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I love this song and wanted to fw it. Huge thanks to unkept for creating this original :)

Him: https://soundcloud.com/unkept2

Creds:
Vocals: unkept & alkyl
Production: unkept & alkyl
Mixing: alkyl
Mastering: alkyl

Rub my eyes (Side A) - unkept, alkyl

lexapro w/ unkept

overthinking

overwhelmed/intro

sensitive/outro

Written by: alkyl & Talen Don Feller

Produced, Mixed and Mastered by: alkyl

dear gradient,

mdma (w/donsummit)

Tripping on your tongue
Words of ignorance
Nothing has begun
Faking innocence 
Nothing important to say?
Then she’s not gonna listen
People you’re shoving away
Yeah its just sorta pissing me off
You’ve gone and forgot your own way
I can’t stop you from ruining your own fate
Its not my problem
No I ain’t got a reason to stay
And listen to your complaints

Shut the fuck up
We’ve heard enough of your shit
And sit the fuck down
You’re not that important
Your sickness got worse
Now you hurt
Oh my invasive thoughts
Are over joyed

Giving it up
You’re always such a little bitch
Breaking out your cuffs  
Put you right back in
Falling down the hole
That you stole
Oh my invasive thoughts
Are over joyed

Maybe I’m just spilling from my head
Cause sometimes I blow shit 
Way outta proportion
But something tells me 
Its not that way this time
This time this time

Maybe you’re right
And maybe I’m wrong
Why can’t we all just fucking get along
Your visions in sight
Throwing your vision upon us, oh,
Why’d you have to be so dishonest?

Shut the fuck up
We’ve heard enough of your shit
And sit the fuck down
You’re not that important
Your sickness got worse
Now you hurt
Oh my invasive thoughts
Are over joyed

Giving it up
You’re always such a little bitch
Breaking out your cuffs  
Put you right back in
Falling down the hole
That you stole
Oh my invasive thoughts
Are over joyed

(We’ve heard enough of your shit)
(And sit the fuck down)
(You’re not that important)
(Your sickness got worse)
(Now you hurt)

Oh my invasive thoughts
Are over joyed

stfu

Midwest Caffeine Cover

I said all I was feeling, and
I didn't mean to be so demeaning
cause all of those words
that came out of my chest
for better or worse
lay them all to rest

so just sit down and take
a breather with me
there's nothing at stake
you're where you should be
so sit down and take
whatever you need
the truth likes to hide
behind your defeat

so just sit down and take 
a breather with me
there's nothing at stake
you're where you should be
so sit down and take
whatever you need
the truth likes to hide
behind your defeat

breather w/_dowla

Shut your little mouth
I know what im doing
Don’t need you dictating
My sound
I Figured it out
Just need my head up
In the clouds
There’s no body around
And I can’t seem to calm myself down

My minds racing
Overly complicated
Ego’s been down deflated
Thoughts have gone and vacated again
Your not my friend, you’re a fake and
I cant see what you’ve been taking
Behind my back, been mistaken, oh no

Im chasing the regrets
Need something the ease it
I know im such a hypocrite
But I need something quick
I needed a clean slate
Now here I am stagnate
I sipped into dependence
Yeah no, fuck delta-8

Its all my fault
Its all my fault
Its all my fault no there’s no one
Left to blame
Its all my fault
Its all my fault, no
No there’s no one left to blame

a couple months and now im over my head in my lies
we shouldnt be friends but we talk every night
i dont even thing everything you said was right 
and thats not fine by me
over time youv slowly been going insane
i dont think you really wanna be this way
bit by bit youve been pushing me over the edge
over the edge

Im chasing the regrets
Need something the ease it
I know im such a hypocrite
But I need something quick
I needed a clean slate
Now here I am stagnate
I sipped into dependence
Yeah no, fuck delta-8

Its all my fault
Its all my fault
Its all my fault no there’s no one
Left to blame
Its all my fault
Its all my fault, no
No there’s no one left to blame

I can’t seem to pull myself off of the ground
Is it even worth trying? Yeah I highly doubt
Cause I lack the confidence needed
To make anything that’s not worth deletion

Im chasing the regrets
Need something the ease it
I know im such a hypocrite
But I need something quick
I needed a clean slate
Now here I am stagnate
I sipped into dependence
Yeah no, fuck delta-8

Its all my fault
Its all my fault
Its all my fault no there’s no one
Left to blame
Its all my fault
Its all my fault, no
No there’s no one left to blame

delta-8 w/ Dylan Kick

You gutted me at 17
My earth shattered
Why can’t you see
It doesn’t matter anymore
Blood pouring out the quart
I wish I never met you

I’m trying to walk away unscathed
Figuring out what you’re gonna say next
Called your bluff, now keep your distance
I know you’re probably gonna miss this, but
I won’t miss the feeling of you
wraping your cold hard hands around my neck
I think you’re gonna have to choose
Me or the things you do, cause. 

You gutted me at 17
My earth shattered
Why can’t you see
It doesn’t matter anymore
Blood pouring out the quart
I wish I never met you

I don’t wanna talk about it right now
I don’t wanna talk about it right now
I don’t wanna talk about it right now
I don’t wanna talk, I don’t wanna talk

You gutted me at 17
My earth shattered
Why can’t you see
It doesn’t matter anymore
Blood pouring out the quart
I wish I never met you

gutted me

tracks that have been sitting in my files

prescription pills (reprise)

dissonance

disassociating w/ unkept

prod mix master written by me

stream everywhere else too


Lyrics:
Ooo, ooo
Oh just watch me fall apart
Oh just watch me
Ooh oh

I feel wrung out
Ive run outta energy
It was too loud
Gotta Take a step back
Embrace the fallout
Oh its probably my fault but I dont care
Anymore, mm

And i’m not tired I’m just out of it
Ive been spending most my time tryna get a grip
And I’m just worried that my parents gettin sick of it
How the fuck can I go on now?

I give up
Don’t try to fix me
My brains gone numb
You try to touch me but your kiss just kinda stung
I understand you but I feel so dumb
(I feel so fucking dumb)

So bite your tongue
I know you’ll miss me but i’m too far (gone)
Misunderstand me saying “you’re so fuckin tough!”
but I’ve already given up

I cut my teeth over my intentions I 
(Got) no sleep over my whole weekend cause you
Watch me fall apart at the seams
Is this a dream?

(What’s happening?)

(I cannot) hold myself too high
(Feel something) eating me from the insides
(Why do I?) always seem to play the bad guy
You make me the enemy just to cope in your mind

(Watchu say?)

And i’m not tired I’m just out of it
Ive been spending most my time tryna get a grip
And I’m just worried that my parents gettin sick of it
How the fuck can I go on now?

I give up
Don’t try to fix me
My brains gone numb
You try to touch me but your kiss just kinda stung
I understand you but I feel so dumb
(I feel so fucking dumb)

So bite your tongue
I know you’ll miss me but i’m too far gone
Misunderstand me saying “you’re so fuckin tough!”
but I’ve already given up

Ooo, ooo
Oh just watch me fall apart
Oh just watch me
Ooh oh
Mm

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