and if your skin is burning, please don't roll around
just jump into the closest you have found
and if your shitty childhood didn't teach you how to swim,
i pray to god that you drown

morbid thoughts they come so quickly, 
die with so called friends and family
morbid thoughts never come so easy
i'll see you in hell when we die

masterful mentalities of these sinister realities,
they chase me around every day.
a million paths to heaven and just one path down below
i like to keep it simple, don't you know

morbid thoughts they come so quickly, 
die with so called friends and family
morbid thoughts never come so easy
i'll see you in hell when we die

if i ever try to be a better man
if i ever try to be a better man
if i ever try to be a better man
i hope you stop me where i am

Cynical

just got a new reel to reel machine... so i thought i would test it out... 

Siren Song

i died today, i drowned in the waves of whiskey and tears
i have made my mistakes, i cannot erase
i'm holding my face.

people you love will turn their backs on you.
they will give up forever and leave.
i will retreat into my own mind,
i promise this is the last time you'll see me.

I Died Today

Memories Like Cinderblocks

The Politics Of A Girl Who Only Wears Glasses At Night

eating up pennies and vicodin
the cheaper the better, the higher the low
every one has walked past my door today
not one has stopped by, i think they know what i know

Pennies

wrist glued, cut and dry
spray tan fireflies
fill the cracks sometimes
addicts just to try

here we are. no one is   gone
here we are, go get the gun
that will scare off any one
you will scare off any one     

almosttooearth