Put Me To Sleep -Demo (2022)

I just want to let you know.  
I loved you though I could not stay I had to go.  
I didn't mean to hurt you so. 
I just have to let you know. 
I was lost in the throes,
 but the stars in the skies 
 reflecting through your eyes
 now seems like paradise.  

All the years that went by.  
All the tears that we cried 
we push them aside. 
All the times we tried.  
My heart is breaking in two. 
What else can I do?
this much is true, 
my world is empty without you. 

All the years that went by
I didn't mean to make you cry
I didn't meant to make you cry
I didn't mean to make you cry

All the years that went by 
all the tears that we cried
all the fears that we hide
such is the cruelty of life

I don't want this to die
but we have been living a lie
I didn't mean to make you cry
I didn't want to leave you behind
so I ask the stars in the sky
to answer my prayers tonight
would you love me in time?
could you love me in time?

oh, I know how much you tried
I didn't want you to see me cry
now I ain't got no one by my side
I didn't even say 'goodbye'
I didnt take the time to lie
you know I hurt inside
so alone I will hide
alone I will hide

Stay

You whispered that you loved me
under your breath 
as I tore into your flesh

I wanted your darkness and your light
to follow to the end of time

but the nights bleed into days
you don't want me to leave
but can't ask me to stay

in this game where no one wins
I sought a love
where there was only sin 

under your bed and between the sheets
the devils danced and the angels sing

you'll try to find me in everyone you meet
but you'll soon realize that we are different breed

a strange gift from the celestial realm
but we would rather live in a familiar hell 

a strange gift from the celestial realm
but we would rather live in a familiar hell 

and the gods in the heavens above
will laugh at what mortals call love

The Damage

Mortal Love

a Mortal Love

We have to let this go 
just can't take it anymore
it is weighing us both down
cut you loose so you don't drown 

As I sink into the abyss 
im watching you not surface
where do I begin?
I did not know that you could not swim

I see you when my eyes are closed
I feel you like the night is cold
I hear you when there's no one near
In the undertow it will all disapear

we don't have to suffocate
when the feelings inundate
all the things are left to fate
it won't make the nightmares go away 


there is no need to asphyxiate 
a love turned into hate
why you got to devastate?
it won't make the night mares go away.

I'll swallow
the rain 
just to sink down to the bottom 
in the flood we drown again

the Damage

Drown

WAS IT SUCH A WASTE OF TIME?
I WANTED YOU TO BE MINE

WHAT A HEAVY PRICE TO PAY
I THINK ABOUT IT EVERY DAY 

I KNOW 
YOU KNOW
WE WONT  
GO SLOW 


WITH EVERY SINGLE BREATH 
MY HEART BEATS OUT MY CHEST 

YOU SLIDE UNDER MY SKIN
FROM THE OUTSIDE COMING IN

TAKE THIS LOVE OF MINE
AND SEND IT DOWN THE LINE

THE POISON AND THE CURE
ONLY LEFT ME WANTING MORE
 
YOU KNOW
I KNOW 
THAT YOU 
INVOKED...
  
I NEVER GOT THE CHANCE TO SAY
HOW MUCH I WANTED YOU THIS WAY 
  
BUT AT THIS POINT ITS SUCH A CRIME 
TO WANT YOU LIKE THIS ALL THE TIME

CREATED ALL THESE HISTORIES 
WITH DREAMS THAT YOU ARE SENDING ME

  
THEN I HOPE YOULL UNDERSTAND
I DID NOT KNOW THAT WAS THE PLAN



BUT NOW I KNOW 
  
when you asked me to come.

The Bottom

Mejor déjalo así
(Best leave it like this)
porque yo se sufrir
(Because I know how to suffer)
mi corazón late por ti
(my heart beats for you)
solamente por ti
(only for you)
y al el cielo le pedi
( I asked the heavens) 
si piensaras en mi
(I you thought of me)
como yo pienso en ti
(how I think of you)
pero al infierno me fui
(but to hell I went)
lo frio de ti 
(the cold of you)
todo lo que senti
(is all that I felt)
en el abismo caí
(in the abyss I fell)
con calor me derreti
(with the heat I melt)
en tus sueños revive
(in your dreams I came alive)
Pues, una imagen de mi
(Well, an image of me)
siempre voy a seguir bajo tu piel
(I will always remain under your skin)

Déjalo Asi

Ive been so low down 
dont know which way is up
from the ground

wandering these streets
looking for a soul to keep 

i want to be lost inside 
you know a place we can hide

break me off 
fuck me free
i dont know 
what you are 
doing to me

we can die a thousand little deaths,
none greater than those 
you have in your head


why do this alone? 
you know i am the one

leave it this way
never knowing what lay?

or bleed it to death
til theres nothing left

we waste precious time 
on  a love that is dying 
 
you left it behind.

the Killer

The Killer (La Petite Mort)

se va derramar el mar (the sea will spill over)
de tanto llolar (from all the crying)
ellos sabrán (they will know)
ya no tardara (it won't be late)

a tormenta se va (the storm will go)
y regresara (and will come back)
se va llevar (it will take)
toda esperanza (all hope) 

el tiempo pasa  (and time passes)
mi memoria se cansa (my memory is strained)
de correr un camino sin final (from taking a road that has no end)

ya me canse (I am now  tired)
de tanto buscar (from always searching)
algo en que creerer (for something to believe in)
donde no hay nada (where there is nothing)

Sin Final

taking, not recieving always get ahead
how many hearts to  swallow to not feel dead
emptiness inside, constant need for more 
ignoring all the lives that are torn apart

what you want right now is never what you want when you are alone.  

what do you want right now? it hurts more than you will ever know

the missing pieces  may they find thier place 
a song that starts and ends with no middle phrase
all these broken people woke in dreams 
looking for something called “love”, but we dont know what it means


what you want right now is never what you want when we are all alone 
 
what do you want right now? when there is nothing left, its too far gone.  

It hurts more than you will ever know

On Your Own

bury it in the ground 
so deep that it can't be found
you turn a blind eye too 
it doesnt change all that is true

in the end its all the same 
the floods the fires the poisened rain
see the sun, its red as blood
the sky bleeds smoke,
the seas are rough
 
it has begun   


you remind me of what never was
a time not had, its best becasue
theres nothing left, not here at all
dont let it sink, lets watch it fall
the needs they come, and go away
nothing to lose, in a fixed game
make or break it,  its our call
in the end we will see the fall 

rise to the call  

in the end its all the same 
the floods and fires and poisened rain
see the sun, its red as blood
the sky bleeds smoke, the seas are rough

borrowed the future and left us with none
borrowed the future left us with none

Borrowed the Future

Borrowed The Future

Dark-Electro-Synth-Pop-Post-Punk. Contra-Alto.  Demos that may be demolished or changed at any given time. 🇲🇽

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