ll48jCH1X3c

I think this is the fartest I've ever been from a mothers day song, but hey I wanted to give you guys something new!
Gonna try to have something finished for the next weekend as well, much love and respect from this little fuck up of a heathen in Sweden!✌️🖤

Mackie - Demonize Something I Idolize (Lyrics)

My teeth are sinking in under your skin
I feel the heat pouring as I tear you limb from limb

As I creep and crawl beneath I start to hymn
Bequeath to me your body, my excitement is to the brim and I can't wait to sin

I might be grim, but you look so prim
On a whim I'll turn your life into something like a fairytale written by the grimms

Left hand is on your throat and after laying on your head a pretty bridal wreath
Right hand whips the knout and is later on your skirt going underneath

As I bite and taste your bittersweet lips
Tear and then eat all the bloody bits
Feel like the road tips so I tighten my grips
Oh what an enrichment it is

Pluck out those eyes who made me compromise with obvious lies
I'm not your device
I might disguise or downsize my own demise
But heed some advice
You should revise your allies or you might amortize
It's hard to humanize something that held me so mesmerized
It's hard to demonize something that I glamorized
Hard being honest and jeopardize those pretty precious butterflies
Hard to not demoralize as regret starts to cannibalize on all insides
Hard to compartmentalize when your so desensitized
When you internalize the potential of a shared suicide
When you epitomize a traumatized personality with which no one can feel sympathy

Demonize Something I Idolize

Mackie - Demonize Something I Idolize (Prod by: Bloom)

(Prod: Vilesky)
https://www.youtube.com/channel/UCdAcUFuMRt5WwosxDFVBCOA
(Beat: Vienna)
https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=czbMa8qihY0

Wrote a little lyric in Swedish as something fun and diffrent that I'll upload on Wednesday, although I'll most likely write a english lyric for the same beat in a few weeks, got two songs I wrote last year coming up and I'm working on lyrics for more stufff to come!
Much love from this little heathen in Sweden to everyone listening out there!✌️🖤

Mackie - To Whom Ever It May Concern (Lyrics)

Apparently I'm abhorrent
For a Taurus to a bore and
Listening undoubtedly you may wanna snore
Snoring for the boring torrent raging through
I guess I never gonna be a star as bright as you
Far flung goals of flight weighted down by my grumpy mood
Gotta live through the moments of gloom
Fighting the doom to see memories in bloom
And to whom ever it may concern

Don't assume everything is okey cuz you can't see a plume or hear the fire burn
Exhume to learn how deadly fumes lurks
Unseen strings and wicked smirks
Pulling four limbs for the devils work
Using scissors picking apart scriptures, turning it into murky water
Going berserk when the final picture doesn't resemble what you wanted
You used to be so undaunted before sipping psychedelic mixtures
Maybe you'll be less haunted at the bottom of the pitcher

The dope is a slippery slope that you'll wanna elope
When you perceive something your not crazy for like the Orwellian story of ''1984''
Pretty sure we are better off beating chauvinism to the floor
And to some degree I can concur the bourgeois needs a saboteur
But they can be defeated if everyone became a successful entrepreneur

But I'm very sure that won't occure
A society all dressed in rat and lion fur
Holding to much pride the be a whisperer
While the scavenger circling like a vulture
Waiting around to die is to normal to be counterculture

Buzzing buzzards hanging over me
Older yet still a bustling working bee with a hive mentality
Picking up stragglers before they break free

Dissect me and my tongue when I die
Analyse every word and decipher every lie
Am I just a botfly doing laps in a pigsty
Or are you trying to crucify at a late blooming butterfly
Do you care that I burn when you magnify
You simply terrify in your try to lull me with your lullaby
Petrified my heart and acidified my art

To Whom Ever it May Concern

Mackie - To Whom Ever It May Concern (Prod: Vilesky)

(Prod: Vilesky)
https://www.youtube.com/channel/UCdAcUFuMRt5WwosxDFVBCOA
(Beat: Pegasus)
https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=wji4iMCkooQ

A smaller Swedish song I made for fun, I'm writing an english one for this beat and some other stuff to✌️😁

Mackie - Drömmar Små Och Grå/Dreams Small And Grey  (Translated Lyrics)

Every emotion cuts and tears so forget-me-not
Reality is misery in off it self
Don't know how long my feet will carry me
Hard to know when to swallow my words
Ambivalent enough to end as a suicide
It would be a mouth less to feed
Raised on pitch black hate
Feed into a disgusting creature
Would rather be redjected or thrown from a cliff
Can't close my heart with drug or drink
Tried to pray to a god that could not see

Always tried to smile, until it was, what you, asked me to give

Give up, cut it out, do nothing out of (grace/comfort)
The sky may be blue but my dreams are to small and grey
Everything is falling down
You'll be the last image I see
Burned in behind my eyelids
Over in a flash
To you I give my life through thick and thin (wet and dry)
Even if my life is nothing but a memory like blown air castles
Dreams to dust and sand between my fingers
This infinite expanse of emptyness slithers deeper down
In a darkness that give no reason for faith or hope
But it smiles and the abyss speaks back to me
Telling morbid thought and paranoid concepts
Waiting patiently until every vein in clogged and my heart runs dry

A place where greenery, is replaced, with, cold, weathering howls

In the wait of a long-awaited end
Maybe my only stable decision
I don't deserve any form of tribute
My spiritual journey is probably always going south
Every minute is misery
No institute can save this
One last shoot, just give me a gun

Mackie - Drömmar Små Och Grå (Swedish Lyrics)

Varje känsla skär och tär så förgätmigej
Verkligheten är en misär i sig
Vet inte hur länge mina fötter bär mig
Svårt att välja när jag ska svälja mina ord
Ambivalent så jag borde sluta som ett självmord
Det hade varit en mun mindre att mätta
Ännu en själ som kunnat undvika all smärta
Uppfödd på natt svar hat
Utfödd till en vidrig krabat
Hade hellre blivit ratad eller slängd från ett stup
Kan inte stänga hjärtat med dråg eller sup
Försökte be till en gud som inte kan se

Försökte alltid att le tills det var det du bad mig att ge

Ge upp, lägg av, gör inget av behag
Himlen må va blå men mina drömmar är för små och grå
Allting bara faller ner
Du kommer vara den sista avbild jag ser
Bränd in bakom mina ögonlock
Över på ett ögonblick
Till dig mitt liv jag ger i genom vått och torrt
Även om mitt liv må vara grått och mestadels ett minne blott likt sprängda luftslott
Drömmar till stoft och sand genom mina fingrar
Denna oändliga expans av tomhet slingrar sig djupare ner
I ett mörker som inget hopp eller anledning för tro ger
Men det ler och abyssen talar tillbaka mot mig
Säger morbida tankar och paranoida koncept
Väntar tålmodigt tills varje ådra är täppt och mitt hjärta torkar ut

En plats där grönska blir ersatt med kalla vittrande tjut

I väntan på ett efter längtat slut
Kanske det ända stabila beslut
Jag förtjänar ingen form av tribut
Min själsliga resa är nog alltid söder ut
Varje minut är misär
Inget institut kan rädda det här
Ett sista skjut bara ge mig ett gevär

Drömmar Små Och Grå

Mackie - Drömmar Små Och Grå (Prod: Vilesky)

(Prod by: Anabolic Beatz)
https://www.youtube.com/channel/UCsdTY8O8fMWJ_m4nNpy9JZg
(Beat: Breakin Point)
https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=ZzJbWgSjyqQ

This one is also a older one from December last year, got two new songs in the works coming up as soon as I complete one of them!✌️🖤

Wackie Mackie - Breakin Point (Breakin Point)

Mostly I'm a dead head
Should probably be on some meds
But I already made my bed
Already with eyes glazed, bleeding red
Brain smattered and scattered with lead
Smoking shatter just to fight the company of misery with laughter
But it ends up as a slaughter of all morality 
And the fragile mentality that I harbor
Monkey on my back keeps on whispering 
''fade to black and embrace the inevitable horror''
Tears trickling down and filling up my bong
Smoking up my fears until I feel strong
Strongly enough to fight the demons making wrongs in my life
I'm a heathen from Sweden so I've been interacting with them most of my life
They are in the mirror staring back and intentionally acting just like me
Showing my true colors in a darker pattern 
Can't you see?
Their imagery looks just like me
But quite warped so at the same time diffrently
The tell is they look so indiffrently when other people are suffering from agony

