BLUNT LIES FEAT.PAT RON

I remember. 
back then.
you were just a girl.
lost in this world.
i knew you.
back then.
where has the time gone.
cause im running out.
where has the time gone.
cause were running out.
where is your mind tho.
keep it right in my palms.
and when the summer comes along.
dont think of it.
dont think of it.

And i give.
im a fool to give.
and i expect.
for it all to work out.
i remember 
when i was 15 years old
oh i remember
i ever met you in your home
and i remember
when you were so low
and i remember 
when you were 16 years old
that night
we shared our very first kiss
that night
oh how can i forget
and i remember 
when you were 16 years old
that night
when you need someone to hold
that night.

16 years old

Cold sex. 
under your ceiling fan. 
do you remember when  lost control of my self.
when you told me to go. 
I’m fighting I’m fighting I’m fighting for.
I'm fighting I'm fighting I'm fighting for.
you.

ceiling fan

Too bad i lost the only thing that i had. 
and now i know why you had to leave. 
leave me here in my bed wondering if you came back. 
would things be the same clinging to the thought of you 
you.

i sing myself to sleep every night 
with the song that i wrote you
i sing myself to sleep every night
with the song that i wrote you
wrote.

Now time has passed it’s been 4 months since you left.  
crying all day from the pain you left back. 
you got a new boyfriend does he treat you the same. 
cause i know that you want to text me when he’s gone. 
am i wrong.

I sing myself to sleep every night.
with the song that i wrote you.
i sing myself to sleep every night.
with the song that i wrote you.

i sing myself to sleep every night. 
with the song that i wrote you.
i sing myself to sleep every night.
with the song that i wrote you.

the song that i wrote you [feat.Scruffpuppie]

Video: https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=hWQshILY198
And now that I have him it’s feels nice. Can be as cold as ice sometimes but Ive always liked the thawye summer anyways and just like Peter Pan you’ve always been cooler then me, you can fly sing and dance like your a star from birth but just like Wendy Ive always been good dancing with you. Feels like neverland with you but I do have to go back home eventually you’ve always like my unique eye shape like the dip in the apple from the stem and I like your honey tree flavored eyes


I think about the day you left and every time I had the chance to give you a kiss on the neck starting a new chapter with every breath with every thought you ishing I could hold you just one last time I ishing that every fight every kiss every hug was worth every penny if I had to put a price you’d be worth everything wanting to prove to you I’m worth listening and o those endless nights we talk stuck to eachother under the covers 
is 
this 
love?

Drugs lust love, beautiful sexy company and of course horny. all these things I long for to desire vulnerable to the one who sees this side not seeing nothing wrong with it until its too late.  love the thing we come to know and grow with. A new generation god along withe  devil both incapable of separating yet are complete opposites the balance I find a beautiful mind I come to know in bed saying things I wish I never said to you my only one mine as I'm for you too. until death do us apart I am in love with you.

I say hi but you don’t care. 
you look right thru me anywhere. 
that you go. 
I don’t mind tho. 
I will haunt you when I’m gone. 
I have a piece of your hair.
kept in a ziplock bag do you care. 
cause I know that you don’t know me. 
if only.
you know how beautiful you really are 
getting drunk underneath the stars 
and I will tell you that I like you 

Cause i won’t be here long. 
no i won’t be here long. 

Joking around with my friends. 
when they bring you up I pretend. 
that I don’t know anything about you.
they have no clue.  
that I wish I talked to you instead. 
i like the way you dyed your hair again. 
the color goes well with your eyes. 
i hope that we hangout tonight. 
before you leave for a collage dorm. 
then we don’t talk anymore.

But i love you.
so i say i love you.

Cause i wont be here long.
no i wont be here long.
no i wont be here long.

if you feel like you need a friend don’t hesitate to ask

i wont be here long

Too much sanity can make you go insane. 
i remember when I lost mine. 
i was out of touch I lost too much to care. 
and you knew before I could get to you. 


And when you come back. 
those distractions won’t last. 
you trying to break me down. 
with those words you use around me. 
cause I know when you go ill be right here by the door. 
hopelessly clinging on to what’s not anymore. 
anymore.
trying to break away from the pain by ignoring. 
all the things you say to keep me frozen here in place.

Fork in the road I got nowhere to go i'm on my own. 
just me and my shadow by my side until i'm gone. 

Why do you need me. 
baby i've been on my own shit. 
i've been on my own bitch but you don’t care tho. 
why would you want me again. 
cause I know i'm a loner. 
i'm a fucking stoner. 
but I don’t care tho. 

Cause I know when you go ill be right here by the door. 
hopelessly clinging on to what’s not anymore.

this radiohead bass line will forever have me in my feels

Where's the harm in voicing a doubt.
you'll find me in the lavatory.
and where's the harm in talking out loud when I'm on my own.
what's so wrong with reading my stars.
when I'll be in the lavatory.
and what is so wrong with counting the cars when I'm all alone.
you're not the only one that I know.
and I'm too proud to talk to you anyway.
you're not the only one that I know.
and I'm far too proud to talk to you any day.

You’ve been searching for me ever since.
we spoke to each other when i held your hand.
i know that you don’t like me but there’s a chance.
that I could change your mind with a glance.

And what is so wrong with voicing a doubt when I'm on my own.
it's perfectly fine to sleep in a chair.
from Monday 'til Saturday.
and what is so wrong with talking out loud when I'm all alone.
you're not the only one that I know.
and I'm too proud to talk to you anyway.
you're, you're not the only one that I know.
but I'm too proud to talk to you any day.

a poor cover of you're not the only one i know by the sundays

im sorry

outro

[feat.Pink Boy]
[prod. Judah]
had to post this might delete later.

Pink Boy: https://soundcloud.com/user-73135476

original song: https://soundcloud.com/user-73135476/him-prod-judah

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