Best Thing That I Ever Did


Verse 1: 
It took a few jumps over the moon for me to walk away
I know I'm surprised too I really thought I'd stay
But I was blinded by the illusion that everything was A O.K
Deep down I knew I was just willing to suffocate

Chorus:
Scream at me until there's nothing left for you to breathe
Shaken by the thought of you just criticizing me
I've gone over it a billion times awake and fast asleep
It broke me to fall off your grid
But it's the best thing that I ever did (x3)

Verse 2:
I'd find myself choking back the tears from all the late, late nights
Breaking me down to nothing just to prove that you're right

(Chorus)

Woahh
Uh, Ohhh
Mmmmm
Hey
Woah 

It broke me to fall of your grid but it's the best thing that I ever did

 Bridge:
Oh hush, now
I worked it out (x4) 

*LYRIC MASH*

But it's the best thing that I ever did (x4)

Woahh
Uh, ohhh
Mmmmm
Hey 

xoxo

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Best Thing That I Ever Did

Im Not God LIVE  KIMBROS Pickin Parlor Franklin TN

Copyright : Killer Queen Productions * ASCAP * Writer/Publisher * ALEXANDRA LEIGH JASON * (2020) *

** Audacity **

I don't wanna be afraid of you now 
Wish I could hear the sounds
But I can't figure out
How you're not rolling down
When I'm the talk of the town
Whatcha thinkin'
The court rooms out
I can sense you're around
But I'm never allowed 
Wanna sort it all out
Can you hear me now 
I am always in town
Whatcha drinkin' 
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The audacity 
You make me forget how to breathe 
Driving down these empty streets 
What's the point, I'm so weak
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Every night you come creeping inside
Try to cleanse my mind, but I'm not all that kind
As I pass on by, I can see your front light 
Are you drinkin'
I know where you go, always seem to come close
It's not the life I chose, I was ready to grow
In the end it's your fault, thoughts of you in a vault 
I've been sinkin' 
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The audacity 
You make me forget how to breathe 
Driving down these empty streets
Whats the point, I'm so weak 
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Audacity

Copyright : Killer Queen Productions * ASCAP Writer/Publisher * ALEXANDRA LEIGH JASON *

*(EXPLICIT)*

OXY DREAM 

As I slip into the remnants of an Oxy Dream
Get your hands off me, my bones are way too weak
I fall into the wonder, 
It all dawns on me, 
What a perfect scene, I know I'm hard to read
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And I'll, hold tight,
I've heard that it's one hell of a ride
Tonight, I'll hide
Inside
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And I'll slip into the remnants of an Oxy Dream,
See I'll plant the seeds,
It's creeping up on me
To feel an ideal summer with a tasty treat
What a perfect scene,
There's nothing more I need
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And I'll, hold tight, 
It really is one hell of a ride,
Tonight, I'll try, to ignite
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We slipped under the mattress, way out of practice,
seemingly bored
You're one hell of a tactic, silence with static, 
F**k it I'm torn (x2) 
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While I slip into the remnants of an Oxy Dream
It's kinda hard to see, but almost way too sweet
It's hard to tell if I'm awake or I'm asleep
But I'll capture these, like they are memories
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And in time, I'll try
I'm sure that it's a hell of a ride,
Tonight, I'll just hide, 
Inside
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We slipped under the mattress, way out of practice
Seemingly bored
You're one hell of a tactic,
Silence with static,
F**k it I'm torn (x2)
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👁 OXY DREAM 🌈

Copyright: Killer Queen Productions * ASCAP Writer/Publisher * ALEXANDRA LEIGH JASON *

B33r Me 
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Beer me, 
Oh fear me, 
I can't breathe
Rogaine, Cocaine
I'm insane
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Oh near death, it's a test
Just wanna gt you undressed,
Wanna be seen
Oh, conquest, such a mess
Break me off a piece of that
Bending over backwards yet,
Give her my best
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Jump into the crowd,
No, it's too damn loud,
I don't wanna hear a sound, now
No, Beer Me
Don't fear me, 
I can't breathe, 
Take me, break me
Give me what I need
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Put me down, my little soul
I have lost all my control
A crazy mind with pilled up holes, 
Devil's work, it takes a toll
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Beer Me, 
Oh, fear me
I can't breathe,
Rogaine, 
Cocaine,
I'm insane
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B33r Me

Copyright: Killer Queen Productions * ASCAP Writer/Publisher * ALEXANDRA LEIGH JASON *