To be frank they don't give a shit about the avarage joe
As long as they are an arms length from their cup of joe
Jack and Coke, a few lines and then they go
If you know
Then you will also know 
That the chemical fertalizer will make it so much harder to grow

At the bottom of a river under crashing waves
You shiver from the cold watery grave
Out and in of consciousness 
Yet dwelling deeper just to pray
Maybe the sediment will leave gold in the folds of my clothes one day

But you don't have to wake and arise to face your own wake and demise
You can choose to rise like a rose through the 6 feet of dirt, snow and sleet
Don't let hurtful word get on your nerves
They are just disturbed and need to cut and count rings just to learn
But grow a thorn in their side
Even if you get viciously torn apart 
That just opens ways for more meticulous thoughts and new tones of art
In other words, a brand new start

But let the curtain fall on a demon screaming at yall from a broken stage
Locked in a guilded cage made out of bone
Strung together by the arteries from a heart of stone
With a sign sayin 
''Never lement because he was never ment to atone''
''But to be smothered in sin all alone''
''In a gloomy glow of a strobe light in an alcove''

I'm always at the breaking point with a constant aching in my joints
Feel like I need to diconnect or disjoint 
When ever I feel like the pain is to hard to pinpoint
Thinking I would have alot more fun if I was just a little more numb
Or at least dumb enough to pick up the gun
But it's not a brave bravado
Just tell me where did it all go
The childhood makes good on adulthood where love is always misunderstood
The happiness will never progress
Because when gone everythings is such a mess

Always warm and sunny down here
Among hellfire and brimstone
Smell the sulphur in the air
River red with shores of jagged bone
Yes I reside in hell with clown paint on my shell
What the hell, might as well, at least the motherfucking weather is swell

Breakin Point

Mackie - Breakin Point (Prod by: Anabolic Beatz)

(Prod by: Bartes)
https://www.youtube.com/channel/UCqejd4HQ60JfhRfNqdQaf7Q
(Beat: Fire For You)
https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=5xNLK3sRStg

Another song with a more scatterbrain lyric, but I hope y'all enjoy it anyways!✌️
If your going through a rough time or feel stuck in the mucky mire of depression just know it get better in time, eventually the sun always breaks through the gray dismal clouds and chases away the decrepit gloom that may resides behind a painted smile.

The next one I'll upload is Gordian Knot (Prod by: Bartes).

If anyone is curious on what will come after that I made a little teaser of me singing through ''Blades Turn To Grass'' (Prod by: Vilesky) that I recorded on my phone, it will be uploaded on the 25th of this month, https://www.facebook.com/watch/?v=253398386598292

Much love and respect from this little heathen in Sweden!

Mackie - Playing Koi (Lyrics)

Always telling me how much you care
But never caring to comfort a single tear
Your sitting comfortably on a golden high chair
Spoond feed, while I'm consumed by despair
High-strung from all the painful thing I bear
But I'll let it all go with my last breath of air
A muse that only shines in the light of abuse 
So I'd rather disappear

Trying to put the fear of god in me
Why would I fear someone who could never see?
I rather watch the stars paint the sky
Covered in guiding lights and the northern star shining bright
But I'm suffering from light pollution inside
Barley able to see clear when I'm cockeyed

A psychonaut disabled by fear
Astral deadnought starts to tear
The silver lining shrivelled up and seared
Astral projections leaving things so unclear
In an alabaster plain were constructs and flesh have thier blurred lines smeared

So I'll return to nothing
Nothing
Nodding
Keep nodding little bobblehead boy
Keep going and pretending your heart is more than a toy
Keep it fucking vague and play coy
Brain dead, deadhead, a mama's boy
Never fullfilled enough to feel cloy
Always to annoyed to enjoy
Anointed myself with the poison you spit 
So I get destroyed because my life is shit

Absorbe what is useful
Discard what is not
And add what's uniquely you own to the pot
What the fuck do I know, I'm just a gibbering mouther going off

Always telling me how much you care
But never caring to comfort a single tear
Your sitting comfortably on a golden high chair
Spoond feed, while I'm consumed by despair
High-strung from all the painful thing I bear
But I'll let it all go with my last breath of air
A muse that only shines in the light of abuse 
So I'd rather disappear

Palying Koi

Mackie - Playing Koi (Prod by: Bartes)

(Prod by: Bartes)
https://www.youtube.com/channel/UCqejd4HQ60JfhRfNqdQaf7Q
(Beat: I Don't Care)
https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=9md5aOZp-Ug

Personally I love this one, hope y'all will enjoy it too!😄
Hope you have a great day, night or whenever you tune in!✌️🖤

Mackie - Gordian Knot (Lyrics)

Looks like It's more likely I'll end up dead then wed
A heart shaped bed painted in edible lead

You left me shattered in tatters
Burning all of my feathers
Leaving bat wing made out of leather
To heavy to take flight in the rainy weather
Won't fight when I go to hell and our love is severed

To love myself I'm incapable
Tho I know every one is fallible
I'm the one at fault

My skin is not growing thicker and my mind is getting sicker
I really feel like I miss the drugs and the liquer
But only in those days when I wanna end it quicker
To full of myself to ever see the perfect picture

My narrow view
Put the arrow in the groove
Let it barrel and strike true

When I'm thinking, I see you in every nook
Maybe I've been acting like the evil crook
But your the one keeping my heart on the hook
Shook me to my core and leaving me so sore
Yet I'm always greedy galore, saying give me more, more and more
Lustful until I become deplorable
Your trying to turn the table on me
Like I caused the drift you now clearly see

Is it like the coffe is calling the kettle black
But it's hard to settle when it's boiling over in the back
Go sober, hate me and let me fade away
I'm so burnt, but in my memories you will always stay
Even when I sway and stray of the beaten path
Let the people see my struggles and share a laugh

No hope left for me, so I shall rot
This noose is tied into a gordian knot
My guardian angels was for naught
Showing my emotions, I don't know what I thought
Seeing that my devotion was all I got
Should've never aimed for the long shoot
Ought to never expose my soft spot on my sleeve
In hindsight I knew you'd up and leave

Gordian Knot

Mackie - Gordian Knot (Prod by: Bartes)

(Prod by: Vilesky)
https://www.youtube.com/channel/UCdAcUFuMRt5WwosxDFVBCOA
(Beat: 20)
https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=utj537S62cQ

Tried to write something with a bit more ''story'' in it, might not my best work but it's not my worst either😅
Hope everyone ejoys it and have a good continuation to their week!✌️

Mackie - Adversity (Lyrics)

I am sad
And it is all from a love I actually had
Even if she saw it as platonic it made me glad
But this was months ago and now I'll go with being sad
(I've started to go mad)
It was more painful then being beaten by my dad
But that was years ago and now the memories have all gone bad

Spend years travelling hours to give her weed and money
But my sweet little honey never had a need for me
I gave it a try and my all
Gave so much it turned from flying into a free fall
I'd skip school like a drooling fool
I just drone on slowly turning more woebegone

I'd see her cry because she didn't understand
Why she had no emotions for me
(My guess)
Since a bad guy doesn't apply to me
And nothing was by demand but also never ment to be

She called me up filled with tears
I took of work to travel and fight her fears
And then she said all I needed to do
Was to run to the store and buy her some food
I don't mean to be a rude prude, but I'm just crude
But you'd seem like a pseud, can't even allude what brought this mood
Or why you'd rather brood and only respond with platitude
I'm feeling solicitude 

Now I'm just repeating every single word
Just rearranging then hoping to eventually be heard
But maybe having no worth is exactly what I deserve
Lighting the candle at both ends because from lessons I've never learned
In the end her resentment was the only thing earned
Watch me the burning man
Never ruling with an iron hand
Never had much of a backup plan
So I'll keep prancing this wide expanse
In this valley of death
There is no time to dally if you don't get the shibboleths
And if you don't then your simply purer than baby's breath
Not like me, an eternally conniving mess

Adversity

Mackie - Adversity (Prod by: Vilesky)

(Prod by: Kampsy)
https://www.youtube.com/c/Kampsy/featured
(Beat: Glazz)
https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=UJV6CusKr0k

Something I wrote last year, hope everyone is doing alright out there!✌️🖤

Mackie - Bottomless Mine Of Mine (Lyrics)

I don't really mind
When people trying to mine
Always asking ''Hey, are you doing fine?''
Well listen for canaries and you should know I've already died

