The Best Playlist Eva

prod. me

violence to silence and strawberry wine hits like
sirens that dont stop all night when you cry
 and i know your somewhere but somewhere is nowhere
i dont think that ill ever find

youll never tell me im right
youll never br by my said again
if heavens somewhere defined 
ill keep looking  till the very end

its all just a card game where you cant pick your suit
and depression is a biotch and shes coming for you
remember its  all a card game where youll die if you loose
so keep and eye on your figure i hate myself too

i see myself waiting the sun never came
when summers in session you cant drown your pain
i feel your addiction its eating my brain
with solace destruction comes life without pain

and i know youre somewhere but are you someone ?
youre a solid distraction words loaded like guns
so peel off my skin and make art with my lungs
and post me online you can show everyone

its all just a card game where you cant pick your suit
and depression is a biotch and shes coming for you
remember its  all a card game where youll die if you loose
so keep and eye on your figure i hate myself too

spotify

strawberry wine

if i can
lay it all out on the table and figure out who i am
would you tell me if i im something different or if

im crazy
but everybodies crazy
and lately 
EVERYTHING SEEMS worse so tell me


why do you keep me around now
why do you lie to yourself how
is it so simple ill find out
i aint go the patience im ready like fuckin right now

can we pick up where we left off
when u were a picture on my desktop
i knew that shit would never add up
now im just a shell of a person that couldnt get enough


if i am
alive in what i breathe and i cant breath this oxygen
ill flush the air right out of both my lungs and let you in

by now ive figured out its just me and all the words that i could say 
and my head is clouds of doubt that every thing wont be okay


why do you keep me around now
why do you lie to yourself how
is it so simple ill find out
i aint go the patience im ready like fuckin right now

can we pick up where we left off
when u were a picture on my desktop
i knew that shit would never add up
now im just a shell of a person that couldnt get enough

PATIENCE (prod. yungspoiler x michealwarren)

WHAT YELLOW SOUNDS LIKE ( prod. siemspark x drma )

prod me u stinky mf
ps i know its clipping, thats why its a b-side. leave me alone.

i guess i'll never come home again (Antipop B-Side)

LONG WAY DOWN

TELL ME A STORY

CITY/SUBURBS ft. yusuf (prod. siemspark x alexbrazy x aton)

ANDUFALL

prod me

i watched her fall right down the rabbit hole now
i watched her run into the maddest smile

theres caterpillars crawling down your throat
and they dont hear you screaming they dont hear a note
and its getting real now
thats the voice that youre hearing out loud

and they sing

tell me tell me  whyd you come around
i bet youre fucking fake, plastic and bound
i see the sickness inside you
i wanna wipe that look clean off your face
and she says
tell me tell me where the fuck i am
youre not supposed to talk and i dont understand
you cant be fucking real
ive gone completely and utterly mad

i think im unwell, isnt it funny how quickly perspectives can change
and you dont know anything about me neither do i
then that cat comes around with his smile
and he says
you will never know just what you are 
are we underground or maybe on mars?
all the trees here are purple and everything talks
but it sure beats the padded walls and all the locks

tell me tell me  whyd you come around
i bet youre fucking fake, plastic and bound
i see the sickness inside you
i wanna wipe that look clean off your face
and she says
tell me tell me where the fuck i am
youre not supposed to talk and i dont understand
you cant be fucking real
ive gone completely and utterly mad

DOWN THE RABBIT HOLE

prod me

i read the writing on the wall and its stained

the perfect shade of red right from the blood in her veins

she said jack dear dont you worry ill be home in a day

but the words read back so differently i dont think im safe

well am i next

i feel the eyes of the paintings express

a general distaste are you not impressed?

if this is living then maybe im dead, counting to 10 

ready or not 


theres a house on the hill and it calls you

where every bad dream youve ever had comes true\\

and maybe im not the one who still haunts you

but every day she still prays for a breakthrough




you cant  see meee

alive in your mind


when the willows stop weeping

leave death to decideeee


and the eyes of the dolls follow me down the halls

to a ballroom that feels pretty strange

and i tryd to be calm but the man 10 feet tall stares at me with two eyes filled with rage



theres a house on the hill and it calls you

where every bad dream youve ever had comes true\\

and maybe im not the one who still haunts you

but every day she still prays for a breakthrough


where the lights on the cieling all flicker

so put a a smile on its time  for your picture

and when the fog all around you gets thicker

have you ever thought you were the killer?

