produced recorded and mixed entirely by me! im really proud of this one and think this is the style i'm gonna go with for the forseeable future. the ultra lo-fi high pitched drum machine rock shit was fun and I might revisit it soon but I'm moving on from it for now. doesn't really reflect where I am mentally. been a long time since i made a rock song just because i really wanted to get this right. enjoy !

this song's chord progression and lyrics are really important to me. I wrote the first verse and chorus in may and this song has been the first thing I play when I pick up a guitar since then too. cannot stress how much this release means to me

lyricz:
i feel like i am dead
cant get outside my heaad my head
i feel like i cant move
just dont know what to doooo
to do

i hate being alive
slit my wrist i wanna die
wish i wasnt such a guy
stay inside like all the time
life just feels like such a pain
i really hate everything
motivation is so drained
and i really hate my face like
oooo
been so long since i have cleaned my rooom
been so long since i have made my fucking bed
i feel so made fun of by all of my friends
and
i feel so degen
i wake myself
at 1 pm
i hate this life
i think of death
but im too scared 
of nothingness
im not prepared
to leave this world
i wish i was
an average girl
instead i struggle to feel real
instead i struggle to see a life where i pay bills

i feel like i am dead
cant get outside my heaadd my head
i feel like i cant move
just dont know what to doooo
to do

i dont kno why i try
bad decisions i just cry
see incisions on my thighs
next to prickly bumps of mine
nigga everything is strange
why do i feel so much pain
my hair feels so disarayed
and i cannot feel okay
li ke 
i do not have no power
feel like my life is over
only have me to blame
throw on a skirt and
run outside again
embarassing
myself for hours
feel ashamed a stupid troon
ive fucked my life too soon
i know i’m not doing too well
i’ll end up a jisatsu girl
if i don’t grab onto myself
if i don’t lose my fucking mind without some help

jisatsu girl (自殺)

#KULTKLASSICK

fuck tha klub up prod staywidow

Lyrics:
2 twin glocks in my mf holster 
bad lil bitch gimmie head ina roadster
walk in the club bitch im fly like a vulture
smokin on sum gas bitch im fried like a toaster
vampire bitch suck me up in a range
said she love how i swag i got carti on the frames
number nine,vivienne, rockin helmut lang
blood tears in my cup bitch im sippin on sum pain

fuck tha club up baby gon fuck it up
fuck tha club up baby gon fuck it up
fuck tha club up baby gon fuck it up
fuck tha club up baby gon fuck it up
she gon throw it back lil baby throw it back yea
throw it back lil baby throw it back yeah
she gon throw it back lil baby throw it back yea
throw it back lil baby throw it back yeah
i jus popped a xan got a nigga feelin numb
i be throwin hands ion even need a gun
glock 17 n this bitch got a drum
shawty all up on my cus her ex was a bum

double c on me 
said u want sum drop 
then u gotta pay the fee
hangin w da squad 
bitch im hangin w da team
my hoe sip ciroc 
bitch im sippin on sum lean 
im jus livin out my dreams ya

2 twin glocks in my mf holster 
bad lil bitch gimmie head ina roadster
walk in the club bitch im fly like a vulture
smokin on sum gas bitch im fried like a toaster
vampire bitch suck me up in a range
said she love how i swag i got carti on the frames
number nine,vivienne, rockin helmut lang
blood tears in my cup bitch im sippin on sum pain

fuck tha klub up #paininmykup (staywidow)

alot has changed in my life but im keeping the old description for historical reasons

"my wondrful sweet luna helped me make da cover for this : 3 dat is  tha bad  tgirl bitch in question dis whole album is  ab her. i know i haven't posted since. october 2023??? which u guys would understand if u saw da job i started working like that Month Like holy shit nigga this has been one of the most emotionally draining years of my life. i think im overall doing better than i was when ML2005 dropped but nigga it's been a fucking lot. I dead ass started dis year by getting robbed. All that being said im so so fucking happy wit ts. i really think dis album  like. the culmination of my sound from 2021-2024. theres smth for every type of melodyx_o fan, from the niggas who were there when i was making that e-punk garbage ass shit i was doing when i was 15 (please get dat awful ass dammit cover out of my fucking top songs) to the ml2005 lovers to the ppl who was rockin out to all my bitches got bangzz n that weird ass hexd sigilkore era i was in lmao. i rly tried to cover every base. i love you all so much for supporting my music. and my fights with random white ppl online. n my video game that i PROMISE im gonna finish. nd just me as a person. i lovey ou. im typing this fried as fuck about to leave 2 see my folks for christmas tomorrow. this shit marks a new era of my life and while i have no idea where im really gonna end up and while i spend so many hours wishing i was fucking dead and carving on my skin and beating the shit out of myself im so glad i get to see. im so so glad im releasing this dawg. and if u dont fw it suck my dick nigga idc this shit gas no one doing it like me frrl shouts 2 my african american puppygirls shouts 2 my doctor mario mains shouts 2 my wukong one tricks peace and love n if u got a problem w me come catch thesebullets NIGGA. thank u. i love you. and thank you to luna. i know i be an aint shit ass nigga sometimes far more than uve ever deserved but you make everything so so worth it. uve stuck with me thru my absolute fucking worst and youre the only person i could really ever call my muse. or my wife. or mine. lol. ALSO K9ANGELGIRLZ UNTIL I DECAY FUCK NIGGA YALL NOT READY FOR USSSS SHOUTOUT LOR WIDOW RACHYL ALTAIR MICHIMANI ASHLEY DESMI WE GONE TAKE OVER DA WORLDDD i wish i coulda had one of u featured but NEXT ALBUM FOR SURE. Niggas truly not ready. Enjoy da album!!"

tracklist:
1. hold mee (prod. me+supasweettea)
2.collar$aintlaurent (prod. me)
3.spritecherrysoda (prod. amy winehouse)
4.dark souls (prod. jadasea)
5.ao oni (prod. dj blackpower)
6.kairi (prod. dj blackpower)
7.puppy ears 
8.we'll b ok (prod. nujabes)
9.lostmybrain freeverse 
10.frozen heart
11.srry i miss u + over
12.unforced error (prod. me)
13.flipnote journal (prod. me)
14.aint4got (prod. dj blackpower)
15. try again (continue?) [prod. me]

flipnote hatena vol. 1 (OUT ON SPOTIFY)

MISSED CALL COLLECTIVE, Is a collection of tracks made with the collaboration of my friends!!
it has some old releleases, some new, some never released to the public. 
FINALLY OUT ON ALL STREAMING SERVICES!!!!!!! 

Stay tuned for more in the works. so much is underway.. I'm SO SO EXCITED for whats in store for the future.

Sinking In Dreams

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