excuse (C418 cover by edenschein)

edenschein - Auflösung (raw)

Pianojourney from May 5th at Salòn Carlotta, UHU, Berlin.

Edenschein @Salòn Carlotta - UHU

fucking no space to unfold in berlin isolation no emotions no love to be felt, pain arising wishing for silence and screaming in the woods like i used to how can i exist in this city and must i?

I'll Take My Space

late-night pianojourney played in a small room for approximately 20 people.  
Soundjourneys are about listening with intent and noticing and accompanying whatever thoughts, feelings etc. arise. 
Soundjourneys are an introduction into stillness for only when we can perceive stillness we can truly hear music.  
Enjoy.

Edenschein @Allgäu Retreat

Devoted to the spirits and the spirit of the rose in particular. 
Reminding us of the gentleness, beauty and innocence within.
Giving thanks for the everpresent loving touch of a rose petal.
Praying for all hearts to gently open.

Eden - for a rose.

I am waiting for the daylight in your eyes
It's so cold I'm freezing in this darkest night 
Oh I am waiting in this endless darkest night
I am waiting for the darkness in your eyes

eden - darkest night // daylight

fragmented live mix without equipment on a laptop and headphones

(sorry for the flaw at around 16:00)

trax:

MRD -whiteflower
Raär - Blue Mitsubishi
Faster Horses - Transitional Outerwear
MRD - Latex Summer
Raär - Humming
Raär - One Floor (Synth Version)
SDB -Trainspotter
Raär - Lux Luces
MRD - Stamtjønna
MRD - Initials
MRD- WTSO

I played around yesterday evening at home (I don't have any real dj-equipment) and at some point I started recording. 
What you hear is that recording, unmastered, flaws included, barerly edited - a brutally honest fragment.

What follows now is context for the set, regarding the circumstances that it was created under - a piece of my life if you will...

To me, truly living, with felt purpose and joy is something that these days disappears from time to time...
Sometimes it feels as if I had lost sight on connection with what I am here for and what really is important to me...
I get lost in other worlds and when I am alone too much I lose a healthy sense of proportion for thoughts and things in general.
Merging with this music, it's energy and emotion then is liberating to me - sharing it and with it a glimpse of my world and the mental and emotional situation I'm in, is what makes these times make sense.
These states and emotions, the inner fights and struggles become meaningful to me when I share them.
This music is a way of doing exactly that, and it so reliefing and fullfilling to see my experience captured in some outer form which I deem somewhat beautiful...  🖤

In case anyone of you wish to talk about things like that, or what currently moves you in your life, feel free to text me. ❤️

I guess, to keep communicating, to keep interacting with the outer world is what keeps sanity.

With love,
Erik

EXES fragments - overload [mix]

Ambient Hip-Hop instrumental for blue hours.
Made in GarageBand on an IPhone.

Bluest [instrumental] (prod. Eden)

Und keine Heimat

Gibt es Sinn - will ich suchen
Dass Dornenkrone - schwere Schultern
Weichende Knie - zitternde Hände
Blut in den Augen - schweres, schweres Herz
Rauch steigt auf - nicht Nebel

Trüb die Welt und dieses Leben
Allein um mich - kein Morgen
Weder denken - noch fühlen 

Beraubt

Dem All - verstoßen 
Weil nur Nein entgegenschallt
Und ich zerschelle - keine Flucht
Und keine Heimat

calamity

Another fragment of a mix, freestyle. Done on a laptop and coffee and cigarettes.
Transitions are not too pretty in this one. Tracks themselves are high energy and I really enjoyed merging with them and playing around with the filters.

148-155bpm

Trax:

Amstra - Too Sad 0:00-6:59
bicep - glue [techno remix by brxndy] 6:59-9:21
MRD - Like That 9:21-9:47
MRD - whiteflower 9:47-14:40
Oskar Knickelbein - Ray of Sunlight 14:40-18:27
TRBL - Sleep Introducer 18:27-21:22
AEIT - The Media Do Not Like People Having Fun 21:22-24:02
747 - Aurora Centralis (nthng's Saiyan saga) 24:02-29:02
DREAD - Misadrakeli 29:02-33:33
Hell Driver - Midway 33:33-36:23
Paolo Ferrara - Raving in Paris 36:23-37:43
Klangkuenstler - Weltschmerz 37:43-38:52
VII Circle - Eternal 38:52-40:52

EXES fragments - too fast [mix]

tracklist:

everlasting - come back to me
gud - key out n the moon
hucci - moon
burial - uk
misery - sorry
bones - heavy fog (instrumental)
lonestarr muzik - nu afrika
ovc - young folks
burial - homeless
bones - skin (instrumental)
the xx - angels
xxxtentacion - alone pt. 1
playboi carti - off the grid
ovc - sleepyhead
zaya ft. ginseng - we all die alone

EXES - Wein, allein [mix/playlist]

what is left is what never was is was is in endless possibility.
let yourself go as you arrive and leave as you live and die

Eden und Exes - Beyond [live]

Eden und Exes - Gethsemane

A live improvisation played on the nord piano 5, unedited, except for some eq-magic. 
111hz, 432hz, 528hz, 1111hz boosted.
Feel welcome to get in touch.
Love, Erik

Eden und Exes - angel enters [live]

Eden und Exes - But I Kept The Dream Alive

vast space occasionally lighting up. dreamscape.

Tracklist:

Burial - Archangel (Mt. Eden Dubstep Mix)
TroyBoi - Souls
drip-133 - ethy634
zackery - Roslyn cover
XXXTENTACION - Elephant in the room
Ry X - Only (slowed)
Dyalla - Running (Flip)
Mydas - Mistakes
Hucci - Fall
Flying Lotus - The Diddler
brothel. - vii
brothel. - vi
brothel. - screams
Burial - Shell of Light (ShadinDST remix)
Anna from the North - All I Want
bones - exe (steezy prime edit)
Meg Myers - Desire (Hucci remix)
Flume - Smoke & Retrobution (Ekali & Gravez Remix)
Mssingo - XE3 (Whethan Turn)
Midnight Thieves - Still Young (Thieves Heaven Mix)
Clams Casino ft. Lil Peep - 4 Gold Chains 
David Kushner - Mr. Forgettable
Bon Iver - Perth (Yung Gud Remix)
Lil Peep - Light Show

EXES - Wein, allein II (mix)

Rote Blüten die ich sehe
Jedes Jahr erneut die Seele füllen
Weil ich nicht weiß zu sein
Unter diesen Himmel
Die Füße auf der Erde
Weil ich diese Worte spreche
Und Lieder höre in den Wolken
Sonnenstrahlen auf mir
In unendlichen Weiten treibend
Gefunden vom All
Dem ich angehöre
Weil ich lausche
der Stille
die mein Herz umfängt
Bis ich nicht mehr weiß, zu atmen
Noch vergehe vor euch allen
Blütenblätter diese Seele
Steine an den Füßen
Weil ihr nicht bedenkt diesen Schmerz
Den ich in euch fühle
Wie in mir selbst
Stets trage um gefallen zu sein
Um euch zu gefallen.
Im Zuge dessen
Weiße Wolken über den HImmel wabern
Mit mir unter ihnen
Bis ich vergehe
Weil ich lausche der Stille
Die mich umfängt
Wie mit weichen, weiten Armen
Und für immer.

Allgefühl // Eden und Exes

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