tell me what it is with u
i lost all my empathy 
hope ur angel’s blessing u
healing u with melodies 
i know whats my destiny 
its not getting easier 
only getting sleepier 
crash down like meteor
i left monuments around
hate when i’m coming down
somethings always creeping round
i mixed my tongue with ur tongue 
synthetic chemical love
will it ever end with us 
the end is always a surprise 
who u know thats 85 
its rarer in the modern times
but i guess that it is just life

empathy

over anxious it just take control of me 
think a demon got my soul i hate it how he scolding me
i could be the laundry and enjoy how ur folding me
i could make emotions give u chemicals like pheromones
death is waiting round the corner hate it that i gotta go
if theres skeletons in ur closet show me all ur bones
rip ur vessel back until i see the contents of the soul
i have a problem with pushing the ones who will hold me close 
i don’t mean to act like that i’m hurting
i don’t mean to act like that i’m searching
i don’t mean to make them hate me early
i just wanna be myself around someone
druggie thats bipolar and anemic yes a dumb one
i’m so self critical 
the modern times is digital 
i jus wanna throw my phone at the minimal 
i jus wanna make someone feel mystical 
wear my heart on my sleeve is it visible 
wear my heart on my sleeve is it visible 
wear my heart on my sleeve is it visible 
is it visible 
is it visible? 
everything’s going so fast for me
i would love jus to know ur story
i got trauma like why they tear me?
i got trauma like why u torn me
no drugs so it getting boring. 
idk what is next for me
i always hate the end of the movie
i’m gonna hate the end of this movie

i wnna b ur pheromone ( demo )

prod bowsa

ima cut myself just cus ure talking to some guys
and i wont forgive you if you come back and say i misunderstood
and i just wanted to make sure that youre going to be with me
but i wish i wasnt so selfish cus now im stuck in my thoughts
now you think im a schizo but i cannnot prove that im not
but honestly i give up and you can do whatever u want


rejection is the worst honestly

my lyrics: 

Look me in my eyes 
You wanted me to die 
Niggas praying on my death
Like I was gonna fucking cry
I fell under your spell, not in the wishing well
do you tell, do you tell 
me lies 
please don’t lie to my face
don’t make my mind go into a trace
please tell me the truth 
do you love me?
I thought you were the one 
but clearly you thought I was for fun when I wasn’t for fun
nothing was funny to me
I just wanna know your heart and what it conceals 
please tell me how do you feel, when I look in your eyes
between my eyes whenfun  
please look me in my eyes 
and tell me that you love me 
until you don’t want

Look me in my eyes

this song was 4 you but nvm ig lol

u stole my vetements jeans (ft.yora)

girl i need u know ft FACIO.

mari come away w me

hurting myself - ringtone demo

hurting myself - making them angry so they hurt me

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