this has been in my stuck in my head all day!! so glad it's downloadable, i listen to it all the time!!!

Dean and I now both cry to ourselves when we think no one is there. This song is major tear fuel.

FEELINGS. This is so heartbreakingly beautiful

My first blatantly obvious Destiel song. Woot woot! :)
I wanna rerecord this and make it better at some point...

Lyrics:
Well you were going through hell, with no hand to hold.
You were tired, you were beaten, and you were feeling alone.
So you prayed to the God you were doubtful was there,
"Send me an angel, send me someone who cares."

Then he came along and pulled you out of that pit,
And he tried to tell you you were worth it.
But when he let you down, oh you put up that wall.
You couldn't trust an angel who was starting to fall.

Oh, you tried but you just couldn't help but let him in,
And you started to care as you taught him to sin.
But with all that freedom came the inevitable fall
Of the angel who just wanted to give you his all.

So you thought you had your angel, but he won't stick around,
And now you're lost once again, when you'd thought you'd been found.
And you cry to yourself when you're sure no one's there,
"What's wrong with my angel? I thought that he cared."

Oh, if only you could see that he wants to be
Where you are, and he loves you, too.
Yeah, he's just afraid that he'll mess up again,
And end up hurting you.

When he came back he asked if you were doing OK,
So you smiled and you lied and you hid your dismay.
But before he leaves again, you'll remember to say
That you miss your angel and you want him to stay.
Yeah, you love your dear angel, and you need him to stay.

Stay (A Destiel Tribute) 1

A Supernatural parody fansong to the song "A Thousand Miles"

Lyrics and coverart by seedysunflower.tumblr.com
Vocals by motivatioff.tumblr.com, fucksocial on soundcloud

Alternative download at Muziboo--->http://www.muziboo.com/mp3/prison-bars/

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Toppling through the stars
Torrents howl
Photons bow
And I'm hopeless

Staring wistful above
The graceless fall
For help they call
All around me

And I heard you
And ignored you
And now I wonder....

If I had asked
For your help then
Could all this be
Rewound again
The clock’s hands,
They are prison bars
Just let me 
Take it back
Tonight

I’ve never felt like this
This frailness
Your name I screamed
But you couldn’t 
Hear me

'Cause you’re needed by my side
I know I’ve lied
But everything, it was all
For you

And I heard you
But ignored you
And now I wonder....

If I can ask
For your help now
Can all this be
Turned back around
But the clock’s hands,
They are prison bars
And they won’t 
Take me back
Tonight

And I, I
Can’t bear my uselessness
I, I
Can’t even keep you safe
I, I
Promise to repossess
My, my
Grace....

Tearing through the stars
Torrents howl
Photons bow
And I'm hopeful

Staring wistful above
With grace I fly
A battle cry
All around me

But I heard you
And I ignored you
No time to wonder....

If I ask
For your help here
Can I make your fear
Disappear?
And the clock’s hands,
They are prison bars
So I can 
Take it back

If I had asked
For your help then
Could all this be
Rewound again
The clock’s hands,
They are prison bars
Let me 
Take it back
Take it all back
Tonight
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Prison Bars

A More Profound Bond

Too Late

I may be older
but you know
that I look up to you

‘cause you got out
you got away
did what I couldn’t do

so now you’ve got
this brand new life
no end to what you’ll be

I’m just the freak
come round again
it’s no wonder you left me

so I’ll crack a joke
and fake a smile
and roll up my sleeves
this life’s just a little bit harder
when everybody leaves

i got a secret
i must keep
he’d hate me if he knew

our friends are dead
we’re on the run
don’t know what else to do

get in the car
and drive away
we ain’t got time to grieve

‘cause sam is feeling good
so there’s no telling when he’ll leave

and he feels sometimes like me and death are as thick as thieves
sometimes he takes the best himself
but everybody leaves

sometimes at night
when I can’t sleep
I see my mother’s face

my father died
to save my life
I should have gone in his place

Then it was Ellen, Ash and Jo
poor Adam’s still in Hell
Pam, Andy, Lisa, Ben, 
Rufus Turner, Castiel

‘cause everybody leaves
that’s just the way, that’s just the way the wind blows
everybody leaves
that’s just the way, that’s just the way my life goes
and you can say I’m wrong
it ain’t my fault
for all the good it achieves
I let down everyone I love
so everybody leaves

‘cause everybody leaves
that’s just the way, that’s just the way the wind blows
everybody leaves
that’s just the way, that’s just the way my life goes
so I’ll take a drink
and grab my gun
and roll down my sleeves
it’s autumn now, the air is cold,
and everybody leaves.

