Lyrics:

Looking at the clock, damn already 3AM
Zoned out so long, still wondering where my mind went
Lately, I haven’t been myself, I must confess
Call me dumb, been thinking about my ex
Lately she’s been trying to get back into my life
But she has a boyfriend now and that ain’t right
I thought she was the best, but where did it went
I had to leave and call it quits, but I had no where to vent
Trying making amends but all she ever did was mention him
And a war with her is suicidal cause I know I'll just never win
My hearts been telling me that getting her back is a must
But my mind knows its nothing more than just a simple lust
Only took a month for her to find another love
And when shit like that happens you seem to lose all the trust
Went from loving me to loving him like it was nothing
Like damn you think after that there’d  be something
To her all our memories is nothing but a blur
Never even truly accepted the fact that I still loved her
Why am I even thinking about a girl with no heart?
It was best when she played her part and stayed apart
But ever since the day she told me she wanted to talk
It’s like I died inside and my heart completely stopped
She told me I never showed my love and my affection
But she never took to account to my misery addiction
Back before I had a car and I had to take the late bus
Just to spend time with her, and have her in my clutch
In the beginning her and I would talk all through the night
And when we were alone her body would be on top of mine
Memories of her voice and moans when I would hit it right
That why it hurt when by the end of it all we did was fight
Fuck you for coming back, I truly mean it
Because now you got that new guy in between us
Apparently he’s already is worth more to you than what I did
I wish you called us over and like I did with you and called it quits
Now that you’re on my mind 24/7, I have one more confession
That these last couple days I learned some valuable lessons
Never give your all to someone who doesn’t ever care
Because they’ll truly never love you, now that I am aware
I can’t forget you, I am sorry I truly can’t
And its not even about getting in your pants
Its about that I don’t want you back but I need you
Because I just love the drama and just being with you
I am nothing but a joke right now aren’t I really?
You’re probably kissing him while Im spilling all my feelings
It hurts because you wanted to become friends
For what so you can rub it in my face, don’t fucking pretend
I Regret being introduce to your friends and family
Because I know how it ends and not so happily
In a couple months you’ll forget all about me
And tell yourself your his queen and he’s you’re fucking king
Sorry for overusing love but I though it’ll  never fade
And it hurts when you called him the best fucking upgrade
I’m not bitter or a man with a hint of jealousy
I’m just mad because you did this to embarrass me
Got me writing songs about you while I losing sleep
I wish you never came back and you would have let me be
Now the whole world knows all my insecurities
Just know you’re the one who verbally murdered me
And its not like no girl has done this to me before
Why the fuck did you have to start this fucking war
I mean you already have the rope out, just go in for the lynch
Goodbye you evil vindictive stupid....

CallMeOctane