I don't know what to do
I guess everything in my views just seems so blue
Feel like I'm just falling through
Deeper down inside the end
Never gonna do anything more than pretend to be fine
But I feel like I ain't doing nothing more than loosing my mind
Everything is nothing more but a lucid dream
Everything is not as it seems
Guess all I got is this stupid rhyme schemes
Guess I will never be able to breath
Guess I will never be able to feel like I'll ever be free
Never be anything more than in agony
And I feel like it's overtaking me completely
Tearing me down
Tearing me down
Feel like I will never be able to come around 
To find like I will have a thought profound

But I don't really mind
When people trying to mine
Always asking ''Hey, are you doing fine?''
Well listen for canaries and you should know I've already died

Suffocating under the pressing pressure
And I feel like I will never measure up
Never gonna be anything more than fucked
Never gonna be able to be enough
Never gonna be anything more than that little diamond in the rough
So cut me up until you decide that I'm worthy enough 
To receive just a speck of your love
Cuz right now I just want to fucking disappear
I guess there is nothing left in here
I guess there is no hope
I guess I'm nothing more than a living breathing joke

And openly hopingly telling you how I feel
I guess it's just to surreal
And now I will never feel 
So i just kneel infront of god
''Please take me the fuck away''

Cuz I feel like there's nothing left but a lot of constant pain
Feel like i will never be anything but insane
Never gonna be anything more than deranged
Never gonna be able to find anyway to regain control
I just feel like I have lost my soul
Now I feel like I'm frozen cold
Deep to the core 
Feeling like I never gonna be anything more 
Than the devils whore

I guess I better paint myself so pretty
And be so witty
Cuz right now I feel like everything's so gritty, shitty
Down the drain
Everything is just fucking pain
I just wanna take up the bottle and simply drown myself again

And I don't mind
When people trying to mine
Always asking ''Hey, are you doing fine?''
Well, listen closely for the canaries and you should know I've already died
Yeah
Six feet deep
Underneath
No reason left to ever weep

BottomlessMineOfMine

Mackie - Bottomless Mine Of Mine (Prod by: Kampsy)

(Prod: TooTheGood)
https://www.youtube.com/channel/UCwXhCBnl2__AafrxDkpvJZg
https://soundcloud.com/tothegood
(Beat: The Payday Fantasy)
https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=mcGtWVOmVFk
https://soundcloud.com/tothegood/tothegood-the-payday-fantasy

Something I wrote back in 2019, It's been kind of fun going back and re-recording some older stuff, some more older stuff is on the way and working on newer lyrics for a Noira and Vilesky beat among other things!✌️🙂

Much love and respect from this little heathen in Sweden to everyone listening!🖤

Mackie - A Old Molt (Lyrics)

Will you ever see me?
Will you ever hear me?
Will you ever know me?

I don't recognize me anymore, being me has turned in to such a bore
I've watched myself turn into a greedy insatiable whore, adore galore
Give me more, more or I act like a boar
With a primal roar for gore, more like carnivore

All my signs and pleeds they choose to ignore
Thinking I'm a tumour that they need speaking for
Now all my sins have been accounted for
No going back to before
I'm fucking done for

Unpure, i'm rotten to the core, someone like me never should have been born
Stumble out on the floor, the sic it starts to pour, just another scorn soul
Ashore on frozen shores, to cold to be able to elope or cope, 
Forelorn hope enveloped in diffrent kinds of dope, 
But I'm willingly walking up towards that rope


It's a slippery slope when you listen to those-
 that don't hold your emotions in there scope
It's a slippery slope when all people don't see-
 the same prismatic colors in their kaleidoscopes
It's hard when we are all introverts and misanthropes
No one knows the beat without a freakin stethoscope
Green tints in the smoke with splatters of red, it's like a helitrope
Orbitoclast in the frontal lobe
Our human disconnection will be the end of this globe

A Old Molt

Mackie - A Old Molt (Prod: TooTheGood)

(Prod by: Noira)
https://www.youtube.com/channel/UCeGJFCaOcxxc47ScXvyPFUQ
(Beat: Anti Social)
https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=vfiqktYjpkc

Finally a newly written song is done!😅 haha
The next song will be on the beat ''Sunset'' by Vilesky and then I will get to work on some lyrics for another beat by Noira!
Hope everyone had a great holiday, take care everyone!

This month might be a little low on song releases but I'll see what I can get my hand on, will probably start working on a beat from Kampsy too!😄

I couldn't find who the original artist of the picture is so if anyone regognize it please write it below!

Mackie - Waching The World Burn (Lyrics)

They say we all gotta do our part and work a 9 to 5
Hope fades away as we are inching towards the end of life
Staring at the TV waiting for a stress caused heart attack to stop this monotonous strife

Watching the world burn
Look another squad car's on fire
But the politicians never learn so they just fan the flames even higher

Distrust and anger have become to prevelent and intigrated
And byrochracy have become blindly malevolent and automated
People do not like to be dictated and the way we solve problems is far to outdated and antiquated 
But people are growing more frustrated with the fighting over trivial things
So the whole system is ill-fated with politicians that look constipated and think the're monarchs and kings

Hear the noose swing in the wind
News got wind of the downfall of a system that sinks
Foundations crumbling under your very feet
People fumbling or embezzeling just to cheat
Handling things to the bare minimum and then expecting the world from someone in the street
They don't care if your already black and blue, broke and beat
Everyones the same in the eyes of the ones truly hungry, a piece of meat
Sweet toothed and your life and dreams are the treat
The ones on the top mostly prey on the ones dumb enough to pray underneath
Giving likes and trust until it's time to reap the little dumb di dumb birdies that tweet
Doesn't this life and world sound so fucking neat

But why accept contracts if they don't make us feel liberated
Sold our souls in blood pacts just to be vulgarly moderated in a market saturated
Made for the money hungry and sexually frustrated
They emotionally constipated doing drugs to stop crying or prolong the want for dying
Do it on repeat until every last dream is lying 6 feet underneath or like bums in ditches
And then just drown their despair in autotune pitches
Their continuation in ignoring a world without food, clothes & medicin is a sickness
Travis Snot and all these other two faced money hungry bitches

Watching The World Burn

Mackie - Waching The World Burn (Prod by: Noira)

(Prod by: Vilesky)
https://www.youtube.com/channel/UCdAcUFuMRt5WwosxDFVBCOA
(Beat: Sunset)
https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=RMbKAoJxbpE

On this one I wanted to write something with a water theme so hope everyone likes it!
I've planned to finish some more songs before Christmas but we will see how that goes, have one done with another of Vilesky's beats so will atleast finish that one up!✌️😅  haha

Mackie - Ocean Of Emotion (Lyrics)

Lost inside of my frantic emotions
I'm just feeling so sick of this panicked notion
It's like I'm swimming through the atlantic ocean

So let the tidal wave crash over me
The seven seas hold my seven sins to be
Washing away every memory drawn in the sand
Aiming to high and Chasing Neverland

I can not see the angel's wings
I can not hear the music the harps sings
But I feel the harpys plucking on my heart strings

But just like the Titianic I'm crashing and making a mess
Sending out an S.O.S because of an easily avoided distress 
A sinking feeling of being lost and wondering why my vessel never got blessed 
I obsess spending to much time shaking in my boots
I ment to walk the line, taking my art back to the grassroots
Yet I dress myself in a suit of ugly attributes and a shitty attitude

People saying ''not even the sea would give him a wave''
Lonelieness paved all the way to the grave
That just how it is when your depraved
And when someone's love is all you craved

I wanted you to feel safe
Since I was someone you couldn't save
But now there isn't anything left for us to say

So let the tidal wave crash over me
The seven seas hold my seven sins to be
Washing away every memory drawn in the sand
Aiming to high and Chasing Neverland

I can not see the angel's wings
I can not hear the music the harps sings
But I feel the harpys plucking on my heart strings

Happiness is a bubble that burst
Lovelessness leaving my trouble at their worst
Braindead, heartbroken and cursed
Always been versed in verses and suicidal cloudbursts
Into my despair I'm diving headfirst

Ocean Of Emotion

Mackie - Ocean Of Emotion (Prod by: Vilesky)

(Prod by: Noira)
https://www.youtube.com/c/Noriamusic/featured
(Beat: Machine)
https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=x8v7IE-nE8Q

Another lyric that is a bit of a scatterbrain in the writing but hope everyone enjoyes it non the less, it was fun to do something a bit more towards the rock genre again!🤘😄

Mackie - To Heaven On Mechanical Wings (Lyrics)

Waking up disoriented, like from a dream
Everything is flashing by, like in the mainstream
Everyone is faking it until their making it, it being self esteem
Looking on as we fall by, but only hearing the wind scream
But bleeding eardrums seem to bring a bloody good beat
Only the best rythms are among the ones dragging themselves along the streets

