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https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=YEl5SNG0RTc

John My Beloved Cover

we start to forget
not quite completely yet

we slowly drift into the sea
of watercolor memories

every nuance of nostalgia
is a raindrop in the heat
summer heat
some land in the grass
others, in the street

what do I long for?
what does this point towards?
what can explain this?
will it all be missed?

watercolor (phone demo)

sovereignty makes a man's head spin
but the proper view is a child's best friend

and I feel like a child again
I want to fly to your embrace again
like a chick and mother hen
tick tock tick, until the end

anxiety will never give you control
you might die young
you might die old

cast your cares on him now
because he cares for you
you say he already knows
and while that may be true
when you vocalize your heartache
it will sound brand new
and a peace beyond our knowledge
will guard you

sovereignty

What do I have to say for myself?
I’m wondering if I can hold such a heavy matter,
as a matter of fact, I think I just might drown.
Oh God, I think I just might drown.

What do I have to say for myself?
I’m wondering if I can hold such a heavy burden,
yes, I’m hurting beneath the weight of a restless fate.
Beneath the weight of a restless fate.

You say,

Cease striving, little one.
Know that I am the I AM,
I will be exalted in the earth.

Selah

Teach me how to rest. Teach me how to rest.
Teach me how to labor for what matters now.
Teach me how to rest, teach me how to abide.
Teach me how to abide.

Cease striving, little one!
Know that I am the I AM!
I will be exalted in the earth!

Teach me how to rest! Teach me how to rest!
Teach how to labor for what matters now!
Teach me how to rest, teach me how to abide!
Teach me how to labor for what matters in this life!

I got nothing to say for myself.
I never could ascend the hill.
Will you carry me?
Yeah, I see 
my desperate need
for the life you lived.
My desperate need for the life you give.

cease striving

I was getting high, I was feeling low.
I was getting high, I was feeling low.
I was getting high, I was feeling low.
I was getting high, I was feeling low.

Maybe I just needa talk, I just needa talk.
Maybe I just needa talk, I just needa talk.
Maybe I just needa talk, I just needa talk.
Maybe I just needa talk, I just needa talk—
Talk to you.

Sympathetic High Priest, Humble God,
Sympathetic High Priest, Humble God,
Sympathetic High Priest, Humble God,
Sympathetic High Priest, Humble God,

I just wanna talk, I just wanna talk.
I just wanna talk, I just wanna talk.
I just wanna talk, I just wanna talk.
Talk to you.

Yeah, I just wanna talk! I just wanna talk!
I just wanna talk! I just wanna talk!
I just wanna talk! I just wanna talk!
I just wanna talk!

Yeah, I just want to know you more!
And I just want to be transformed!
I just want to know you more!!!
I just want to be transformed!!!
Yeah!! I want to talk to you!!!

high

My pedals are messed up so I went direct in and used some free vsts and I was really wanting to express some feels today so this is what came about thanks

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Voice 525.m4a

stream of consciousness guitar stuff. quarantunes.

quarantine guitar sketch 033020

mostly poorly mixed and mastered beats and song demos and stuff

kinda like a more polished voice memo library

but also other things maybe

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