sad vibes

Passion & Confusion by timmies and shiloh

bandcamp: https://timmies.bandcamp.com/album/passion-confusion
spotify: https://open.spotify.com/album/7dhqyOcnFR9o9SfUhhxqbs
itunes:  https://itunes.apple.com/ru/album/passion-confusion-feat-shiloh-ep/id1288535787
other: https://passionandconfusion.fanlink.to/passionandconfusion

Spotify

tell me why i'm waiting (ft. shiloh)

Exclusive from our great friend The Bootleg Boy Thank you so much for hosting us <3
Couldn't have created such a great track without Ondi Vil love you man <3

Soundcloud Links <3

The Bootleg Boy
https://soundcloud.com/dabootlegboy
Ondi Vil
https://soundcloud.com/ondivil
Thomas Reid
https://soundcloud.com/thomasreidmusic
Bonjr
https://soundcloud.com/therealbonjr

S P O T I F Y

Ondi Vil & Teqkoi - Please Come Back (ft. Bonjr & Thomas Reid)

YEAH RIGHT

It was time I made a track with Snøw. This track is such a beauty hope you guys enjoy and can relate in many ways. keep supporting. Also a big thank's to our boy The Bootleg Boy for releasing our track exclusively on his YouTube page <3

Cover art by 
https://www.instagram.com/allnferreira/

The Bootleg Boy
https://www.youtube.com/channel/UC0fiLCwTmAukotCXYnqfj0A
https://soundcloud.com/dabootlegboy

Snøw
https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=Q_85X4BhUXc

Snøw & Teqkoi - I'm Not Enough And I'm Sorry

Nectar

Sanctuary

The Search

Hate Myself

music video: https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=OkrzFmxBHVM

prod lee

i know when i write this you won't like it yeah i'm sad
wishin you would smile when your hearts under attack
yeah i'm breathin really heavy baby please don't turn your back
i be talkin out our problems while you miss your mom and dad

you miss em bad too, tell me when i ask you
love your authenticity you're pretty but you're sad too
and you know i'll always love you even if i don't have to
baby you're my everything i'm sorry for my bad mood

baby girl i trust you more than i can put in words
i'd be happy to help you if you would tell me when it hurts
you be cryin every night its not depression its a curse
you're the girl that i've been fightn for but you think you're the worst

it's like every time i look into your eyes i swear
nothin in the world could ever compare
no,

when i fell for you i dove
finally i'm happy honestly i lost hope

do you feel your heart sink when you think of my face
does it help you fall asleep or does it keep you awake
do you see me in your dreams, do i haunt you in your sleep
do you wish that i was someone else you wanted me to be

i can't take it all the pressure on my back
wishin i was different we both blame it on my past
i can't even act right, i don't ever sleep
wishin i was everything you wanted me to be

no i can't take this i've been breakin
you stay on my mind
half the time i write about you
i don't wanna try

it's like every time i look into your eyes i swear
nothin in the world could ever compare
no,

when i fell for you i dove
finally i'm happy honestly i lost hope

i can't even take it all i ever do is stress out
feelin like i'm light its like i never put the pen down
and murder every line every time i'm a threat bro
killin every track like i got a fuckin deathnote

pretty sad (prod. lee)

Buy/Stream

INTRN & beowulf - Lose A Friend

tell me when you change (ft. Powfu)

prod me <3

lyrics:
she said, 3 facts i, still cry too
i'm losin' faith in my ability to like you
i'm losin' touch with who i was and now i fight you
to be honest we should probably say goodbye soon

and now i'm drunk and i'm peekin at your homescreen
makin sure i'm still there, hopin you'll still hold me
and now you're drunk and you're thinkin bout the old me
where did all the time go, why do i feel lonely?