The ones that greet with a smile even if they feel vile
With the churning of the charming devils in their head
Making empty promises while their breaking their bread
Doing everything and justifying it with ''we need to get ahead''
You're breaking the camels back because of all you lack
Acting all suprised when it bites back
Like you weren't aware you antagonized it and all that

Poking the bear that sleep
Bearing arms to the ones that cry and weep
No one bats and eye when military industries tear apart families
Byrochracy is the biggest threat to human rights we see

Not that long ago you could hear people say:
'' these hippies are just bitching and whining, they can't see the progress we're fracking and mining''
Exploiting until the vein runs dry but never wondering if the one vein is the I
Eye for an eye makes the world go blind
Just like trading your world for another when it slowly dies
Dipshits got this place run down
In the centre on the universe I bet you the human race is the last standing class clown

Trying to fly for heaven on mechanical wings
Everyone's on the bandwagon for the next woke, new age, metaphysical or trending thing
Tik tok the clock swings and sings as we gather in the digital halls of our new found gods and kings
Willing to pay billions just to wear their skin

Stomach enough to point out other's habits that are bad
But never reflecting if our own habitats are making us go mad
Habituated to waking and going to sleep feeling sad
Dusk to dawn a husk, sadly half awake with three eyes covered in crusts
But lay your hand on your chest and resite ''in god and goverment we trust''
Not ''dawg, governing for everyones respite would be enough''

Everything and everyone is in constant flux
Places and faces changing so much
And everyones on a rush for the finish line
Trying to realign the exterior, with the perfect picture they keep inside
To prideful to see that it almost always leaves, the interior unsatisfied

Exploiting until the vein runs dry but never wondering if the one vein is the I
Eye for an eye makes the world go blind
Just like trading your world for another when it slowly dies
Dipshits got this place run down
In the centre on the universe I bet you the human race is the last standing class clown

To Heaven On Mechanical Wings

Mackie - To Heaven On Mechanical Wings (Prod by: Noira)

(Prod by: Vilesky)
https://www.youtube.com/channel/UCdAcUFuMRt5WwosxDFVBCOA
(Beat: Flow)
https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=eIx6Qw9zDXI

Wackie Wednesday Delay!😅
This was a freestyle that I made a while back and finally got around to recording more properly than on my phone, here is a link to the video with all the mistakes/mispronunciations for fun✌️😂
https://www.facebook.com/maciek.rutkowski.756/videos/384975166542200

Mackie - A Philistine (Lyrics)

Maybe I never gonna be anything more but a poster child for depression
Maybe I never gonna be able to take over any section of my body, mind and soul
I just feel like me is frozen cold
And I don't know what to do
I don't know if the light will shine through

No bioluminescence left inside of me
Nothing to guide me through the dark, now all I see
Is just shining daggers sticking through my fucking heart
And I don't give a shit, I'm in love with morbid art
So cut open your flesh and show me the sinew within
Because I guess a issue is just soaking up the tissues again
I don't know what to do and I feel like I'm not on a win
Feel like I never gonna be anything more than

A philistine, not divine
I hate anything that I fucking touch
And I never gonna be able to think anything more than that line was clutch
But I think that I will never be able to rise up, never be able to mess up
Anything when I'm gone

I don't know what's going on
All I know is something definitely wrong with me
Maybe I'm stuck in this depression with no way to be
Like anyone else
No way to find release
No way to find anything
So god I'm down on my knees

And I'm just sitting there
Kneeling on fucking sandpapper
Bleeding from my knees
And lately fucking inhale the vapor
As I soak them in a bit of alcoholic fluid
And let the pain just search through it

Cuz I don't know what the fuck to do
I don't know what the fuck to say
I put my hands on my throat wishing I could just stay quiet on more day
But I will never be anything more than insane
Just singing about the same fucking depression again

Never be able to rise
Never be able to find my centre or a zen
I don't even know if I will ever be able to make any cents
All I know is that it's getting so intense 
With all the voices inside of my head
All of them screaming
Every single day

''You know you're better off fucking dead''
Or maybe not you, but atleast the whole world would be
And that's the truth
And I feel like I never gonna be anything more than misconstrued and diluted by the
Little words and thought, send this mental rot
I don't know what to do
Maybe I'm just ment to live my life like i'm distraught

A Philistine

Mackie - A Philistine (Prod by: Vilesky)

(Prod: Noira)
https://www.youtube.com/c/Noriamusic/featured
(Beat: Pilot)
https://www.beatstars.com/beat/sad-xxxtentacion-type-beat-pilot-9236339

The painting was a gift from one of my grandmas close friends whos father was a painter, it is painted in 1949 but that is about all I know about it.

One day I won't be here.
But I'll continue to repeat beautiful nothings in your ear.
And stay in your speakers as long as you need me too.
With my reminders of the love and hope I held for you.


Mackie - Watashi No Koto Wasurenaide (Lyrics)

Watashi No Koto Wasurenaide
Watashi No Koto Wasurenaide
Watashi No Koto Wasurenaide
Watashi No Koto Wasurenaide

Don't forget about me
As you fly free
I know you can do anything you put your mind too
And I don't have to be by your side to see that you will make it through
I'll stay right here in your speakers as long as you need me too
This is my reminder of the love and hope I hold for you 

Watashi No Koto Wasurenaide
Watashi No Koto Wasurenaide
Watashi No Koto Wasurenaide
Watashi No Koto Wasurenaide

My flesh is cold as a ghost
My flesh is cold as a ghost
My flesh is cold as a ghost
My flesh is..

My flesh is cold as a ghost
My flesh is cold as a ghost
My flesh is cold as a ghost
My flesh is cold as a ghost

I hope you live your life and live it well
But don't forget me even if we never had enough time to say farewell
And whatever you do, don't let the good memories get expelled
I was just felled by a depression I couldn't quell
And I thought you should know, that the hope you made me feel was unparalleled

Watashi No Koto Wasurenaide
(Don't forget about me)
(Don't forget about me)
Watashi No Koto Wasurenaide
Watashi No Koto Wasurenaide
(Don't forget about me)
(Don't forget about me)
Watashi No Koto Wasurenaide

Remember Me

Watashi No Koto Wasurenaide

Mackie - Watashi No Koto Wasurenaide (Prod: Noira)

(Prod by: Anabolic Beatz)
https://www.youtube.com/c/AnabolicBeatz/featured
(Beat: Let's Cook)
https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=qpq2oSzfNFA

Another scatterbrain lyric, hope everyone enjoys!
There might be a little break in uploads in the coming weeks since I got my hands on Elden Ring😅, but I will try and finish another one for next week tho, got 7 beats I'm writing to at the moment and a few more that I'm gonna be sent so there will definitely be more music in the future!✌️🖤

Mackie - Let's Cook Something Up (Lyrics)

Come on all commoners
Let's cook something up
Throw all your worries down in the pot
Let's stir gently and see what we got

Maybe something to defeat a mental rot
Something to make us feel a little less distraught
Something so perfect you could mistake it for store bought
Almost done, just picture some seasonings on the top
But not the stuff they mix with their blood and snot
But then again who am I to judge

If you dredge through the sludge you'll find
I'm just a blot, a speck of dust that won't ever stop
Caused by a vessel that clots before the vein is popped
If something is not lovely it might get dropped 
Drop kicked and given the boot
There are trust issues running down to my roots
Do not see how ripe fruits would come from wearing business suits to cover slowly corrupting attributes

If I seem to sulk or smoulder
Growing more complicated or just colder
It might be from the weight on my shoulder
The delusions of a boulder that makes me moulder
Reflections growing more strange and deranged as I get older
So my beauty is no longer in the eyes of this beholder
When I'm repellent and quite revolting
It's propelling me to change, for a new molting

A bit repressed, over worked and stressed
Overwhelmed with no one at the helm
Living like a nightmare on Elm Street
Dream realms for the ones who never lost sleep
Hearing a harpies heartbeat under a floorboard
Running with a pen head first into a sword
Don't wanna find out what this drug indused paranoia leads me towards

Nails to a chalkboard, chuck it all up as me being a whiny schmuck
Stuck in a rut, but I'll never throw the towel in the ring
Reconciling with me recoiling from everything
Locking myself inside a room with words for coloring
The negative space I've been worshiping
Just to get away from anything that makes me not wanna sing
Keeping my bluebird in a gilded cage with broken wings
We will both kiss the sky before we realise we're crashing
Into the ground to lay with the grub

