(Feels Like), Forever Ago

Written, Produced, and Performed by Jacob Neely (BMI)
Co-produced and Engineered by Thor Fienberg

Drums: Trevor Estes
Violin: Camille Miller
Cello: Alex Mansour

Album Artwork by Tom Neely

©℗ 2019 Cow On the Wall Soundtracks // Good Dude Music, Inc. (BMI)

Daylight Waits

Written, Produced, and Performed by Jacob Neely
Co-produced and Engineered by Thor Fienberg
Mastered by Ruairi O'Flaherty
Cover Art by Jonah Schwimmer

How Could All This

Written, Produced, and Performed by Jacob Neely
Co-produced and Engineered by Thor Fienberg
Mastered by Ruairi O'Flaherty

© ℗ Everyone's A Robot // Good Dude Music, Inc. (BMI)
Available on all streaming platforms.

Things They Say

you’re in my thoughts
surround my mind 
wonder if you saw me
staring at you all night

i know you’d care
you know i’m lost
you like my hair when i 
just wanna cut it all off

you’re in in my thoughts
surround my mind
wanna be honest,
but i keep wasting all my time

you’re in my head
in my - in my head
you’re in my head
in my head

you’re in my thoughts
surround my mind 
wanna be honest,
but i can’t say anything yet

i know you’d care
you know i’m lost,
but i’m so nervous
i’ll scare you off.

Homegrown

i keep staring - you keep waiting there
say something, do you want me to care?

exchange words, do you listen to me?
the crowd moves like an ambient sea.

i’m scared of what you’re doing to me
loves blind and it’s killing me.

could we dance I wanna stare at your face
i’ll hold your hands, we’ll get out of this place.

cold woman - I keep guessing
what you want, think I’m less than you need

hold this moment in time - I keep thinking you’re mine,
but you can’t be… I mean look at me

I keep staring - you keep waiting there
say something, do you want me to care?

exchange words, do you listen to me?
the crowd moves like an ambient sea.

Impossibly

tell me how to speak your language
get attached or avoid - it’s the same thing
i don’t wanna play this game no more,
‘cause nothing ever changes just feels like cold war

like Raegan played in the 80’s 

missile’s ready for launch 
it’ll come at sundown
then you stop hitting back
makes me feel so dumb

iron curtains surround your place all day
troops turning back, but then you say,

“did you mean it when you called me on that Tuesday,
when you told me you were working through the night 
did you feel it when you texted me on my birthday?
always seems like you just wanna waste my time”

should i tell you that i loved you when i was 13
is this a game or do you notice we are playing
hasn’t felt the same since in New York,
but nothing’s really changed just feels like cold war

since we were young

missile’s ready for launch 
it’ll come at sundown
brain’s turning to mush
and it feels like a comedown

got a Western Bloc to surround my face
troops turning around, but then you start to say,

“did you mean it when you called me on that Tuesday,
when you told me you were working through the night 
did you feel it when you texted me on my birthday?
always seems like you just wanna waste my time”

Cold War

Been at this red light
for what seems like a life time
haven’t moved far
do I turn right?
or just stay patient
soon as I move, it’ll switch
so I’ll stay right here
and just stare straight ahead

Potholes changing
my exit’s fading
seatbelts tighten
so I’ll just stay right here…
but did you get off
in time before the storm?
should I be scared,
pr can I stay calm?

Been at this red light
for what seems like a life time
haven’t moved far
do I turn right?
or just stay patient
soon as I move, it’ll switch
so I’ll stay right here
and just stare straight ahead.

Spotify

Red Light

Change of Pace

White Chair

To You

Written, Produced, and Performed by Jacob Neely (BMI)
Co-produced and Engineered by Thor Fienberg

All the memories were forgotten. 
All the things we said were wrong and 
we all pretend like yesterday 
didn’t happen like it’s all okay, isn’t it? 

I have become a stranger 
and I fear I’m in danger 
of losing you and all of it. 
I'm losing you I’ll miss all of it... 

All my memories are fading away. 
All my memories, they won’t just stay. 

All the peace it turned into progress, 
but it seems that my life is this whole big mess. 
And I fear that I’m in danger 
from all of this bottled up anger 
from losing you.

