IM ALRUNAS BIGGEST FAN NOW HEY NOTICE ME SUPER IDOL

out on all platforms

the moment felt familiar when we walked to that lake
had my hand grasped to yours tight, in spite of your dismay
the leaves started falling, you averted your gaze
why the face?

why the face

and i'm losing my hair over someone who don't care about me
hiding frustration the emotions fall out of me and i can barely take it
signs clear can't mistake it
it comes to a barrier that i couldn't even break if i tried

just lay down and hide
you never gave a fuck about my health in the first place, the first place
so fuck off with your standards, get outta my face and just
take your
hands off my neck and you'll
learn a bit of some fucking respect, i'm so
nervous, an emotional wreck
not again
not again, not again

if you
say so
i'd just
lay low
take time
die slow
take time
die slow

running round in circles, such a fucking hypocrite, a little liquor, never hurts me as long as i forget about, youuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuu

as long as i forget about you

1st Place

1st Place (prod. Pekarot)

distressed

spotify <3

distressed (vedh)

I knew it (johnny friend)

verses in order
@vaeo-music
@yaki_a01
@rouri404
@cbrtrash
@bhertuy
@tsuyunoshi
@captain_morg
@dead4cf
@k0a
@lolydkm
@dylanlongworth
@1maxime
@sudbath
@polar333

im done (capcort)

psychosis (dez forman x polar)

overthinking

prod slicky

@oldcollin

luv u niz

https://distrokid.com/hyperfollow/oldcollin/instigate
https://open.spotify.com/track/75TBDR2qvO0UOR8TNCa3ej?si=c0801757b7d74861/

picture taken by @luckiwitch on instagram

instigate (p slicky)

Mixed and Mastered by Bolboi: https://soundcloud.com/bolboi_kuroro

Thank you everyone who waited this long for a new song🙏😁

Lyrics:

So toxic, but when you ran the other way it made me nauseous 
And I been tripping on my laces tryna stop it
Yeah I know I’m not engaging no it’s not fair
No it’s not fair

So toxic, you up in my cockpit 
There is no way, that you say I should drop it
I’m about to crop it, all these pictures you and I
I don’t look alive, why you keep on tryna revive this shit

If we could only trade eyes for a bit, you would see
Why I don’t put ice on my slits, let em bleed
Don’t even know why you exist
Could you please just admit there’s another, cos I can’t even bother 

To figure this out on my own
There’s a sentimental pressure and it’s knocking on my dome
Luckily for me all the damage has turned it into stone 
Luckily for me when you leave I’m prepared to be alone

These are stepping stones, to a home, a sanctuary 
A place I go when the tension is getting too heavy
I wanna know, how much of me stays a memory 
Too much to hold, you’re probably better forgetting

So toxic, you up in my cockpit 
There is no way, that you say I should drop it
I’m about to crop it, all these pictures you and I
I don’t look alive, why you keep on tryna revive this shit

So toxic, you up in my cockpit 
There is no way, that you say I should drop it
I’m about to crop it, all these pictures you and I
I don’t look alive, why you keep on tryna revive this shit

If we could only trade eyes for a bit, you would see
Why I don’t put ice on my slits, let em bleed
Don’t even know why you exist
Could you please just admit there’s another, cos I can’t even bother 

-

© ℗ 2022 Ty Korhonen

better forgetting

better forgetting [maxchris x chris marek]

@Corefish
I'm sick of providing
all of the things that you want when you like them
bro set the scene since the week from the flight
and I wont repeat till I'm reeving the time back

and you cant retrieve me anyway
I'm lost in outer space
you're not following behind me
i never wanna be this way
i found my only face
i found myself another side piece 
its like

@1ryel
fuckin and feelin and trying
I just been touching, I'm checking, no lying (no lying)
I feel like I'm dying
but I cant stop myself there's no denying (denying)

fuckin and feelin and trying
I just been touching, I'm checking, no lying (no lying)
I feel like I'm dying
but I cant stop myself there's no denying (denying)

@Corefish
all the molly and partys I steady ran from
bullet to my body ain't tell me that we had glass walls
standing through the lobby I think I'm seeing in pastel
damn they're right behind me
I don't wanna be a bastard anymore
I'll take the mask off
I'm plastered on the floor
I'll cut the mast off
I'm sinking through the void
I'm trying to avoid
the fame but I can't anymore
AH

@1ryel
fuckin and feelin and trying
I just been touching, I'm checking, no lying (no lying)
I feel like I'm dying
but I cant stop myself there's no denying (denying)

fuckin and feelin and trying
I just been touching, I'm checking, no lying (no lying)
I feel like I'm dying
but I cant stop myself there's no denying (denying)

@ilyMeezy
And I been trying,
Something you don’t notice…
I’m working till I’m dying (dying!)
And I can’t come back to you
I act like a fool with you

I haven’t felt this bad I know you switching the blame
Blood down my back I feel you turning the blade
Gotta escape this hell I gotta run away
Try to forget the past but cant forget your name

Oh there’s no denying
That you can’t walk on with the thought of me dying (dying)
Oh sit in our silence
We can’t go back and I promise no lying (lying)

(No lying)
@1ryel
fuckin and feelin and trying
i just been touching, im checking, no lying (no lying)
i feel like im dying
but i cant stop myself theres no denying (denying)

fuckin and feelin and trying
i just been touching, im checking, no lying (no lying)
i feel like im dying
but i cant stop myself theres no denying (denying)

Dying

Dying w/Corefish & Meezy<3

lyrics :

okay i tried to fix myself for you
but it's not working out
and everything you said was true
i’m glad you're not around 
to see what i’ve become
sorry i let you down 
and i really don’t know 
how ima make it out
and i could keep on trying all my life
but i just realised
that anything i do won't make it right
fuck i hate my life
god damn it my brain still cannot decide
but i won't deny
that it's so hard for me to say goodbye
hope i can survive

and i'm sorry that i'm so impatient
i'm not trying to keep you waiting
(waiting)
and i don't know why but everybody is telling me i changed
they be acting weird around me like i'm crazy or insane
yea they're trying to bring me down they want to see me suffocate
i don't need anymore trouble in my life so stay away

okay i tried to fix myself for you
but it's not working out
and everything you said was true
i’m glad you're not around 
to see what i’ve become
sorry i let you down 
and i really don’t know 
how ima make it out
and i could keep on trying all my life
but i just realised
that anything i do won't make it right
fuck i hate my life
god damn it my brain still cannot decide
but i won't deny
that it's so hard for me to say goodbye
hope i can survive

better forgetting [maxchris x chris marek]

Alruna

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