Why wait?!
Would you kingly hit me with a golfclub
To do like Fontaine and say my genius is to great to contain
Aim for Rapture on the eve of parasites insane
Decrepit cesspit, home sweet home
We're the unhinged and misfits roam
No one whispers on how it built on bones
Not that diffrent from our acctual corner stones
We just have a lot more hormones
And a little bit less of Davy Jones

But if it's all work and no play
You'll make Jack wish for nothing but a better day
Maybe you can find some respite if you feel unwell
Just take a break and relax in our Overlook Hotell
The pattern are a budding foreboding to what we couldn't foretell
Red walls recurring as a warning for your clientele
Saying the backstory was quite a undersell
Well
Quite simply if you go back to how man raised hell
Continuesly releasing and erasing blood cells
Starting a cycle of violence with the lifespan of the flowers named immortelle

No end to anything in here
Everyone loves stories of vices and fears
No end anywhere in sight
Everyone portraying emotions like they're always right
Like impulsive reactions aren't the reason for murder and suicides
Acting like a negative spiral have so many angels and sides
Like negativity would put angels in sight
Instead of how it puts you on a course to crash and collide
Trying to stay bona fide although artificially modified 
Never realising plastic is not rarified
The hill they die on is only greener because of the pesticides

Let's Cook Something Up

Mackie - Let's Cook Something Up (Prod by: Anabolic Beatz)

(Prod By: Kampsy)
https://www.youtube.com/c/Kampsy/featured
(Beat: Dyads)
https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=_vWyi-f8sys

You can do whatever you put your mind to, the worst you can do is fail and then you only have to try again and again.
Hope everyone has a good day and take care of yourself out there in the wide world and remember to check in on your friends, much love and respect!✌️🖤

Wackie Mackie - Feather On A Scale (Lyrics)

Is regret weighing more on your frail heart than a feather on a scale
Then you've yet to live your life so you need to consider wether your goals are enough to set sail
So jump with both feet down the rabbit hole and chase that cotton tail
If there is no one else, then I trust that your dreams will prevail

Remember to never say that you always gonna be afraid to fail
Learn from your failures and watch their shadows pale
Do your absolut best
Give them your worst
Don't forget to rest
It's not about who's first
Measuring worth in #blessed leaves you rehashing the same fucking curse

Every morning I do the impossible and imagine I can soar and fly
Living this life just so I know how it feels to die
And when I finally die its just so I remember how it felt to be alive
Filled with hope that the worst could subside
That no matter what happens we're all in for a wild ride
And if you feel the need to shed a tear and cry
Remember to cherish your inner child

So you can look wide eyed through gemstone eyes
As all the wonders of the world and life passes by
All you gotta do it is take the chance, reach out your hand and try
Grasp it tight and pry it free
Now your the one holding and dictating the possibility of your own dreams
I've given this my all by sacrificing my free time, relationships, both friends and family

And if you feel that it's going poorly
Remember that every story has the potential to get gory
Hanging in the rafters for saying life bore me, so I'm my own memento mori
Work through it to say that the moral is the glory, of never giving in to purgatory

I treat my room like a cocoon to grow in so I can conquer my fear
But the walls are creeping close so it's getting claustrophobic in here 
But when I emerge and finally break free
I hope I earn wings so I can soar like a butterfly and sting like a bee
No longer can you put me in chains of blame or wrap me in thorns to make a martyr out of me

Anything to no longer be a caterpillar in hunger pains sustained on a unattainable pipedreams
And by all means if you feel the need then your welcome to tell me I'll never succeed
I'm just not looking to exceed the ones before me
I just wanna make music and live carefree
Maybe make a bit on money so I don't have to feel like a lost cause
But I know my writing probably won't give pause or raise applause
Hard to not see all my flaws when you realise that we're all just mistakes of the gods

Feather On A Scale

Mackie - Feather On A Scale (Prod: Kampsy)

(Prod by: Major League Beats)
https://www.youtube.com/c/MajorLBeats/featured
(Beat: My Personal Horror Story)
https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=MEg8G27P7oA

Lost a dear childhood friend of mine in the beginning of May, this song is for him.
Trying to stay focused and get back into writing, but honestly I'm still feeling kind of low so we will see when I'm back to my old pace, but more music will come!

Mackie - I Can't Believe That Your Dead (Lyrics)

I can't believe that you already dead
The weight on my heart and mind feels like lead
I'll always be by your side in spirit since you proceeded ahead
Now it's up to us to make your bed out of black roses and chrysanthemum
Before we were growing up we would always have such fun
Simpler times turned hard now that we are left and have to face that you gone

You were my brother with a strong Lionheart
When we meet in Nangijala we won't have to be apart
You always keept on fighting with a hope that you wanted to impart
But now that your gone most of us are left wishing to press rewind or restart

We all flew with blue birds, but you went ahead
I feel like it's just a bad dream circling inside of my head
I can't really grasp that your actually dead
Waiting for it to change and for me to wake with cold sweats in my bed

At least we can find solace in that your not completely gone
In our hearts your thoughts and spirit will always live on and make us feel strong
You guided us through our dark days like a blazing midnight sun
As we used to reminisce about how growing up was making life seem less fun
And still the hardships that you'd let shrink the size of your heart were simply, none
The love you held and cheerished was for every single one
So in our eyes you'll always be so much more than just a passing someone
To us your everything from a fighter, a true friend, a confidant, generous, warm hearted and most beloved son

And when my day comes there is nothing to fear
Because I know you'll welcome me when I finally draw near
So I will not only shed tears on this day
Because I know you'd prefer for us to cheer and smile as our memories of you replay
And showing the love you shared with us is the best way to repay
And in that way, I'm happy to always be indebted to the one who saved me

We will meet each other again
Remember that no matter if it's in life or death you'll always be considered my friend
I'd give you my last breath if I could miss you less
But in the end that sentiment doesn't change reality, it doesn't make a difference

(Outro)
You were the first to hear me rap
You looked at me with surprise and asked if it was me making sounds like that and said it kind of slapped
You were the first to encouraged me to give it a try
You are the one that prevented me from becoming a tongue tied barfly

I Can't Believe that Your Dead

Mackie - I Can't Believe That Your Dead (Prod by: Major League Beats)

(Prod by: Kampsy)
https://www.youtube.com/channel/UCqYjUCOxbyq5wx-fUgTIvuw
(Beat: Dusk)
https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=XvVhHcq_5M8

Sorry for the lack of consistent music releases this year, I've been in a bit of a depressional dip and have felt like there was new potholes around every corner which made me lock myself indoors for the most part and procrastinate everything else to an unhealthy amount..

Since it's been a while since my last uploaded I've decided to release a song and a cover today (the cover was requested by my mom) and then I'll upload two more songs next week and will try to get back into the rythm of making one or two songs every other week!
Hope ya'll have a great continuation to your day and as always thanks for listening and much love and respect from this little heathen in Sweden!✌️🖤

Edit: Couldn't upload the Leonard Cohen cover because of some ''copyright'' bullshit that shouldn't apply to a cover from my albeit limited understanding, they also have the wrong company displayed as the copyright owner, so I'm gonna contact Hipgnosis which owns his catalog of music and try to dispute it and see what happens. (hopefully I'll be able to upload it eventually)

Mackie - Sundae (Lyrics)

Fetishizing franchisees and glamorize the drug induced euphorias
Devitalizing fantasies so we gormandize to endure the dysphoria
On the Sunday everyone feels unequiped, tired and wary
Nobody wanted the whip because they only desired the cherry
Personally I rather choose self criticism and flagilation
Then something to short sightedly cure my frustrations
Especially since we're hurled into a world 
Where murder and slaughter is considered media friendly

Fine with glorification of killing your enemy
But video games and music were parts of the ''devils seed''
And they'll be damned if your provoking sexually or smoking a bit of weed
Yet they never conceive how they concede

Ignoring if their dictations leaves the lower classes to bleed
A desecration of fellow humans belief
They do love to kick the naive
But then again our society and financial security 
Was built around third world poverty
''For sovereignty''
Our system was built on cast and nepotism
Slavery, segregation, greed and egotism
Accepting so many ''isms'' all to perpetuate pointless schisms

Or maybe I'm just painting things through my autistically artistic spectrum
But when we're all bruised and bloody 
Political view turn purple when the lines are blurred and muddy
We need to swallow our chauvinistic pride and realise that we are all a bunch of no bodies