and now we're drunk and were listenin to cars pass
thinkin bout the good days, will they ever come back
and now we sulk, while we listen for the rain drops
listen for the thunderstorms and hope the fuckin pain stops

this is not a tik tok hit, or a mainstream slap
its the hook verse hook on how my heart collapsed
this is not a dance real slow, if you love me don't go
i've been tryna find some peace down every road we go

why do we fight every evenin
i'm sorry i woke you from sleepin
i'm spillin my guts, so my head don't combust
you're the girl of my dreams you're the one i believe in

i went from holdin you close
to someone you used to know
i remember gettin fucked up
i remember lettin go

she said, 3 facts i, still cry too
i'm losin' faith in my ability to like you
i'm losin' touch with who i was and now i fight you
to be honest we should probably say goodbye soon

and now i'm drunk and i'm peekin at your homescreen
makin sure i'm still there, hopin you'll still hold me
and now you're drunk and you're thinkin bout the old me
where did all the time go, why do i feel lonely?

and now we're drunk and were listenin to cars pass
thinkin bout the good days, will they ever come back
and now we sulk, while we listen for the rain drops
listen for the thunderstorms and hope the fuckin pain stops

homescreen

lyrics:

every day fuse into one this month
i cant keep control if the speed to much
triple up my fluid on my last good night
i cant even see my fingers front my face in these lights
every things different than it had been before
unroll my backwoods and break my meteors
friends like these family i never knew before
life on this planet aint felt this new before

but we'll get by
she gets high
every other night
and just cries
girl ill be with u tonight
im on en route
im around the block
im near the drop off
really got me locked down
im ten down
i cannot not stand 
for this shame im too proud
locked up
so i kick the door down
locked down
she really got me locked down
guess she know me too well

im bleeding
im falling
im breaking apart
past the andromeda im in the stars
once you look down on the earth from this far
you can see just how small of a person you are

you could stay girl its cold can you see the lightning
i just talk then i leave im not tryna slide in
i distract then i bleed if she got me biting
dont get me wrong we all human but im uninviting
in the club but im tryna write inside that top my night stand
i fit too much of my work into this fucking life damn
i put too much of my pride into my fucking spine man
if i had to live a pawn just take my fucking life then

every day fuse into one this month
i cant keep control if the speed to much
triple up my fluid on my last good night
i cant even see my fingers front my face in these lights

but we'll get by
she gets high
every other night
and just cries
girl ill be with u tonight
im on en route
im around the block
im near the drop off
really got me locked down
im ten down
i cannot not stand 
for this shame im too proud
locked up
so i kick the door down
locked down
she really got me locked down

locked_down (nevrfall)

All revenue made from this song will be given to sewerperson to donate to BLM funds

*Revenue is from Soundcloud and Spotify streams, as YouTube is not monetised for me*

https://soundcloud.com/sewerperson

AMV:
https://youtu.be/ZLMMiklJ2kM

LYRICS:
if i could hear these walls
id lose my mind
the rest of heart lays in scraps on my arm
we just gotta get into every other night its like we got to
walking out my house i see these panes u put the rocks thru
i aint change my phone those texts are green because i blocked you
i hope u doing better now with no one else to talk to
i had left in the pouring rain
for an early trip i planned yesterday
smile painted across my face
as i board this plane going far away
why was pain so quickly dealt
it seems that i have forgot myself
belting out into open space
as we mumble hymns from a broken place

whole damn week
i was wondering where the cash at
whole damn week
i was moving outta glad bags
world so bleak
i been dodging all the mouse traps
words heavy
i can make it feel my back crack
reach the next day ill never know
is she ok i better hope
freckle pale face tarped over bones
sleeping half baked
eyes aint even closed damn

whole damn week 2

sewerperson - whole damn week 2 (nevrfall)

I posted a clip the other day of a song and was honestly shocked at how much you guys liked it. Every project I do there are a couple of songs that I hold back or just don’t feel like work and this was most likely going to be one of those songs. A day or so after I posted the clip I heard a cover a fan did of it and I was blown away by it. Long story short, my producer Tommee and I took her audio and ended up finishing it for you guys! Thank you Mikayla Sippel for letting us use your amazing voice and inspiring me to actually release it.  - NF

#pop #alternative #hiphop

Chasing_(Demo)

Chasing_(Demo) [feat. Mikayla Sippel]

