I’m listening to this for the 100th time

Blue and Golden

Written & Recorded by Tessa Mouzourakis and Wynter Bethel
in Los Angeles CA, and London UK
Mixed by Zachary Pennington in Los Angeles
Mastered by Elisa Pangsaeng in Vancouver BC

KNIEVEL 

I almost made it over the snake river canyon 
But something was standing in my way
The crowd held their breath and I had no chance 
to make an excuse for why I couldn’t land it 

I’m sorry that you paid to see this 
I thought we could make it but thoughts are deceiving 
If I can’t be everything I wanted to be 
Will you still want me?

I’m not myself right now 
It’s gonna take time to sort me out
I’m not myself right now 
It’s gonna take time, it’s gonna take time

I almost made it over to you but I couldn’t get through
The thought of blood in the water 
I used to be cocky when somebody loved me 
But love is a liar, at least it was to me 

I’m sorry that you paid to see this 
I thought I was fearless but thoughts are deceiving 
I can’t be everything I wanted to be 
Will you still want me?

I’m not myself right now 
Gonna take time to sort me out
Crash into holy ground
It’s gonna be violent, but we like the sound 
We like the sound, we like the sound 

You know it when you hear the sound
You’ll know it when you hear the sound 
You’ll know, you’ll know, you’ll know
You’ll know, you’ll know, you’ll know 

I’m not myself right now 
I’m not myself right now 
I’m not myself right now 
It’s gonna take time 
It’s gonna take time 
It’s gonna take time

Knievel

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