But until then police will help to secure our poor by pulling out hooses and drowning some more
Positions of power used to abuse, leaving the ''served and protected'' bruised
But their boots on our necks start to feel like a noose
Stop resisting always seems to be the answer to a white flag or a truce
These things are why peaceful protests and discussions seems to have no use

And politicians always seems to be a lose lose
They picked society all apart to meticulously choose where to light a fuse
It's a sabotage 
It's a subterfuge
And when the bubble burst they just turn to their golden parachutes 
And vamoose to sunnier places like Syrakuse

Sundae

Mackie - Sundae (Prod by: Kampsy)

(Prod by: MiXZiT)
https://soundcloud.com/mixzit
(Beat: Melodrill)
https://soundcloud.com/mixzit/melodrill

Slowly getting back in the groove of things, really pleased with how this ended up sounding.🙂
Hopefully I'll get back to my Mackie Mondays and Wackie Wednesdays track releases every other week, should have another one for this week!
Hope everyone got a great continuation to their week, thanks for tuning in and listening and much love and respect from this little heathen in Sweden!✌️🖤

Mackie - The Crustacean (Lyrics)

For more than a year I was shaking and crying
Couldn't even cure it with a single dose of psilocybin
Brains turning to mush
Gotta give myself a bit of a push
But for some fucking reason I don't feel no rush
Rather role over and sleep through it so hush hush don't say a word
Or imma have to strangle that little mockingbird

My friend didn't have the energy to listen to me moan anymore
Flailing, wailing, crying on the floor
How I'm failing in love and my heart can't soar
But is still filled with open soars
I am picking at the scabs and still begging for more
But if my heart can take it, I'm not sure
Love a round 2 or 3 even if it ends up totally breaking me

And if you try to give me a dove with an olive branch
Know that it's not your fault that my mind turns it into a raging avalanche

You asked me why I have no confidence well I told you in confidence how I really feel
You looked at me weirdly and washed that trust away like shit under you finger nail
I'm not that fragile, no I'm just frail

My life have been a journey from hell and back
Had to deal with a lot of shit and strife just to make a track
People always talk about their loved once around the watering hole
While for me that conversation makes me realise my bottomless black hole
Doubt eats me up and swallows me whole and dragging me off to the belly of the beast in the depths bellow

Always looked for external confirmation
Mostly through flirtatious dedication
Starred at you cuz I felt admiration and a fascination
Felt like my life was gifted through you some sort of twisted affirmation
Now I'm just regressing into my shell
So you can call me the crustacean

Like London bridge I came down
But you built me up from ash and stone
And filled the cracks in these broken bones with molten gold

But I'm guessing that you still don't understand how special you are to me
Your a needle in a haystack
A drop of fresh water in the big sea
Your everything I lack
Your the reason I still decide to wake up and breath
Music and my muse your everything I need

The Crustacean

Mackie - The Crustacean (Prod by: MiXZiT)

(Prod by: Vilesky)
https://www.youtube.com/channel/UCdAcUFuMRt5WwosxDFVBCOA
https://soundcloud.com/vilesky
(Beat: Black)
https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=UTtXigC6OtU

The painting was made by Pieter Bruegel around 1560 and is called ''Children's Games'', he was most known for his landscapes and depictions of peasant scenes, but alot of his paintings have some heavy inspiration from Hieronymus Bosch's style of painting.

Mackie - Homo Ludens (Lyrics)

What doesn't get nurtured usually gets killed
So don't come complaining if the intensity of the old flame has chilled
Or waned
When it's so far gone, it can no longer be coaxed with suger canes
When the sweetest memory hide inside the shade from picture frames
But if you leave it to long the images all get sun bleached and fades
The sands of time will always destroy what they've also made
Just ask the Beached Things on the shores where they lay
(The living dead are stranded here)

But if you leave that little desolate desert a botanical epic might sprout in it's place
It will be a groundbreaking palace of greenery because life always finds a way even if whimsically
But if all else fails there is always technological mimicry
Digitally we could take homo ludens beyond infinity
(Like Soma)

It be infinitely better than humans who never seem to want tranquility
Atrocity after atrocities, and we also manage to find the time to wage war
Broken hearts and dreams get washed ashore
And the lack of equanimity when it comes to humanity is a real eyesore
And the international reactions are always acting like the answer to a rebellion or uproar is asking ''what was it all good for?''
Seemingly forgetting the freedom everyone's flag once bore

(Just know that)
Nothing that can be summed up as a radar bleep will come cheap
Turn up the music and shove your fingers in your ears so you don't hear the kids weep
The corrution sits and festers while it's seeping into the pores
Leaving a moral porcelain thin, completely hollowed out by the tary substance within
Pulse beating like a machine for monitary gain or those 15 seconds of internet fame

A world of morally bankrupt Tate's and Paul's is just a fucking shame
Influencers are like an influenza and they know playing confident and dumb will leave their name on your lips
But it's all a nitch, like that fat fucker Elvis and his gyrating hips
God damn this world has conviced me it's better to bite a bullet since the paradigm won't shift
So don't act surprised when I finally dip

Homo Ludens

Mackie - Homo Ludens (Prod by: Vilesky)

(Prod by: Vilesky)
https://www.youtube.com/channel/UCdAcUFuMRt5WwosxDFVBCOA/featured
(Beat: Astro)
https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=PNaDByyOhek

Just vacantly watching the world and summer pass by from my little window sill, hoping everyone is doing alright out there in the wide world. 
Thanks for taking the time to listen and much love from this little heathen in Sweden to all y'all!✌️🖤

Mackie - Window Sill (Lyrics)

Watching the paint dry
Watching the paint peel
Watching time pass by 
Until nothing seems real
Like grains of sand eroding until you can't feel
Vacantly observing the world from ontop of a window sill

When you say you hate me I know how too react
If you say you love me I get unsure if that's a fact
We are a fractured society all filled with anxiety
Really feeling sobriety when simple emotions don't give us much variety

Love hurts as it tears your heart apart
Making it shatter and turn into shards
And light might shine through like a kaleidoscope
Every long night is now a fight and I see my world collide and clash with hope

You were such an angel whispering sweet nothings in my ear
But the devil just sang a song that rang much more clear

Starting to thing 
I should never have been born
Never torn from the womb
Incase me in a new fleshy tomb
Lovecraftian horror with eyes covering the entire room
Show me a similar case to Mono from Little Nightmares 2
Stuck in a malformed loop to never any progress do
This pale city, were hatred from betrayal slowly grew
Gloomy view accompanied by fear and loneliness too
Learning to love the static with the bluer hues

Watching the paint dry
Watching the paint peel
Watching time pass by 
Until nothing seems real
Like grains of sand eroding until you can't feel
Vacantly observing the world from ontop of a window sill

Watching the paint dry
Watching the paint peel
Watching time pass by 
Until nothing seems real
Like grains of sand eroding until you can no longer feel
Vacantly observing the world from ontop of my little window sill

Window Sill

Mackie - Window Sill (Prod by: Vilesky)

(Prod by: Anabolic Beatz)
https://www.youtube.com/channel/UCsdTY8O8fMWJ_m4nNpy9JZg
(Beat: Thirsty)
https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=N3g8Ua6DXfQ

Never really been the brightest bulb in the bunch, but I always enjoy cutting loose to do these more scatterbrained type of songs from time to time, hope everyone is doing well and thanks for taking the time to tune in and listen!✌️🖤

Mackie - Not That Bright (Lyrics)

I never really knew what to say, so I always acted a bit unsocial and weird, but I liked it that way
Standing in the back of a buss or crowd, waiting for a reason to go fucking ape wild
I my youth I was uncouth and never afraid to pick a fight
I mean these fuckers were picking at me every day and night when I was in sight so it wasn't all unjustly
But trust me, if you thing my bark feels worse than my bite, then your probably right
Always felt kind of dumb and slow so I'd never paint myself as bright
But I paint my humdrum gloomy blight and suicidal glow with delight
Even viewed through my lack of insight
I know I'm fucked up but I can still tell right from wrong
Is it so wrong of me to just wanna blow some smoke, write, sing and than record these songs?
I too wanna be stupid all night long
Spitting in the strobe light, shining in the limelight 
Air diving of stage, crowd surfing on a wave
Than wave goodbye to anyone feeling the need to cry and tell me they don't recognize me anymore
Just suck it up and realise you never took the time to actually know me, the attention seeking whore
Screaming galore, galore
Give me more, give me more
Maybe I can never have enough, or I'm just gluttonous, I'm not fucking sure
But the rap scene sure got it's allure, sometimes I wanna continue to write stupid things without any sort of wit
Using indescribable amounts of words, but staying tongue tied and white knuckled when I don't end up saying shit

