Void in Blue

my heart is shattered 
rotting away
turn over the mirrors i dont wanna see my face 
love in locket throw it away 
i dont wanna see ur 
body decay

decay...

w/ @six-days-after-christmas
prod us as always
i heard ur doing fine 
so i want talk to much 
wont waste ur time 
i hope u live ur life 
with happy memories
of u and i 

its just so hard for me to let go 
when i held your heart so damn close 
and now nobody wants to know 
how i feel well

you know i love you 
you know i need you so 
i wont deceive u 
girl i dont even know 

why i would trust u
i knew that you would leave
i hope u realise 
all  that u done to me

your call is still all i need
and i've been waiting quite a while for u to be
the one i'll always run to once again
the one that cant stand me 
one that hates my friends

forget what you'll do
you started nothing new
your love never left my room
its never about what i do

you know i love you

og title - u did this 2 me

if u fw the old version of the song More im sorry That shit had some tts Wit my ex name so i jus cut it out and extended this to a minute

STREAM ON SPOTIFY INSTEDA BRO
https://open.spotify.com/album/1Jqcaa6uhspHNEVw9cEg1y?si=yC4DSd_IRH-oyhIoE6W8mQ

prod mac demarco
lyrics:
im sorry to my mom and dad u raised a fucking failure
now i bloody up my wrist and i feel like a fucking hater
think its time to kms ill kms see all u l8r
its a joke i thought she liked me now i mf hate her
now im fucked up takin pills and ion think im gettin better
i hope u fucking kys i hope u jump into a river
blood carved in my wrist its a mf s
now im lookin at that shit wishing i was fucking dead
im so tired im so stupid ion think i wanna do this shit
i hate the way i look my nose is big i need a facelift
i dont know how to think or who i even wanna be with
i fucking miss my ex i love her ass up on some rs

Cant believe i was yearning for you ----- Whole time u hated me

those cold autumn nights

falll
out of the stars 
and land
into ur arms
i havent talked to u in 2 long nights
all alone inside this cage
ive been tryna scream ur name
but ur gone
and i havent felt 2 long nights
i cant deal without u girl
i cant see without u girl oh no
i reall wanna see ur face
i wanna feel ur touch again
but i cant help these lonely nights
nothing really feels jsut right
cus now ur gone im not alright
i tell myself that itl be fine but i dont know
no i dont know

fall out of the stars

you died so long ago (prod. sickboi)

Beauty & A Beat ft. Jackchristman

linen

another in your story

Out the window

I like to screw around on my midi… do graffiti, pottery, drawing- influenced by surf culture and skate culture, so I kinda mix a lot of stuff in to my palette. I will listen to all kinds of music, but I can be picky. I appreciate everyone’s styles. I live entirely off grid in a trailer on 10 acres off of a highway in so cal, so I experience the roughness of the elements more than most. I like blending urban aspects of life with natural aspects of life to get a unique view of the world. I dig agroforestry, permaculture, and mycology and dabble in all of them. I enjoy Urban exploration with my friends. You really get to see how man made objects were not made to last when you see rotting buildings and overgrown pavement. A nerd in some situations, and a meat head in other situations, but at the end of the day just a crazy person that enjoys poetry and music…

Out the window

ALLxARTISTICxTERRAIN

Related tracks