Ghost Town 

Lost in a ghost town 
Nobody around
Can you hear me now 
I'm falling down 
Lost in a ghost town 
Nobody around 
Can you feel me now 
I'm coming down
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The news, on the, tv
Reflects all of the fear, inside, of me 
I look out to the empty, crying, streets
And I feel so alone
I'd reach, on out, to you,
But realizing there's nothing, I, can do
I sink into this mattress, built, for two,
But it's not what I choose 
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Lost in a ghost town
Nobody around 
I'll just wait it out 
The mess of silent sounds
Lost in a ghost town
I feel I might drown 
Oo, stuck inside this house, 
Yearning to get out 
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The news, on the, tv 
Reflects all of the fear, inside, of me 
I look out to the empty, crying, streets
And I feel so alone
I'd reach, on out, to you,
But realizing there's nothing, I, can do
I sink into this mattress, built, for two,
But I'd pick up the phone (x2)
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Lost in a ghost town 
Nobody around 
Can you hear me now
I'm falling down 
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Ghost Town 👻

Copyright: Killer Queen Productions * ASCAP Writer/Publisher * ALEXANDRA LEIGH JASON *

HAPPY. CRAPPY. BIRTHDAY

Happy Crappy Birthday, all alone
Not a soul around, as far as I know 
Light the candles, wait, I'm on my own
Come on now, 
Settle down, another year grown
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I like your, heart, heart
Did I leave out that, part, part
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Happy Crappy Birthday, all alone
Just might, turn my phone
to airplane mode
Never needed you, but here we go
Our paths align, 
and that's all she wrote 
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I liked your, heart, heart
Right from the, start, start
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Trapped in this dim lit room
Okay I'll see you soon
But tonight I'm wasting all of my time
I'll sprawl out dead on the floor
I just don't care anymore 
Cause tonight I'll allow myself to cry
To cry
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Happy Crappy Birthday, all alone
I'm not giving in, but I've been close
Catch me in the window with no clothes
Cause I'm breaking down, 
Insane at most
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I like your, heart, heart,
Why'd you have to 
Depart, part
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Trapped in this dim lit room
Okay I'll see you soon
But tonight I'm wasting all of my time
I'll sprawl out dead on the floor
I just don't care anymore
Cause tonight I'll allow myself to cry
To cry
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Happy Crappy Birthday, all alone
Not a soul around, as far as I know 
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HAPPY. CRAPPY. BIRTHDAY

Copyright : Killer Queen Productions * ASCAP Writer/Publisher * ALEXANDRA LEIGH JASON *

F*ck 0ff (EXPLICIT)
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If I wanna blow rails, I'll bump em' 
If I wanna stay pale, I'll avoid the sun
If I wanna tell tales, I'll tell em'
If you don't like what you hear, then you're not the one
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I do everything for myself
Now if you don't like it
You can f*ck off
You think you're in some type of hell
Now if you can't take it
You can f*ck off
You think you're high in the sky
Why you tellin' lies
Wanna match me and my past, boy
If you can't stand the heat I'm bringin'
In this cold kitchen,
Then you can f*ck off
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If I wanna daydream I'll feel it
If you don't know what I mean, I won't tell you twice
If you're thinking I'm clean I'll buy it, 
Euphoric from the old scene, and it feels so nice
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I do everything for myself
Now if you don't like it
You can f*ck off
You think you're in some type of hell
Now if you can't take it
You can f*ck off 
You think you're high in the sky
Why you tellin' lies
Wanna match me and my past, boy
If you can't stand the heat I'm bringin'
In this cold kitchen,
Then you can f*ck off
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If I wanna break rules, I'll break em'
If I'm actin' a fool, that's my cross to bare
Wanna pull out your tools, I'll take em'
Cause this is nothing new, 
Don't fix, just be aware
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I do everything for myself,
Now if you don't like it
You can f*ck off
You think you're in some type of hell
Now if you can't take it
You can f*ck off
You think you're high in the sky 
Why you telling lies
Wanna match me and my past, boy
If you can't stand the heat I'm bringin'
In this cold kitchen, 
Then you can f*ck off
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F*ck 0ff

Copyright : Killer Queen Productions * ASCAP Writer/Publisher * ALEXANDRA LEIGH JASON *

MARY

I heard that you're ill again, 
Oh Mary,
Why'd you have to drink to Kool-Aid tonight 
You feel the sweat dripping down,
So scary,
Meet me in the yard, 
I'll offer you a light
No, these urges you 
No longer have to fight
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The clocks ticking, you feel yourself
Stirring
Wrapped in sheets covered in cat hair
and mold,
You rise up, wake with the sun,
Still worried
Feeding into all the lies that you've 
Been told,
It's so crazy how we just keep getting
Old
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La da da, da da da da
La da, da da da da
La da, da da da da
da da (x2)
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You crawl out of bed 
You're so wary,
Throw your mask on, skip to right on out the
Door,
The days turn to night, things seem to 
Hairy,
Frankly you don't want to do this anymore
You've forgot even what you'r doing it
for,
Wild thoughts seep insanity to its,
Core
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(Solo) 
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La da da, da da da da
La da, da da da da
La da, da da da da
Da da (x2)
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MARY