Being everything from love sick to a slick silver tongued prick
Slightly brain sick and some will definitely not like it
But in all honesty you can go eat a bag of dicks
Honestly I don't care if your a sceptic or I'm just a utter lunatic
In the end I am just another grass fed cuntry boy hick from the sticks
A flea bite, an emotional wreck, a speck of dust
Sometimes I wanna wring my neck when I'm to lazy and incompetent to adjust
And my mind is to hazy, incognizant and prone to mistrust
Bad thoughts running a train, all connected to one another like a daisy chain
Starring at a mirror but only reflecting my pain and disgust
Insane in the membrane
And I rather abstain to discuss and explain my wanderlust and the need to see my hell
Let's just summarize that it's there amidst acidic rain and hail where my love and distain dwell

I've just grown tired of it all
Tired of dreaming about both the pinnacle and the fall
Feeling like every song and breath is just there to stall
Sometimes feeling vacant like I'm not quite there or even at all
Can't even save myself, so how could I help anyone outside of my four walls
So I guess I write these songs to get some gall or atleast give it a try
But to be completely frank, in all actuality I still don't know why

Not That Bright

Mackie - Not That Bright (Prod. Anabolic Beatz)

(Prod: MiXZiT)
https://soundcloud.com/mixzit
(Beat: Richkid)
https://soundcloud.com/mixzit/richkid

I still got a few more beats lying around to make songs with, but I'm probably gonna get a little more sparse with the uploads and not every week like I said before, just so I hopefully can keep uploading somewhat continuously until I find myself a new job so I can buy and make more music!😄
Thanks for tuning in and giving it a listen, hope everyone out there are having a great start to their week but if your not than I hope you have a better continuation at the very least, take care of one another out there in the wide world!
Much love and respect from this little heathen in Sweden to all y'all!✌️🖤

Mackie - Twisted My Arm And Told Me To Break A Leg (Lyrics)

They said it could cause no harm and that love always feels warm and was better than to stray
But all ways lead me astray to thoughts of the lead that could end my gloomy daze
They twisted my arm and told me to try and then to break a leg
Supportive even if my music ain't no golden goose egg
Fated to walk around scrambled in the head, I beg to escape it
This haunting sensation is creeping and I just cannot shake it
That the ghosts in my heart unjustly put it all on stake
Raised up on that pointy crest, it lays my mistakes bare to rest
Now piercing the darkness, my wants replaced by a longing to no longer wanna make since I just pester at best

It's a best case scenario when suicidal is my idle state of mind
Obsessed with the curios I found in the static of a stereo behind closed venetian blinds
My truest echo tells a somber soliloquy
But other things are coming forth unintentionally, not always when the lights are out but always when I'm to weak to fight

Can't tell which one is really me versus the intrusive thoughts using ventriloquy to speak a bleaker truth through me
My goals are never meretricious delights if they're fueling the self abusing and malicious cycles in sight
I rather stay dreaming endlessly than achieving the finite
Never wanna devour with my eyes just to gain insight of the bestial blood and the vicious depravity inside
Trying to stay humble and listen to the cricket chirping by my side
Besides even if I fail there are two sides to every coin
As long as I get to do what I love, I've reached the peak and I've found my point
Pointing a pen, but knowing very well that there are things in this world I will miss to describe or even see
Which gives the world a beautiful gossamer thin veil of mystery

Twisted My Arm And Told Me To Break A Leg

Mackie - Twisted My Arm And Told Me To Break A Leg (Prod: MiXZiT)

(Prod by: Vilesky)
https://www.youtube.com/channel/UCdAcUFuMRt5WwosxDFVBCOA
(Beat: Laugh)
https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=QaknpmdrUDE

Really liked how this one turned out!😄
A reference that might fly over the head of most people outside of Sweden is the verse ''When we stumbled a Captain Red reminded us that only dead fish follow the streams'' it's a nod to a Swedish rap and reggae artist named ''Kapten Röd'' and his song ''1.000.000 Nollor''(One Million Zeros), I'll put in a link to the song and translate the chorus (could fit the whole lyric) so more people around the world can hear and enjoy it and if anyone wants the rest of the lyrics translated just hit me up and I'll translate the whole song and send the lyrics over to you!

Kapten Röd - 1.000.000 Nollor/Captain Red - One Million Zeros
https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=z7ADdcVIrW8

(Chorus lyircs)
I say a million zeros
Together they can never be one
However you add it you only get a million idiots
A million zeros will never live as one
If we don't wake up from the dream
Because only dead fish follow the stream


Thanks for tuning in and taking the time to listen, much love and respect from this little heathen in Sweden to all y'all!✌️🖤

Wackie Mackie - Dance On Roses (Lyrics)

Everything used to be like a dance on roses
Until we got preoccupied by ''who wins and who loses''
And now it's all like a Dance Of Death
So entwined in each others thornes so no one can catch a breath
Lets throw a match to whatever is left
Dried up leaves and crumbled dreams
Easier back when we were red eyed kids and thick as thieves
When we stumbled a Captain Red reminded us that only dead fish follow the streams
That sometimes you gotta fight the monotony of normal to reach your dreams

So we switched up from beer and peer preasured cheers to bubbling bongs and songs with sweet loops and snares
Acidic fungi's jumping hoops to hide away in a headspace until the self disappears
Go to sleep, let the season change and come back a new year
When the sun comes back again, to finally set on my pride and fears

Some say live fast and die young
Nosedive headfirst and good things are sure to always come
Personally I think that's a web of lies that some impulsive addicts have spun
But I have to admit that it sure sounds like it could be fun

Everything used to be like a dance on roses
Now we're just a bouquet of poses
No budding so it was laid in the dirt
Since only painful memories sprouted from the hurt
It lead us to believe the end was all salted earth
Or maybe that's just an excuse for us being to salty for daring to find our worth

Either to unprepared by how we ourselves interfere
Or too ensnared by our own fear of insignificance and abandonment
That's nowadays digitally instilled since birth
When your becoming the art so you feel you gotta show them your worth

''What am I worth?''
A thorn in everyones side, cutting into every nerve
Don't just stand there and judgingly observe
Begrudinly tell us if we got what we deserve

Dance On Roses

Mackie - Dance On Roses (Prod by: Vilesky)

Prod. kirk
https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=NtK_Y2nTIIU

My dad used to beat the shit out of me from the age of 7, the last time we meet he gave me a crack in my lumbar spine.
I still hate the fucker and think of him almost daily even if I haven't seen him in over 6 years, he is one of the demons eternally tormenting me at this point I guess..

No matter who you are or what your going through, you are strong and can overcome and survive anything, never forget that!🖤

All my music as of this moment is recorded on my phone so that's why the audio is a little shitty, hope you can enjoy it despite that fact!
More will come soon, and as always much love and respect from a little heathen in Sweden!🖤

(Lyrics)

I'm malicious
I am vicious
I was made to suffer in silence
So now i'll make you suffer all of the colour patterns of violence
The black and the blues, even some deep purples too
White porcelain skin split open exposing the red within
Red sprays like fresh morning dew
Ivory white jagged rocks cuts through
Every last piece, greenish and coated in mildew
Black and rotten all through the tissues and sinews
Orange light shines through my closed eyes
I'm just laying here bloody and muddy waiting for my demise
Guess these charred wing won't carry me off towards a wretched sky

By my father I was neglected and rejected 
So my words i prefected
Even when my pen was barbed
And i got scarred
Never got scared or detured
Just a little word nerd with dreams so blurred

No way to undo anything thanks to you
I guess that this could also be called a shitty point of view
You think I'm just here to answer your call
That I'm supposed to stay by when you fall
But you don't seem to care about me at all

My dad was such an ass
Always treating me like second class
Always saying that he didn't want no sass
On his beat downs I never had a chance to pass
I wanna end your pathetic life with a blast
Filled with all the pain from my past and all you've done
Now I'm gonna be the one having some fucking fun
I'm gonna show you what happens when you nurture the wrath
The only logical end for the aftermatch

I might be a necessary evil with a damaged morality
Which in combination makes me a dangerous abnormality
But your just rotten to the core
Calling your wife a fucking whore
Leaving your children so fucking sore
Forcing brutality on your family
Your are and will never be, nothing but a fucking monstrosity

Colours Of Violence

Colours Of Violence (prod. kirk)

Prod by: Astroせ
https://www.youtube.com/channel/UCPmD44CHuRfRzfgEqCcDcuQ
Beat: Mesmerize
https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=IBlyC8mZluo

