no i dont wanna make up
how bout i fuck up ur makeup
now thats an offer u needa take up
dont get 2 leave girl u betta wait up
i see it on u u dont gotta say much
im not exhausted just dont wanna wake up
look in my eyes just do it for the sake of me
and after that she looked the other way
i guess you'll realize another day
he'll give u a rush but im the one who'll stay
notes under the door i hope u get a papercut
notes under the door i hope u get a papercut
notes under the door i hope u get a papercut

i hope u get a papercut

thanks for 600 :D

[Verse 1]
You’ll tell me that you’re sorry
Didn’t show up to my party
I know something about you
But then just say you doubt me

I stare up at the cieling
While you go disappearing
Said you’re caught in your feelings
It's time I stop believing

[Pre-Chorus]
Now my phone’s just full of ghosts
Screenshots, lies, and “maybe” posts
Every night I rot alone
While you pretend you’re made of gold

[Chorus]
You don’t care, just say you do
Then vanish like you always do
Every text a loaded gun
Every hug came you gave came with a run

Your ashes on my shoes
Your love was just a bruise
Wish I knew it from the start
You were only playing parts

[Verse 2]
You said I was too depressing
Guess that truth is just upsetting
Told me I should take it lightly
Then ignored me daily, nightly

[Outro]
Every lie you said still lingers
Like your name in my fingers
I've got scars that spell it out
Every “love you” filled up with doubt

You’ll tell me that you’re sorry
Didn’t show up to my party
I know something about you
But then just say you doubt me

party girl

alphie afterlife - stuck thinking

alphie afterlife - i worked so hard for nothing you're so easy pick you up like a dolly

song about my existential dread feat @guitarbf :)
https://open.spotify.com/album/4oFVAAlxd96bYFCwJwknUA?si=tXJRHKwtT1i6jWL5r8qg_g

ttm w/ guitarbf

i dont wanna be alive but i cannot die
feel like my entire goddamn lifes been immortalized
if u wanna feel alive lets get fuckin high
smokin hella reefer to the sky till i fuckin die
why his tree smell like bark? shit aint got no bite
mixxed with molly rock got us flyer than a fuckin kite
lets get fuckin high, lets get fuckin high
for the love of god lets get high, lets get fucking high 

smoke tree with an immortal

picture frame

the pain is drawn out but its ok
i eat like shit and get high everyday
nothing good comes out of it anyways
if i try to say what i really wanna say
rather blow my brains out than wait another day
5 mminutes in and ive lost all hope
i just dont know where id go
im at the end and theres nothing else so 
whats the point of health

when it hits harsh

Ballad of a self recognition

THE SUNSET

Просто оставь на мне следы своей печали 
Мои Раны затянулись а вчера кричали 
Осколки моих слез капают на кафель 
Мы падаем с небес звезды вместе с нами

скажи пожалуйста эй сколько осталось
немного алкоголя чтобы снять усталость 
в таблетках не понятно что такое радость
И Только бесконечно нарастает слабость  

Уууууу 
И мои стены кричат 
Помоги 
Я не в адеквате мне нужно идти 
За все что я не смог пожалуйста прости 
Ее телефон разбит
и Больше не в сети

sry (ucv)

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not an official archive account

dc: zicplayer

alphie afterlife - i worked so hard for nothing you're so easy pick you up like a dolly

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