Copyright : Killer Queen Productions * ASCAP Writer/Publisher * ALEXANDRA LEIGH JASON * 

Intermission 
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The prominent green moves freely 
With the rain and the wind hiding underneath the sunlight's 
Ray of silence 
To once more capture, the decency of man and tranquility yet
Nowhere to be found
Take me in, my little friend
Our souls renounced, begin again
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The fate and the blood is in the hands
Remain the broken tortured man
The amber waves collect the praise
While sending people to their graves
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Tortured in what life has been with mirrored forms of doubt
I can't speak, I'm too weak, 
The Devils among us
The Devil is me
Unacceptance of free form intelligence and unkept monogamy
Driven creatures of the night visit,
Now when you sleep
Breathe 
Breathe
Breathe 
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Intermission

((EXPLICIT))

Copyright : Killer Queen Productions * ASCAP Writer/Publisher * ALEXANDRA LEIGH JASON *

AA
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I'm finding more and more reasons just to stop stoppin'
Boiled liquor in my blood, yeah boy keep it comin'
I crave the buzz inside my veins mm there's nothing to it
Burning ashes in my brain just tryna' get through it
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I check my progress everyday to just remember when 
I had no logic slippin' in and always feeling dead
Not recognizing who I'd become always spoutin' lies 
Carrying demons in my heart with thoughts of suicide 
Uh
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You pulled me in once again then you,
Rack em' up with that new tattoo
You're lovin' my eyes but to my demise
I wish I knew, 
I wish I knew, 
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Ohh suckin' em' down 5432
Wasting away these rails I blew 
A line in the sand in what I drew
Now darlin' the rest is up to you (x2) 
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It's hard to tell,
I don't know where I'd been half the time 
Just hit the bong, 
and break me out another one of them lines
Cause as long as I don't have to feel whats deep inside
I may prolong the side effects but it feels damn good to hide
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They take me out, Please take me out
Open my mouth, reach for the clouds 
I'm coming down, with no more sounds 
Of freaking out, look at me now
You just sat by and watched me drown,
I get it now
You played me hard like I was a clown
Who's side you on 
Cause the last time I checked it seemed like you were way too far gone 
To each's own alright I guess I'll play your song
But I'll be gone
Damn right I'll be gone,
Check it
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You pulled me in once again then you,
Rack em' up with that new tattoo
You're lovin' my eyes but to my demise
I wish I knew, 
I wish I knew, 
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Ohh suckin' em' down 5432
Wasting away these rails I blew 
A line in the sand in what I drew
Now darlin' the rest is up to you (x2) 
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(Break)
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Whoa, Suckin' em' down 5432
Wasting away those rails I blew 
A line in the sand is what I drew (x2)
But darlin' the rest is up to you
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I'm finding more and more reasons just to stop stoppin'
Boiled liquor in my blood, yeah boy keep it comin'
I crave the buzz inside my veins mm there's nothing to it
Burning ashes in my brain just tryna' get through it
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I check my progress everyday to just remember when 
I had no logic slippin' in and always feeling dead
Not recognizing who I'd become always spoutin' lies 
Carrying demons in my heart with thoughts of suicide

((EXPLICIT))

Copyright: Killer Queen Productions * ASCAP Writer/Publisher * ALEXANDRA LEIGH JASON * 

Oh My My
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I stroll on back to you everytime, 
Am I losing my mind
Tell me I'm alright 
Picking up the pieces
So many speeches
Stem from all the fright, mm
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But Oh My My 
The water's too high
I'm losing my pride
Strangle me tonight
Can't get to you
I guess I'm the fool
Who f*cks up, everytime 
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And you said that you would make the change
We could do it my way
Your love for me was in vein, but 
I can't leave, I can't leave
Your driveway
And you said that you would calm the rage 
It's just not okay
To treat me that way, but
Oh My My, Oh My My
I guess I'll stay 
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Making memories, we fall apart
Then you break my heart
Push me way too far
I still collect the pieces
Your love is like leeches 
What lies underneath is recluse
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But Oh My My,
The water's too high 
I'm losing my pride, 
Strangle me tonight 
Can't get to you
I guess I'm the fool
Who f*cks up, everytime 
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And you said that you would make the change
We could do it my way
Your love for me was in vein, but
I can't leave, I can't leave
Your driveway
And you said that you would calm the rage 
It's just not okay
To treat me that way, but 
Oh My My, Oh My My
I guess I'll stay 
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(Break) 
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And you said that you would make the change
We could do it my way
Your love for me was in vein, but
I can't leave, I can't leave
Your driveway 
And you said that you would calm the rage
It's just not okay
To treat me that way, but
Oh My My, Oh My My 
I guess I'll stay 
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Oh My My

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"The weird thing is, now I'm exactly where I wanna be. I got my dream job, at Cornell; and I'm still just thinking about my old pals, only now they're the ones I made here.."

