I fucking hate myself, im always causing problems with everybody else
and no-one seems to hear when I scream for help
That's why I make these songs, it helps with my health 

I hope my mom doesn't find my music
I sleep to my songs it helps me dream lucid 
I hate myself because I won't do it
I put the .9 to my head and I pull it


Honestly I think im getting kicked out soon
Broke all of my bones cause I jumped right off the roof 
Damn im still alive and idk what to do
Was hoping I would die but too bad that wasn't true

#cursedlust #cl

another dumb song of me venting or whatever #cursedlust #cl

should i use the gun
or should i use the knife instead

i dont think it matters cus either way youll be dead

oh ur not real ur js another voice that lives inside my dumb ol head

oh i wish i was dead

so i didnt have to see yu again, again

oh ur not real ur js another voice that lives inside my dumb ol head



what if i js ended my shi rn

hurting myself - sandy

hurting myself - your so easy pick you up like a dolly

hurting myself - met a boy that likes my body

hurting myself - jack is so sad because he is not small enough

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oh no ;(

so goth you couldnt even guess and idk what im doing its 5am

good things come to those who wait

random stuff

happytreefriends #😇

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hurting myself - your so easy pick you up like a dolly

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