Happy new year everyone, hope y'all hade a grand night!!✌️🎉
This song takes a great amount of inspiration from Aesop Rocks newest album ''Spirit World Field Guide'' and even tho I'm far from on par with his skill of writing, he is still a great inspiration for anyone dabbling with writing lyrics in my eyes.
Tho it is admittedly more of a non directional scatterbrain lyrics in general, but still hope you enjoy!🙏

Mackie - Lost In A Great Big Reef (Prod by: Astroせ)

No pill for my wishful pain relief
Just a little barnacle lost in a great big reef
A speck of dust floating through space
Once again lost in my wast headspace
Disingenuous as my sympathy disintegrates
Gloating as all my demons and I integrate
Thinking I never gonna turn the other cheek
But their very existance makes me reek

Some seek their flaccid holy grail
For me religious views would never prevail
But the veil falls of with my mask
And now I can bask before my life cascades
Trying to convey that my soul is up for trade
From the glade into the crossroads I've strayed
Swayed to degrade, all with in the last decade

Pull my ribs apart and leave me displayed
Homemade sleep with the help of nightshade
The walls piling up like a barricade
The barracuda biting and gnawing on my shoulder blade
Paranoid of a trap, nowadays everyones a renegade
There is more safety in seranading a hand grenade
Yet I'm receiving accolades for this masquerade
Phasmophobia for people while lying in bed
Phantasmagoria for the horrors lying ahead
Indoctrinating myself to despise my own shed
Learning to regurgitate anything except the lead

Rather watch the growth of magnolia
But were all running scared that the protectors say
''they are gonna put some holes in ya''
Every sliver of hope is now bleed dry
I have a few meters of rope to lean on when I cry
Why maybe I should just live my metaphore and set myself on fire

Hiring a lawyer just to find a loophole
The bills are pilling up to swallow me whole
Exploring my wallet to find its blackhole
My whole existence is a wormpool
Feel like I'm getting dragged through a wormhole

In need diffrent dimension for diffrent dimensions
In need of diffrent inventions
When traviling the spirit world to find its extensions
How far does it reach?
I beseech let me breach
I know when I preach it might be an overreach
But I just wanna continue my farce to sound a little more smart
I just wanna continue my arts to impart with you my heart
A damaged organ right from the start

Yet there's alot of people worse of than me
Bums, addicts and starving children in the streets
Who don't feel like they're apart of our society
And I've always feelt at home and alone on the razors edge
Alleged the grass is always greener on the other side of the headge
But our roots are all connected so just break it down with a sledge

This is who we are
People who wish they could go far
People who wish they could be another shining star
To guide you in the night
To keep you away from endless fright

Mackie - Lost In A Great Big Reef (Prod by: Astroせ)

(Prod by: Apothic)
https://www.youtube.com/channel/UCojSdFb9DwTdNOeZ0zuRwYQ
(Beat: On One)
https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=Eb5KiiNweGA

This one is about suffering abuse in relationships, it's directed to a dear friend of mine who found herself in a dark place after her last boyfriend commited suicide and is now struggling with both diffrent addictions and abuse from her partner, I truly hope this song will reach her and anyone else that find themselves in a similar situation.

Remember that whomever you are or wherever you are, you should never stand for abuse of anykind especially in a relationship!
It doesn't matter if its directed from someone you consider a friend, a lover, a significant other or a family member, and there is loads of people who want too help if you just let them and give them a chance, but it's gotta start with you and your decisions.
Sometimes it can be hard to walk away (I'm not gonna pretend otherwise) and especially if you feel that the abuse is justified somehow or if you're simply blinded by love and hope everything will get better one day. 
But trust me, that is never the case!

(Lyrics)

Love is like a dubble edged sword
It turns every stone and exposes at it's own accord
Yet makes you blind to what you see
Even if it's a fist to the face or his sinister glee
Your heart makes you feel like it's all something you need
Better off staying alone because he will never heed your pleed
Fuck off, heart in chains
Exposing the pain in a broken little box
closed shut with a pair of locks
Love is a paradox
Love is pure
Sometimes it leaves you damaged, sore and insecure
Unsure of what is right and wrong
Perish because you can't be alone another night
But you gotta make hard decisions to keep your goals in sight

Maybe it was never ment to be
I'll put it blunty
If he treats you like shit then it's time to fucking up and leave
Let him live alone with drugs, blood and snot on his sleeve
I know love is so serene, But that is also why it attracts selfish fiends
Shellfish hiding from who they don't wanna be in the end
But that doesn't make no fucking difference
No excuse, they treat you like your their problem as they hit the bottom
And later say that your insufficient 

Say no I had enough and show some defiance to there ignorance
Your better then them, your better then him
Don't stay to long or this song might turn into a epitaph or an eulogy hymn
walk away, walk away
Don't have to forget
It's okey to pray the he'll get out of his whole one day
But for your own life and future 
You cannot stay and play his wicked little game
It's a shame but there is no need for you to take blame
He is the one acting like an ass so he needs to change

Walk away, walk away
You deserve a better day
You don't belong in this fray
Your not suppose to pay
Your not a fucking prey
Bud out and leave him smoldering in the ashtray
Your affection he will betray 
Don't let pretty words get you swayed
For him aggression seems more like foreplay
Atleast that's what's portrayed to me

So walk away
And runaway
Just make fucking sure that you don't stay
You deserve to acctualy smile
And not some asshole treating you like you are vile 
Can't you see that he's words are ment to beguile
All he will ever have is the tears of a crocodile

You deserve to acctualy smile
So just walk away

Tears Of A Crocodile

Mackie - Tears Of A Crocodile (Prod: Apothic)

(Prod by: Wxst Phase)
https://www.youtube.com/channel/UCPmD44CHuRfRzfgEqCcDcuQ
(Beat: Waiting)
https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=o6zypRg38tE

Been stuck inside of my own head and the perpetual horrifying and heartbreaking nightmare that has become my life for the last few weeks unable to do much, but have atleast 2 more songs planed for this month tho so hope you enjoy this one in the mean time!✌️🖤
As always much love and respect for the support from this little heathen from the deep woods of Sweden!🖤

Mackie - Thought Weighing Heavy Over My Bed (Lyrics)

Staring out my window watching the storms cruscendo
Waves billow but droplets falling on my pillow
Still tho I'm just thinking of you
Silver lining in my view so blue
Grey clouds so thick that the sun would never shine through
Still tho I can't help but think of you
Wish you were here
But my wishy-washy ways might never make it clear
So I just wait for the will to live to reappear
And for all those gloomy days to disappear

Not an able body
More like a broken nobody
Turning into nothingness as I'm slowly rotting
But plant your roots in me
Maybe you get nourishment to grow out of here
Towards the sun I can't see and to conquer every fear

First memories record
Worst word always on a loop
Replaying everything that might have gone wrong in my head
Thought weighing heavy over my bed
Portraying a broken heart filled with lead
Dismaying over that it prolly be better if I'm dead
Nagging voices attempting to make me misled
These thought weighing heavy over my bed

Feel like a mare is on my chest
All these creepy crawly critters making my heart a coozy little nest
Oh my god what a fucking mess
No room for progress as I regress
Making silly songs while I'm depressed
But what doesn't kill you only makes you wait a little longer
And with every single break I don't feel myself growing any stronger

Only calm when in the eye of the storm
High as a fucking kite have become my norm
Making my artform deformed
The crawling under my skin has turned into a swarm
Can only rest easy with the help of chloroform
Need to find a healthier lifestyle
Need to find a wealthier rank and file
Meanwhile I'm immobile as every word feels like black bile
Hoping once in a while my artistic style can be more versatile
Meanwhile I can't deny your are as pretty as a lily of the nile
A lovely jewel and I'm to juvenile to reconcile

Rethinking everything I've ever said
These thought are still weighing heavy, but I've made my bed
Dreaming about those glorious days
Nowadays seeming like a glorified haze
Hazing my heart bloody and gory as I'm stuck in the same place
So bastardize me
So bastardize me
Because my love is just tainted and will always be worthless to thee

Thoughts Weighing Heavy Over My Bed

Mackie - Thoughts Weighing Heavy Over My Bed (Prod by: Wxst Phase)

(The lyrics are always in the description of my songs)🖤
A little heathen from Sweden, I'm not the sharpest tool in the shed so if there is any problem with the music I use just write me and I'll remove it.🖤
I do not plan to ever monotize anything I create and personally have no problem with people using any of my lyrics.

Wackie Mackie

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