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She Said

almost infinity. - She Said

please, don't you ever leave me.
I promise, I will love you until the end

funreleased (Deluxe Edition)

THE END 2 (demo)

THE END 2

You're everything to me, I can't live without you
can't stand when you're gone, always want to be round you
Everything around me makes me think about you
I should have never let go of you, soon as I found you

Your song's my only song, just want smiles from you
I wish to be friends, my wishes won't come true
Want you to want me to want you like I want you
Don't you get that I lo

flowers rose

but for now

once again

intermissions for flowers rose

POWER PLAY + 25-i

Sword and shield of your name,
Broken record, we'll never part
debt repaid with sharks interest,
by attacking your gifted heart

by attacking your gifted heart

by attacking your gifted heart

by attacking my tiny heart

Heart attack, heart attack
Heart attack, heart attack

I had a fulltime temporary abuser
You had a chance to court a musical loser
Have your CDG shoes and grandmothers diamond ring
You have four-forty of my dollars, score for SAT 

You asked me to love you long as I can
An actor without character or fans
Addicted to friend's Lorazepam, Lizdexamphetamine
Square holepunch dimensions, a few eternities of me

Heart attack, heart attack
Heart attack, heart attack 


Hundred miles every weekend just to see me pissed off
Tell me "next time don't stop 'til you cut your wrist off"
Day your cardiac's detained, day I finally grin
As you're forgotten by all, except your CollegeBoard login 

Heart attack, heart attack
Heart attack, heart attack

Every party throw up blacking out in front of others
Speaking down on your only friend excluding your mother
there should be a "Report User" system in real life
You act apathetic, you're just a pathetic, uh, I don't know

Heart attack, heart attack
Heart attack, heart attack

You fucked me, so fuck you
bang a with off end the starting party year's new
Hoard the bottles of liquid courage, for our anxiety
While I loosen up, she'll keep her sobriety
Surprised that the girl from my high school came
Didn't recognize her at first, doesn't look the same
Awkward and quiet, smiles so gay
Only opened to agree with everything I say
Want to go to my car? She answered with my own question
Right in front of the house, parked in the closest section
having a hard time, forced to make a correction
in a last ditch effort I take off my protection

Heart attack, heart attack
Heart attack, heart attack

a soft duet of airy free verse singing
she ignores her phone's incessant on and off ringing
Seeing steamy windows, someone checks the car's condition
Runs away wailing, haunted by an apparition

see you

FUCK YOU
BURN IN HELL
YOU WORTHLESS LITTLE WHORE OF A CUMDUMPSTER SACK OF SHIT
FUCKING ASS PATHETIC SLUT CUNT PUSSY UGLY MOTHERFUCKER
Bitch

and I will

JUST THAT I NEVERMIND + DAFDIE

Used to be six months, for you I weekly change my jeans
Sounds like washing hands, water from the sink
Don't brush my hair'r, teeth fr'others honey
you are the reason I do a few pushups monthly

I hope no girls kiss me, lips are chapped and bloody
Is she superficial or will she like me cause I'm funny
You make my heart vibrate and we'd make a decent team
Hope you feel the same as in my nightly dreams.


Moved into the same room, parents residence
Every night on our Twin liquid evidence
Wake at 5 rooted in our phone and sheets
Imbibing everyday re-meeting in our sleep

Used to change yearly, for you, my boxers every season
Faucet on, sounds like I'm washing, you're the reason.
Don't wash my clothes or body fr'others, honey
you are the reason I lift these dumbbells monthly

Can I tell you something important... in a little bit?
don't change your mind like every other time
waiting for a verb... but all we do is sit
it's just that I... nevermind

It could just be a freudian... oral fixation
I see her biting her lips like she's thinking of mine
Tapping feet to a beat... like she's impatient
I should have been able to see the hearts in her eyes

Pick her up, I'm informed... how dearly I was missed
Hanging at home, wish we were there alone
Interrupted my goodbye... with a goodbye kiss
Maybe a clue the pheremones might be requited

No guardians home... a place no one but us could see
So we went forward, at least physically
Ghost in the Shell... we were each other's three
Her feelings for me remain a mystery

She asked, how much... um... do you like me?
My mind and heart count the ballots for its one party election
Melting on her shoes... a bit red and slimy
Gathering the strength to ask her a question

hey, can I tell you something... in a little bit?
what is it, you change your mind every time
gathering all my strength to... unzip my sealed lips
it's just that I... nevermind

Staring at the starry sky
always forever was always both of our... wishes
That's how I knew she'd... give it a second try
we made it to Thanksgiving, next up is... Christmas

My friends say her words... mean nothing at all
Just cause the timing of when she... said them
I saw your love, I saw the paintings... spinning in the hall
Heard the same from what you wrote... months ago

Didn't need to kiss in public, it's fine... if we have to hide it
We knew each other, hearts hidden behind your... eyelids
It's cute how you keep all... of your feelings private
Learned to hear her words in... silence

No replies from her, is something wrong with her number or her phone?
With her new friend she passed right by me, and me alone
I'm not stupid, you'll try to lie... to yourself to free me

But can I go with you if you leave me?



(At my party feeling lonely with my girlfriend
Just take a nap until I turn twenty
I'm sorry for trapping you
I'm so sorry
I'm stupid for thinking we could be fo-e-rever
I'm so sorry for trapping you
I don't want you to leave me
But I'll completely understand)

transparent bandaids over vessels of red wine
eternal covenants you only meant for a short time
Don't let my wounds heal not feeling very real
We should just love each other like we're not made of steel.

Can't take showers anymore remind me too much of our dates
I weigh a hundred pounds I'll lose a hundred more at this current rate.
I'm almost enough even if my attempts used to just fall flat
I'm seven out of ten,,, you know it can't get any much better than that.

You were my wish, one that didn't come true
You didn't get that I loved you, like, I fucking lo

waiting for interest before they retract
the girls that loved me, didn't love me back

everything is a cycle

I have no one.
I have nothing.
I am no one.
I am nothing.

I have no one.
I have nothing.
I am no one.
I am nothing.

I am no one.
I am nothing.
I am no one.
I am nothing.

I am nothing.
I am nothing.
I am nothing.
I am nothing.

no sign of butterflies

DREAMGIRL+VOIDBOY

listening to a siren's song of nothing
blanket blocking the light that the dams won't
flood if I let them to break open
the left side of my face already drowned

I want to turn onto my right side
fully clothed laying in my shoes
Tired all the time, unless I'm sleeping
I'd say goodbye if I had someone to

I want to learn how to stay in tempo
too self conscious to read my own lines
no mom here to tell me my room's messy
Bedsheet white lies, saying I was fine

don't have to take showers
reply to my moms texts from yesterday
waste time eating or sleeping
not like I do those things anyway

there's one too many people like me on this planet
brushing bleeding cavities everyday
taking medicine every morning
not like I do those things anyway

used to waking up exhausted four hours later
wishing my nightmares would never stop
trying to escape what I'm feeling and thinking
don't want anymore feelings or thoughts

who cares about if it's sleep or if I'm burning
burning my bridges with existance, going under
should have got the bottle with the namebrand
every source of stress put to eternal slumber

caterpillar sickness

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