Everybody Leaves

well, hey, way to go dean, you guessed it
your worst nightmare is me
'cause I know how you look into the mirror
and hate everything you see

do you have original thoughts, dean?
or do you just want to be like your dad? 
'cause you can wear his clothes and you can listen to his music
but you'll never have his love like sammy had

so what are you gonna do, dean? you gonna cry about it?
I guess you'll go to hell for your mistakes
and now you know how demons are made there
and it won't take long for you to break

I know my brother's fighting somewhere out there
and it is so hard to admit that I'm scared
it's been so easy to pretend I don't care
but what do you do when you're your own worst nightmare?

can't raise your fingers and snap me away dean
you're stuck in here, you'll find
and you're too stupid to get a way out now,
'cause you're trapped in your own mind

you'll always be daddy's blunt little instrument
a shield and nothing more
it's a good thing you sold your soul to save your little brother
'cause without sam, what the hell are you good for?

so what are you gonna do, dean? you gonna cry about it?
you know that every word I say is true
you don't care if you live or if you die, now
your own father didn't care, so why should you?

I know my brother's fighting somewhere out there
and it is so hard to admit that I'm scared
it's been so easy to pretend I don't care
but what do you do when you're your own worst nightmare?

my father was an obsessed bastard
I didn't deserve what he put on me
all that crap about protecting sam
when he's the one who couldn't save his family

I don't deserve to die, I don't deserve hell
you say I don't matter but I do because
my dad's the one who was never there for sam
and I, I always was

and I know my brother's fighting somewhere out there
and it is so hard to admit that I'm scared
it's been so easy to pretend I don't care
but what do you do when you're your own worst nightmare?

Your Own Worst Nightmare

Hold Me Close (Castiel's Lament)

You Were The Best (Dean's Lament)

Bluebird

My Friend

I was listening to this on my way home from drama tonight and I was like, "Woah, this sounds like a very Destiel type of song." So I went and changed the words a little to better fit their situation and learned it on ukulele. It's not the best because I wrote/learned how to play it in five minutes, plus it's late so I have to be quiet, but... y'know. 

LYRICS HERE: 

Best thing about tonight's that your out hunting
Could it be that we have been this way before
I know you don't think that I am listening
Your faith in me's wearing thin down to the core
But hold your breath

Because tonight will be the night that I will fall for you
over again
I will never change my mind
Oh I have waited a millennium just for you
But Dean I am always on your side
Always on your side

This is not what I intended
I always swore to never let you fall apart
You always that I was stronger
I may have failed but I have loved you from the start
But hold your breath

Because tonight will be the night that I will fall for you
over again
I will never change my mind
Oh I have waited a millennium just for you
But Dean I am always on your side
Always on your

Breath in so deep 
Don't stop now just keep praying
I'll hold onto your words
cause talk is cheap
I'll be there with you tonight
when you're asleep

Because tonight will be the night that I will fall for you
over again
I will never change my mind
Oh I have waited a millennium just for you
But Dean I am always on your side

Because tonight will be the night that I will fall for you
over again
I will never change my mind
Oh I have waited a millennium just for you
But Dean I am always on your side
Always on your side

Fall For You (Destiel Cover)

I don't know if I'll ever update again, but this is my fan-song account. I might re-do a few of the songs on here, once I begin transitioning and my voice changes to better align with my gender identity (yes, hello, I'm a nonbinary trans male, please use they/them or he/him pronouns in reference to me). I'm no longer in the SPN fandom, so don't expect any more Destiel songs outta me.

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