5 years passed and i dont know what my younger self found so interesting about this song, yet i cant find myself letting it go

چطور این موسیقی  گوش میدین .   وفحش میدین

My childhood go-to song. This helped me sleep.

من اینجام درست اینجا سلام

A playlist with songs in it !

distant moon.

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cos i had the best of the worst sides
and i had these lungs
and i had too many flash fires
that i just let them burn

till my chest is on fire
and my head just wont die
i guess im lying cos i wanna
i guess im lying cos i dont
cos i just feel so tired
like its move or slowly die
you aint you when youre like this
this aint you and you know it
but aint that just the point

you dont know
how to let go
who said this must be all or nothing
but im
still caught below
and ill never let you know
no i cant tell you nothing

cos im a fucking mess sometimes
but still i could always be
whatever you wanted
but not what you needed
especially when you been needing me
cos im a fucking mess sometimes
and ill say what i dont mean
just cos i wanted
or maybe i need it
swear lyings the only rush i need

cos all i needed was some words to say
that all these feelings dont mean shit to me
cos its all just chemicals anyway
anyway
and i got way to many routes to take
to make this all just go away
and find another heart to break
so heartless with the words i say
just saying what im supposed to say
cos i had nothing for you
i cant love when i cant even love myself
things i would rather be thoughts at the back of my head but im addicted to hurting
and i got these lungs
and I spent too many late nights
thinking a hole in the earth

till the sky is on fire
and my head still wont die
i guess im lying cos i want to
i guess im lying cos i dont
cos i just feel so tired
like i need something to come alive
she said you aint you when youre like this
this aint you what you done?
and i said thats the point

you dont know how to let go
who said this must be all or nothing
but im still caught bellow
and ill never let you know
no i cant tell you nothing

cos im a fucking mess sometimes
but still i could always be
whatever you wanted
but not what you needed
especially when you been needing me
cos im a fucking mess inside
and ill say what i dont mean
just cos i wanted
or maybe i need it
swear lyings the only rush i need

/numb

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memories (listen on spotify from 3am ep)

"How happy is the blameless vestal's lot! The world forgetting, by the world forgot. Eternal sunshine of the spotless mind! Each pray'r accepted, and each wish resign'd"
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the world forgetting, by the world forgot

A friend and I were talking about "Lo-fi" hiphop genre and about how it's becoming "popular" again. I personally enjoy listening to this genre but never tried creating something in it. "Lo-fi," meaning "Low Fidelity," adds that "gritty" and "low quality" sound that used to be all around us in the 90's and before. Now days, everything's HQ or HD, we have CDs instead of cassette tapes or vinyls, DVD players or online streaming instead of VHS players. I had a warm fuzzy feeling inside as I was creating this. It reminded me of my childhood, back when everything was "ordinary" and "innocent."

The word andante simply means "moderately slow tempo." Time has been moving way too fast for me, lately. It's time to take a little breather and refresh. Looking back, though tough, I had a really nice and a blessing of a childhood. Something that I'll never be able to relive and experience. I have to thank God for always being there, guiding me. Though I forget His presence and though I sometimes lose track of where I'm suppose to go, He never failed to show me His grace and patient love. I wish I could be more loving and caring like Him. I wish I could be a better friend to my friends. I wish I could be a better person. But the day of sunrise is nigh. Thank you to everyone who's been talking to me and checking up on me. Thank you for even sending me some encouraging words regarding music or life. I appreciate every one of you guys, supporting me in my musical endeavors.

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Elyon - Andante [Lo-fi]

I'm not as lonely anymore (Elijah who)

i dont want to be alone anymore but i dont want to love anyone else

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Lyrics:

all day
and all night
we'd stay up
it felt so right

we were so young
we were so dumb
we would get drunk
and then hook up

we were ok 
we were alright
stayin awake 
till the sun rise

we were in love
couldn't stop us
like a good drug
never enough

we'd hook up in my car
drive it so far 
play you guitar
you'd show me ur art
let down our guards
think with our hearts
Stare at the stars
we were never apart

drinking to young
way too much fun
out in the sun
or in when it's gone
took you to prom
dance to our song
dance all night long
till the lights come on

but it's too late now i remember everything
and how careless we could be
but it's too late now i remember you and me
and how careless we could be

it's too late now I remember everything
and how careless we could be x3

verse 2:
late nights
long fights
it felt right
we were alive

we would go out
we were so loud
we were so proud 
we had no doubts

week ends
and week days
we'd spend
our own way

we were careless
we were fearless 
we were reckless
time was precious 

we loved to waste time
whiskey and wine
drinking all night
asleep by your side

finally alive
we would just drive
never arrive
our journey was life

staying out late
testing our faith
running away 
we lived for today

young and so bold
never get old
screw what we're told
we can't be controlled!

but it's too late now i remember everything
and how careless we could be
but it's too late now i remember you and me
and how careless we could be

it's too late now I remember everything
and how careless we could be x3

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Lyrics:

All I want is to feel a bit
We could fall in love
You could slit my wrist
I could tell you now that they both 'gon feel the same

I've been wide awake
I've been blacking out
I've been locked away
Could you let me out?
Cause I've grown so tired of existing in this cage

I remember when I used to feel
(It was beautiful)
But I guess that's something you can steal
(And I lost it all)
Now nothing seems to feel too real
(Unbelievable)
What have I been running from?
How did I become so numb?

I'm so numb
I give up
What have I been running from?
How did I become so numb?

All I want is a night of sleep
You could knock me out
I could rest in peace
I don't mind if I get to close my eyes

I've been day to day
I've been dying slow
If you find a way
Could you let me know?
My confusion no longer comes as a surprise

I remember when I used to feel
(It was beautiful)
But I guess that's something you can steal
(And I lost it all)
Now nothing seems to feel too real
(Unbelievable)
What have I been running from?
How did I become so numb?

I'm so numb
I give up
What have I been running from?
How did I become so numb?

All I want is to feel a bit
You could knock me out
You could slit my wrist

I'm so numb
I give up
What have I been running from?
How did I become so numb?

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