"I wish there was a way to know you're in the good old days, before you've actually left them..."

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You know I wake up just another day
In this god forsaken place
Been a long while since I've seen another persons face
Dreamin' 'bout the times I'd go, on and on to play a show
In awe of what the future holds
But damn now I don't even know
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I've been searching on the internet
The psychological effect
Of long term isolation yet
It hardly even covers it
The truth I seek outside of me
Makes it hard for me to breathe
Suffocated by society
With small hope for recovery
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"But somewhere along the line you changed. You stopped being you. You let people stick a finger in your face and tell you you're no good; and when things got hard, you started looking for something to blame. Like a big shadow.."

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It seems no matter how I try
My only point is getting by
Remembering the truths and lies
Of preservation and compromise
I wish before I could've seen
The beauty in the make believe
Cause all this life seems to be
Is broken dreams and casualties
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I never really thought I'd be
Locked away without a key
To venture deep inside and see
The shadows that embody me
I never really thought you'd leave
But who am I to question the
Tower that has fallen free
To lift me out and plant the seeds
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Am I just another face in the crowd?
Do you see me? Will I ever come down?
What is there that I can even do now?

I guess I'll just sit back and watch it all play out....
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"The world aint all sunshine and rainbows. It's a very mean and nasty place and I don't care how tough you are, it will beat you to your knees and keep you there permanently if you let it. You, me, or nobody is gonna hit as hard as life. But it aint about how hard you're hit, it's about how hard you can get hit and keep moving forward. How much you can take, and keep moving forward. That's how winning is done! Now if you know what you're worth then go out and get what you're worth, but you gotta be willing to take the hits, and not pointing fingers and say, you aint where you wanna be because of him, or her, or anybody... Cowards do that and that aint you! You're better than that!

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Quotes: 

Andy Bernard : The Office

Rocky Balboa : Rocky 

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Copyright: Killer Queen Productions * ALEXANDRA LEIGH JASON * ASCAP Writer/Publisher *

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SOME KIND OF LOVE SONG.
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Hey boy, watch your tongue
If you knew me you would run
I'm screaming with my mouth shut tight
Look me in the eye, you'll feel the fright
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So you wanna get closer
Pull her in and coerce her
Ooo can't you feel the flame 
Don't say that I didn't warn ya 
I'll prove you wrong in the end cause 
You couldn't play the game, mmm..
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Effy: " Don't do that! I went crazy when I was with you, I can't let that happen again. Loves not supposed to do that you made me go mad!
Freddie: " You're making me mad now, effy, and that's exactly what loves supposed to do.."

Effy to Freddie: " I love you, I love you, I love you, I love you.."

Effy: "Love, love, love.. what is it good for? Absolutely nothing.."

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Hey boy that's too rough
Squinty eyes and chest all puffed
I'm looking at a tongue tied, prideful mind
Stubbornness in do or die
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You said you wanna get closer
That you can show me the most but
I don't have half a brain
Cause you know the words I'm sorry
And you can ask anybody
They really don't mean a thing
mmm
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Hey boy, what your tongue
If you knew me you would run
(So you wanna get closer?)
Hey boy, watch your tongue
If you knew me you would run
(Pull her in and coerce her)
Hey boy, watch your tongue
If you knew me you would run
(Don't say that I didn't warn ya)
Hey boy, watch your tongue
If you knew me you would run
(Ooo, can't you feel the flame?)
Mmm
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Freddie: " We'd be good together...... don't you think?"
Effy : "No."
Freddie : " Why?"
Effy: " Because I'll break your heart."
Freddie : " Maybe I'll break yours."
Effy: " Nobody breaks my heart; and anyway, why would I want that?"
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Copyright : Killer Queen Productions * Alexandra Leigh Jason * ASCAP Writer/Publisher * 
(2021)

SOME KIND OF LOVE SONG.

Singer-Songwriter/Performer/Producer/Engineer  ASCAP Writer: Alexandra Leigh Jason, Publisher: Killer Queen Productions.

Allie Jason

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