I FOUND IT OH MY FUCKING GOD OH MY FUVKING GOD

hurting myself - dont look at me im nothing new just keep on talking

i love you guys lots .,.,..

stupid blabber:
 girl if u meant something to me 
then there would be nothing to lose
dependin on whatchu wanna b
think u wanna save it for 2
ill give u all my love but for free 
cuz i got stuff i wanna prove 
i think i need her
ur cute u do the most 
them boyz gon like ur posts
i wanna be a ghost 
so no1 sees me 
inside my sorrows 
girl dont keep me
my heart u borrow
dont get 2 cozy 
cuz ill be gone by tomorrow


lovetune

dont tell me what u want just tell me what u need
i wanna sit inside cause outside makes me bleed
maybe its everyone that always doubted me
my girl my world my hair she twirls 
my gem my pearl my love for u
cant b explained my loves beyond
all of the fame my love my love my love 
it makes me blind stuck like some slime
lovetalk rewind i love the times
we would get high talk about our lives
i love it cant stop it i love you 100
cant drop it wont flop i need u in somethin
i need u girl i need u girl i need u girl i need u girl

i need u girl ☆_✭

ash58ash58ash58

lovely girl gon go
fall asleep dont talk 2 me -_-
i stayed on my own
rain drops as she wanna talk oh emi
she wasn't the main she was only a semi
maybe its the gold or the hoes thats wit me
fuckin up my brain to the point where nothings ever the same
and its always fuckin somethin in my way
my love, i need ur trust, fuck lust

fall asleep zzZᶻ 𝗓 𐰁

i cant stop thinking ab her.,.,.

i seen ur face n i knew dat u was my taste
i never felt this way wanna help me decay
oh im just lookin out lookin out for you
n i might fall down youll pick me up jus like you always do
ill get out ur hair
ill get out ur way
ik ur prolly nervous girl
relaxx
doin it purpose oh
im nervous
fuckin with my circuits
o im gladd you come back to me
to me
o shes pretty she dont need no lipstick
hidin all ur yawns y u tryna act cryptic
o ur sleepy girl me 2
hear ur voice n u melt the whole room
melt me darling
nobody else
i wonder if you rlly like me the same
am i just another boyy
go head girl say my name
cuz its gon up my joy
hey youu
come hold my hand
oh cute ur blushin with ur man
i knew u could be more than a fan
i knew i felt wet spots on ur pants



yawn

Vocals & Production by “kammanuel”

hate myself
hate my hate my
hate
i hate myself
i hate how i put all my 
time and emotion
into you
you're inside my brain
every night
i hate how i hate
everyone around me
oh i hate i hate that you’re without me
and i hate i hate myself

(i pray to you)
i pray to you but my prayers feel empty 
what is the root?
God i need you to help me
what is the root?
I want norhing to help me
and what i do to my
self isn’t healthy
i wait for you and it makes me feel filthy
i wait for you cause you’re my only feeling

i hate how i put all my 
time and emotion
into you
(into you)
you're inside my brain
every night
i hate how i hate
everyone around me
oh i hate i hate that you’re without me
and i hate i hate myself

(pray)
i pray to you but my prayers feel empty 
what is the root?
God i need you to help me
what is the root?
I want norhing to help me
and what i do to my
self isn’t healthy
i wait for you and it makes me feel filthy
i wait for you cause you’re my only feeling

Hate (Myself)

understand the message

stupid grace amirite
prod me nd kubelis
mix me
w/@morguee

------------------------------
@ash58gotohell
i just want a girl that aint going
i was on my phone i was jerking off to toe pics
u was on ur phone u was lying 2 my face bruh
i dont believe shit
believe shit
that you say bruh
working on myself
and im trynna b a better man
u was at a party u was touching up on other men
im not coming back 2 u
dumb bitch im not coming back to u
im not running back 2 u
im not ever gonna run back 2 u
let me run this past u dude
i dont want anything 2 do w u
ik ur a slut and ur sending lots of nudes
get up off my line cuz ur sexting other dudes
------------------------------

@morguee

pop a pill now i clipped out reality
cant fw u fucking up my mentality
always wondered it was like to be happy
wonder why my minds always in duality
oh god think im losing my sanity
dig into my body cavity
she b pocket watchin tryna watch my salary
why tf this bitch mad @ me
we could do it in the bubble bath like sally
im w ash doin drugs in a alley
fall into psychosis they dont know abt the gravity
they dont know x99999

i can c thru ur lies -_- (w/morgue) {prod @ash58 & @kubelis}

produced by yung pint da raerest boii alive
*i lowk made this cuz i was sad*
.,.,.
o dats cool witchu im holdin back not smokin 
o i make her drool we do it wit no trojan 
dw thuggpint pullout game godly im hopin
stupid slutt bitch sad n she copin 
im smokin all my gas tryna get dat feelin out my chest 
other girls be slags but i fw u bae u da best 
girl i see u mad why ts lowk got me erect 
we could make a pact baby lme put u to da test 
now i got u glad dat u never aired my first text 
baby u so rad ima bless u up wit good sex 
she like oh thats tuff yk how to cook 
i seen it all before i read u like a book 
ik ur a just whore i bet i wont b lookin at u 
yung pint such a goat need statue 
nono dumb bitch i dont miss u 
u dont wanna step in my shoes 
i wanna see u dance dont wanna say goodbye 
baby cut off yo friends jus make dat sacrafice 
im strippin off yo pants now u wan stay the night 
baby scream out my name dont wanna say it twice

gods prettiest flower

(prod. sabishi22)

(lyrics)
How does this make any sense, that you would fall away 
I know that you don’t care for me, I saw it in your face 
So say my name, not your fault you went insane 
I’ll play your game, do about whatever you say 

Because you let me breath again
Let me in when no one did 
Fragile skin you shed 
Know there’s someone else within

breathagain

PROD PILLS
@plsstaydead

Aint been the same since my brother died
Homie not related he my cousin on my other side 
Choppin up the beat i cut it up like its a homocide 
Im so anti social cause nobody is a friend of mine 

Right hook
Left hook then sleeppp
Right hook
Left hook repeattt
Right hook
Left hook then sleeppp
Right hook
Left hook repeattt

Such a waste of time
lead inside my brain 
Carnage on my mind 
Hate the way u lie
Would it stay the same
Maybe if i died

not again #🤪🔪💕👩 #LSDRADIO

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hurting myself - dont look at me im nothing new just keep on talking

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