Listen Now

lyrics

imma pour a 2/6 up til its empty
snake bitches always tryna tempt me
couple in the city tryna wet me
you already know its outta envy
when i pray to god imma pray i kill them softly
iced out heavy no hockey
iced out heavy no crosby
surely i know 20 people got me
i do not punch like rocky
rambo
imma slide thru go cujo
imma come in and dismantle
posh bitch play the piano
when i fuck her good she gon moan my handle
i do not do no kisses
and u cannot be my misses
she said baby im a christian let me switch over to a different position

all on my own
u left me all on my own
usually id let it hurt me but i was a product of getting my own
i was too focused on leaving my home
i was too wild i was tryna cope
smoking on sticky im blowing my o's
she rub her skin till she red in the nose
burnout
she aint think id make it but i turnt out 
i aint plan ahead but i turn up
polaroid pictures with the bird up
pop 2 can i get a 3rd one
i just wanna go until my face numb
i just wanna go until the pain gone
everybody on her like raymond
crocodile tears when i tell her like caiman
dont forget
i cannot separate
once i love imma i love u till i suffocate
feel my body try to leave me as i contemplate
life without i dont know how i could operate

can we connect
its been a while i think that u owe me a message just out of respect
i know im crazy u know im a target i got me some opps at my neck
i had a party u cancelled the invi i wanted to know why u cant come
sorry im too drunk

imma pour a 2/6 up til its empty
snake bitches always tryna tempt me
couple in the city tryna wet me
you already know its outta envy
when i pray to god imma pray i kill them softly
iced out heavy no hockey
iced out heavy no crosby
surely i know 20 people got me
i do not punch like rocky
rambo
imma slide thru go cujo
imma come in and dismantle
posh bitch play the piano
when i fuck her good she gon moan my handle
i do not do no kisses
and u cannot be my misses
she said baby im a christian let me switch over to a different position

2 - 6 intro (jabarionthebeat x kimpe x tokiowahl)

Lyrics: 

 I've been going through the motions
Learning how to pretend
That everything is perfect
And I've been sinking in an ocean
Drowning but I'm silent
Yet everyone thinks I'm afloat
I'm running through mazes, mazes
Maybe it's just a phase but regardless
I'm flipping the pages, pages
I'm going through changes
But I swear I'm the same
Could you show me some patience
Along the way?
I'm going through changes
But I swear I'm the same
Could you show me some mercy
If I start to stray?
I've been chasing after feelings
Most of which are fleeting
I still feel empty
And I've been trying hard to fit in
But how come I'm so different
From everyone I see?
I'm running through mazes, mazes
Maybe it's just a phase but regardless
I'm flipping the pages, pages
I'm going through changes
But I swear I'm the same
Could you show me some patience
Along the way?
I'm going through changes
But I swear I'm the same
Could you show me some mercy
If I start to stray?
Trying to fight the seasons
Trying to find my meaning
Maybe there's a reason
Why I'm going through these changes

Changes - EP

Changes

so you’ve gone away 
but i still wait for a glimpse of you in a vacant room
i’ve never known the words to say 
so i’ve stayed up for a sense of truth
but hate the thought of waking up alone

hope will hide those thoughts that would eat at you
but i won't manage to see it through 
i hate the truth of waiting under the gun

i’ll go far away from the place i knew
but i won't manage to see it through
the weight that grew too heavy to bare it alone
i wish it would go
i’ve lost the hope
i’m gone

i want to wait but i still hate what i did 
to prove myself to you
is there still hope that this can change?
i’m wondering what it meant to you
i hate the thought of waking up alone

hope will hide those thoughts 
that would eat at you
but i won't manage to see it through 
i hate the truth of waiting under the gun

i’ll go far away from the place i knew
but i won't manage to see it through
the weight that grew too heavy to bare it alone
i wish it would go
i’ve lost the hope
i’m gone

prod/mix/mst by me

‎▶ video

blind in the snow

lyrics:

And when the lights are all burnt out
Would you be here beside me now
Im mortified because I wasn’t cut out for this 
the bleakest of nights torment me now

