Rest In Peace Teddy. You Are Beyond Loved and Treasured. 💜💚💜💯❤️‍🔥

Best Life by Sabrina More ft DJ SlimBoogz

reflecting on a troubled day

Eyes On Lights

Lock It Inside

one day i'll do a full write up about this album, but for now -- please enjoy

water in my veins (intro)

lyrics written and performed by Oliver Solstice Barrow
song recorded and produced by Oliver Solstice Barrow

keep me underwater don't make a sound
i blame you for all of the ways i'm feeling now
i blame her
fall into plans that i didn't make
spending my time in odd ways
i gotta stop dancing dancing to you
i blame her

and i never wanna see her
but she always comes around
and i can't scream at her cause her lips are on my mouth
in my head i could do better
but it's never good enough
poor you, poor you

keep revvin the engine just see what happens
i'm not amused by all of your plans and whimsical outings
oh i blame her
don't call me back don't go to my house i'm not a muse
feeling one sided don't make a move
i blame her

and i never wanna see her(see her)but she always comes around(around)
and i can't scream at her(at her)when her lips are on my mouth(my mouth)
in my head i could do better(do better)but it's never good enough(enough)
poor you, poor you

keep me underwater(water)
oh i blame
me underwater(water)
keep me ah oh, don't make a sound

and i never wanna see her(see her)but she always comes around(around)
and i can't scream at her(at her)when her lips are on my mouth(my mouth)
in my head i could do better(do better)but it's never good enough(enough)
poor you, poor you

keep me underwater don't make a sound
i blame you
for all of the ways that i'm feeling now

Keep Me Underwater

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Another song that I've dragged out from my archives. Wrote this in 1999, however changed the lyrics quite a lot in 2023. Not a fan of the title, seems a little bit cliche, maybe, but then again I'm not sure any of my other titles are otherwise captivating, in an especially original way!  I suppose the title alone says something about what the song's actually about, so will give it that.  

Having listened to it a few times, tweaking levels, and so on, I'm thankfully starting to forget the original 19 year old boy lyrics! 

Lyrics

You are the One

Only once I lost the fight
Right then I couldn’t stop the light
Ran into you, and that’s when I fell
In something new, heard ringing bells
An accidental change of scene
Was like the world had gone crazy
Upon a sudden shift in me
Was steeped in something more complete

You are the one
You've pulled me into the light
My kind of scene
The one where
You are my life, I am your life

It seems I failed to just be me
But hey that’s fine cause now I see
It seems I failed to comprehend
I was just going round the bend
I painted myself into walls
Brush stroked my demons too I’m sure
You reached in pulled me from the deep
Gave me a kind of energy

You are the one
You've pulled me into the light
My kind of scene
The one where
You are my life, I am your life

You are the one

AI-generated art, care of a few prompts, of course, as I can't draw a thing!!!

You Are The One (1999)

Last Summer (Prod. by Stylan Beats)

ON DROP

This song goes out to my beautiful cat, Teddy! He passed away on May 15th 2024, and so I decided to get some cathartic release through music in order to express myself when the words don't hit. I vented out my emotional distress and anger by sharing a vulnerable side of myself to you all. Thank you for rocking with me!

Teddy is a Dance & EDM track with some Dubstep elements for the Dark Aggression and anger I have. The beautiful and sad parts are for my grief and sorrow, and the beautiful memories that Teddy and I shared together. 

This tune is coming at you with 144 BPM in B major.

Enjoy!

Teddy

The second track of the Lapith Girl debut album 'I Promise That I Won't Die Before You Do' released by Subosc Records, 2020

https://suboscrecords.bandcamp.com/album/lapith-girl-i-promise-that-i-wont-die-before-you-do-lp-sls001

The First Hands Opened Like Trees

https://linktr.ee/Alt_Z

𝘠𝘰𝘶𝘳 𝘧𝘳𝘪𝘦𝘯𝘥𝘭𝘺 𝘌𝘋𝘔 𝘴𝘤𝘢𝘭𝘭𝘺𝘸𝘢𝘨

Teddy

Alt-Z

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