All My Madness

Memories Forgotten

Written, Produced, and Performed by Jacob Neely 
Co-produced and Engineered by Thor Fienberg

Before Dawn

Written and Performed by Jacob Neely (BMI) & Auden Alblooshi (BMI)
Produced by Jacob Neely 
Co-produced and Engineered by Thor Fienberg



Tell me something so good

I didn't know things were so bad
I didn't know you worked so hard
I didn't tell you everything
Just gave you another story

You keep playing me
You keep letting your cards bleed
Why did you have to risk it all
Just giving me another story

Tell me something so good

(Tell Me... Tell Me)

Tell me something so good
Something so good

(Tell Me... Tell Me)

I tried to explain it
You can't even imagine
There's no use in talking unless
You give me something

You give me something
(Tell me something)

Tell Me (feat. _auden)

Written, Produced, and Performed by Jacob Neely (BMI)
Co-produced and Engineered by Thor Fienberg

Violin: Camille Miller
Cello: Alex Mansour

Why did you have to show me?
Why did I have to care?
The feeling is overwhelming -
it comes out of nowhere.

Jealousy, anxiety, empathy, and memories;
still lost in apathy.

(still lost in apathy)

Still Lost

Written, Produced, and Performed by Jacob Neely (BMI)
Co-produced and Engineered by Thor Fienberg

(Gonna need your arms wrapped around me.
Gonna need your heart feel the sound beat for me.)

If I could fix this hopeless mess 
I'd try to save the day,
but I can’t speak for everyone,
I don’t know what to say.

We’ve told the same old stories,
got everything to try,
but future tense is boring 
when past gets left behind.

I can’t ignore the present
In my seat, but I am absent
and I’m forgetting everything 
I'm barely noticing.

I miss how things were before,
and I’m trying to move forward.
I know you miss the old times as well,
before shit turned to hell.

Broken Record

Written, Produced, and Performed by Jacob Neely (BMI)
Co-produced and Engineered by Thor Fienberg

Drums: Trevor Estes

Electric universe,
a spaceship from outer-space.

Insomniac

Written, Produced, and Performed by Jacob Neely (BMI)
Co-produced and Engineered by Thor Fienberg

Drums: Trevor Estes

Full moon fills the night with the stars.
There’s truth in your eyes and in your heart.
You seem to catch the light upon your chest.
Then, tell me I’m not like the rest.

I panic now ‘cause I don’t know where this will go.
I’m terrified ‘cause I’ve been hurt before.
Say cheesy lines in hysteria;
in love with your voice and your character.

You’ve got me all wrong ain’t figured it out.
You think I’m so strong what’s that about?
You’ll learn more of me and fade away;
they always seem to fade.

Watch your dot cross through space it’s getting smaller now.
I know that you’re awake, but I can’t call you now.
In these interstellar dreams, I watch you float away;
they always seem to fade.

(These interstellar dreams keep getting longer.
I wish that you could stay, keep getting farther.)

Electric Soul, who came from the stars, where’d you go? I hope it’s not far...

Interstellar Dreams

Written and Performed by Jacob Neely (BMI)
Produced by Jacob Neely & Thor Fienberg
Engineered by Thor Fienberg

This ain't something that I've asked for,
but I'm thankful I'll never get bored.
In stained mirrors I can't find myself,
and I'm nervous - let everyone down.

This can't happen to me - I'm so far gone.
Keep searching the world so I'm not alone.
Keep waiting and keep on chasing.
Keep hating that I'll never face it on my own.

In stained mirrors I can't find myself,
and I'm nervous that l let everyone down.
(I'm nervous, I'm nervous)
to keep waiting and keep on chasing...

In stained mirrors I can't find myself,
and I'm nervous that I let everyone down.

Stained Mirrors

Written, Produced, and Performed by Jacob Neely
Co-produced and Engineered by Thor Fienberg
Cover Art by Jonah Schwimmer

Sleepwalking - Single

Sleepwalking

Written, Produced, and Performed by Jacob Neely (BMI)
Co-produced and Engineered by Thor Fienberg

my mind keeps racing
all my mistakes and
fear controlling
this fucked up person

and I keep waiting
we’re conversating 
yet I can’t think
be real with me

should I keep chasing
you’re all I’m thinking
the fear controls me 
you’re so confusing

stop playing these games
you keep running astray
baby what can I say 
to make it all go away 

should I keep chasing
you’re all I’m thinking
the fear controls me 
you’re so confusing

my mind keeps racing
all my mistakes and
fear controlling

All My Madness

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