I ate soot I was half way down the chimney I almost died
I taste soot I could see breaks in my skin poking out bone white
Every bodies always quick to be vocal
cause Everybody always assumes its fine
but Maybe I don’t wanna talk to you im lonely
But that doesn’t mean you can waste my time
Bioluminescence in the purple night sky
All alone out in the forest you and I
You got my heart and you’ll have it till the end of time
Take my arm come see the other side
take my arm come see the other side
take my arm and come and see the other side
take my arm come and see the other side
I want u to take take my arm

And when the lights are all burnt out
Would you be here beside me now
Im mortified because I wasn’t cut out for this 
the bleakest of nights torment me now

And when I go to bed I can’t getchu out my head
All these voices but the faces are blank
I learn to adapt cause the shit just change
and u aint really love me girl that shit just fake
and If these streetlights didn’t exist
I could see thru the stars back the way to my ship
Lemme go home girl this planet is shit
Lemme go home girl I miss em to death is that bad

And when the lights are all burnt out
Would you be here beside me now
Im mortified because I wasn’t cut out for this 
the bleakest of nights torment me now

soot (eric godlow)

prod. @nilowhbeats

Verse

All off these burns 
Are things that ive learned
Chasing down something is powered by hurt

Feelings will fade
But memories stay
I wish they won’t

Chorus

I see the chaos
Their crossing the line
Fighting for honour and falling behind
Bleeding alone
And thinking of you
Hope I wake up at a table for two 


Verse 2

Soldiers are coming 
The ashes are flooding 
The ground beneath our feet

miles of bodies
The smell of flesh rotting
a ghost inside a dream

Its cold in the night
What’s living will die
Missin the warmth of your eyes

Its cold in the night
What’s living will die
Missin the warmth of being at your side

End

Wherever u go
Is where ill go to
I know im not home cuz my home is w you
And ill crawl
Ill crawl
Back to you
Ill fall back to u

bleeding in the battlefield (nilöwh.)

s/o to https://soundcloud.com/boyfifty for the fire beet and inspiration <33
s/o soundcloud.com/cay2o for mastering too
mixed by me

lyrics:
I know u hate this, I don't fkin like it either.
my brain cant stay still, I'm struggling to chill myself
I really hate me, cause I cant fkn kill myself
I been blocking out my mind just to heal myself.

she gon' thank me when I kick the bucket.
obsessive thinking, my mind crazy, but I cant say fk it.
cause I got u and these people who gon' listen to me
this shit my therapy, don't take it as a lecture homie.

I fkn, lay in bed just thinking and sht.
i think id probably be happy if I didn't think about sht, but i cant help it my mind racing like a track meet
i try to sleep then get depressed like tf happened to me.

I’m wastin my time, I opened my eyes
can’t rely on these bitches I learned that the hard way
comin back to my senses, but ive been through hell
i’m a lion in a cell, but its kinda hard to tell
now I dont mean to yell, but sometimes I need to get this feelin out of my chest.
I love my homies, s/o my brothas 1 time 
I hope they not lonely, cause im barely alive.

i been blockin out my mind just to heal myself

spotify

i been blockin out my mind just to heal myself (prod. boyfifty)

Prod by @sorrow_bringer
Mix/Master @farhantnvr

Available on the following and more!
Spotify: https://open.spotify.com/track/0TDeuAseKp3QFMQ6nCSzso?si=-EcP7N02RMSem9w4ZxPvPg

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FB - Akane Ryōiki

Lyrics -
Nobody told me life would be lonely
The ones i love don't know me              x2
It's been sometime thought i'd be fine
But i'm not

Aren't you sick of feeling hopeless
Tied to the ones who caused this
I'm all out of love
Been used long enough, forget it

I'm only soundin like a broken record
Cause you play and play on repeat
The sweet sound of my agony

Woah oh
If your living this way
Woah oh
Well don't give up don't give in like me

I know i have a lot of breakdowns
Just a ton of things i know i need to work out
So no you don't know
Enough of me

Nobody told me life would be lonely
The ones i love don't know me              x2
It's been sometime thought i'd be fine
But i'm not

I know it's easier to run away
Try to hold another day
Sing this song from night till the dawn
You got this

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