ready or not

BENDER

prod me

the real world is misery
and why wont you visit me
in hell i lost everything
and right now it hurts to breath
ill count you out
lie underground

take what you wanted i guess like

how is it my fault that you dont remember your destined to live life in pain
try to wake up and then spill out your guts give your body  time to rearange
and maybe its not super relevant but there is something i really should say
you wont amount to shit if you keep talking it try sayin it to my face

so what should i do if im fallin in headfirst im ready to  just fade away

but misery sleeps for nobody and it seems to remeber my name


n are you awake?
i dont think that i am ok

blink
watch it all fall down around me

bleed me out untill im drowing

THE REAL WORLD IS MISERY

SHORTY THINK SHE BARBIE FREESTYLE ft. KWEERA, YUSUF, PO9T

https://harmreduction.org/resource-center/harm-reduction-near-you/

ive been around for enough time
to know what it tastes like

whens shes had a little bit more
but a little bit more had her dead on the floor

i fight w myself just to do it again and im fucking exausted
killin my body and killed all my friends you took everyone hostage yea

id rather be freezin alone than be wipin off blood in the faucet

if this was a game would you play it, cuz i wouldnt watch it

dont you hold back when shit gets slow
just go where you go

for once id rather be alone


so give me all of your problems
i promise ill solve them

ill make it ok
with me youll be safe

im the bed in the daylight
the killer of pain, right?

straight to your brain
ill make it all go away


are you the monster? or maybe its me
a television set with god on the screen 

so play it back i think hes talking to me
but no one sees it maybe im still the fiend

your pockets full but not as full as it seems
so pipe the fuck down, theres no need to scream

you like the fast life, a past life for me
it makes no difference if nobody stays clean

we allll fallll down
make models of ourselves

all eyes are on you now
maybe one day theyll come back around

ALL OF MY FRIENDS HAVE A DRUG PROBLEM (PROD. TUNNA)

turn off the lights, make it feel like you died
ive been inside, driving nails in my mind
she said jack whyd u never react? 
ive been too busy chasing the sun
so maybe ill burn when i catch or the day never comes

how did i get so far under the ground?
and now when i scream it barely makes a sound
so would you take all the pressure and all of the pain?
and take something terrible and make it ok

oh ill decay in all the love all the fame
and maybe its a game that were playing with no name
ohmygod everything is untouched
so what does it mean? what does it cost?
act the same, cuz i swear to god youll never change

how did i get so far under the ground?
and now when i scream it barely makes a sound
so would you take all the pressure and all of the pain?
and take something terrible and make it ok

and lie for me now
i wont want nothing else
and tie me down
i wont make but a sound

how did i get so far under the ground?
and now when i scream it barely makes a sound
so would you take all the pressure and all of the pain?
and take something terrible and make it ok

ALL THE LOVE, ALL THE FAME (PROD. TUNNA)

prod me

pour me another, another with supper
get me drunk and stain
the carpet in somebody elses apartment 
i dont know their name

how many times should i tell you everyone that here is the same

their eyes bleed with hunger so pour me another are you entertained?

watch me burn
drive the stake ill fall away

 cuz one day i wont be around
leave me to dream 6 feet under the ground

and maybe ill bloom into something so pretty you wont have a choice but to never forget me i hope that youre proud
of me

my stiches pop out at the seams

so you can sew me back up like a doll 
reconsturcut all the parts of my body that bleed



cuz im just a marrionette 
a vessel cast in flesh
im a carrier of this disease

so fuck me untill i am human again
i would kill fnot to be a machine

 cuz one day i wont be around
leave me to dream 6 feet under the ground

and maybe ill bloom into something so pretty you wont have a choice but to never forget me

The Best Playlist Eva

Allen Stepp