when the sun dies (soundcloud exclusive)

alteric - Mixing Engineer

(prod. michael harrison)
post production - me

Lyrics:

Yeah, I know I'm only seventeen
But I've been through like everything (Yeah, yeah)
I just need a sign, just to know that you like me
I just need somebody who can shoot when I say please
"Literally"
Tell me that you care about me, tell me that I'm all yours
I just need somebody can love me when I'm done for
I just need somebody just to tell me what I'm here for
I'm calling up Lexapro, like bro, make a drug for this
I'm way too in love, and I cannot get enough of it
I'm way too in love -
I just think I'm done and I'm too fucking young for this
Tell me I was wrong, cause I'm done with this lover shit
Fucked around in my head and found out that I'm fucked in it
Why?

I'm sorry if I'm -
Hold up hold up, let me talk to 'em for a sec
Why do I still move on?
I just, write all these songs, while you get drunk
And you talk to your friends, and you're taking all these drugs
You would do it all again, cause your damn fucked up in the head
I don't know why
Goddammit Emily, what the fuck?
Yeah I tried last night, but I wasn't enough
Like I tried last night, but it just went, "fuck"
Like I'd do anything just to do it all again
I just wanted all your love, I didn't wanna be your friend

Tell me that you care about me, tell me that I'm all yours
I just need somebody can love me when I'm done for
I just need somebody who can tell me what I'm here for
I'm calling up Lexapro, like bro, make a drug for this
I'm way too in love, and I cannot get enough of it
I'm way too in love-
I just think I'm done and I'm too fucking young for this
Tell me I was wrong, cause I'm done with this lover shit
Fucked around in my head and found out that I'm fucked in it

last night

last night (prod. michael harrison)

When I was twelve, I thought about
Packing up and moving out
But I'm better now, But I'm better now
Now I'm seventeen years old, And I'm writing all these songs
All these other people, They just wanna take my sauce
Well I promise I'm not right, I'm just writing all my wrongs
And I'm coping with this music
'Cause I'm doing what I love
To the people I love, I'm sorry I
I wasted all your time
I spoke to my father, I said "Sorry Pops"
And I told my mother "I would never wife a hoe"
That's on God
Yeah this girl named Emily
She doesn't know what's In front of me
It's the bottle full of amphetamines
I'm popping perks with Hennessey
It's all because this girl named Emily
Emily is running away
Emily is running away
Emily is running away
Emily is running away
Emily is running away
Emily is running away
Emily is running away
Emily is running away

girl named emily

girl named emily (soundcloud exclusive)

I'm just trying my best cause
I can't keep my composure
those times when we're closer yuh
time goes, now were older
now I think it's over, hey!
and I don't wanna go
I just wanna stay here, but it's getting kinda old
and maybe it's all fake, I just really don't know

I'm just trying my best cause
I can't keep my composure
those times when we're closer yuh
time goes, now were older
now I think it's over, hey!
and I don't wanna go
I just wanna stay here, but it's getting kinda old
and maybe it's all fake, I just really don't know
I'm just trying my best

but I can't get enough of it, oh no
and I think I'm in love with it, oh no
you called last night, you said "were done"
and I think we're done loving, shit, oh no
I can't help but hate the cold
oh no, I think I just fell in love

composure

Lyrics:

hey its me
I cant come to the phone right now -
(alteric)
Pop a bottle, we can really get it active in this scene
I don't like to talk, I just let my choppa do the singing
If you got a problem, we can get active in a ring
Oh no, oh no
I just made a 100k in a week
Psst, who the fuck is you?
ksubi on my jeans, huh
Prada as my shoes
I just popped some Molly
Now I'm bugging off these pills
OMG, OMG, how the fuck you find me?
Psst, peekaboo, I could never peek-atch-u
Uh, uh see it through
You could never see it through
See it through
Yeah, you could never see it through
Roll it up, pass the blunt, let me
Yuh, I ain't done, where you going?
All my pockets they be bloated
All my choppa's they be loaded
And if I pop him he gon bleed out
Pop a bottle, we can really get it active in this scene
I don't like to talk, I just let my choppa do the singing
If you got a problem, we can get active in a ring
Tell that bitch to slowdown
Your poppin' too much OXY
We gon have a showdown
Get the paparazzi
Bugging off them shrooms bitch
What you trynna do bitch
We could go stupid
We can go stupid
popping out like I'm Cupid
I just fucked a white bitch
She whiter than my mucus (eww)
I just made a 100k in a week
Psst, who the fuck is you?
Ksubi on my jeans, huh
Prada as my shoes
I just popped some Molly
Now I'm bugging off these pills
OMG, OMG, how the fuck you find me?
Psst, peekaboo, i could never peek-atch-u
Uh, uh see it through
You could never see it through
See it through
Yeah, you could never see it through

prod.by (Drax, vvspipes, siemspark)

see it through

see it through freestyle (soundcloud exclusive)

Mastered by me :)
Check out @remember_me_music
Lyrics: 

if you lied to me then say it to my face
why'd you read all my messages then evade
why you always gotta act so fucking fake
you make me wanna put a gun up to my brain
and blow it out i don't wanna be without you
just slow it down you're being irrational too
you're using my trauma is that the best you can do
you make me wanna kill myself and that'll be soon
tell me it was me you love
tell me im just not enough
all your bullshit lies this shit just isn't adding up
oh no
and I wish you could see me but you don't
and I wish you could help me but you won't
no, you dont
isn't it comedy, Its kinda gold
you say you would stay but you always go
i dont want to do this no more
i dont want to do this no more
i dont want to do this no more
(i dont want to do this no more)
if you lied to me then say it to my face
why'd you read all my messages then evade
why you always gotta act so fucking fake
you make me wanna put a gun up to my brain
and blow it out i don't wanna be without you
just slow it down you're being irrational too
you're using my trauma is that the best you can do
you make me wanna kill myself and that'll be soon

i hope you kys

Hello, hey
You must be the new girl
you dont say
this must be a new world
for you
for you
times past
and we became great friends
and times last, i hope we do till the end
so you
can choose
i know at a point in time
i said id change my life
i said id get new friends
but that shit made you cry
an all i do is lie
and i - 
i do it all
all for you
wanna know the truth girl
i don't want you to leave
id change anything
just to make you pleased
and i can understand
when you get mad at me
cos, who would've,
who would've stuck around
accept for you
you
ill stick till the end
if you do too
ill make sure
ill make sure
oh ill make sure
you can count on it
count on it
ill make sure
if you do too

all for you

Love is gonna be the death of me
Oh oh yeah
Another year I've grown older
Those promises I'd stay sober
And time goes, so why should I
I'm only eighteen and I barely tried
If only I was mentally healthy
It feels like I was only born to be lonely
If I ever said I loved myself, I'm phoney
And if I lie again torture me so slowly
And I promise you don't know me like you think you do
And pops if you love me then state your truth
Cause If you loved me then you would've seen it through
Now pops I wished you would've said
woah eric my boy I'm so proud of you
woah
I know you love me but I don't see it
You tell me those lies but it's not perfect
You draw me some letters and hope for the best
I cannot blame you, you're trying your best
If only you would you would leave me
Don't leave me now
Stay here for now
Stay here for now
Love is gonna be the death of me
Oh oh yeah
Another year I've grown older
Those promises I'd stay sober
And time goes, so why should I
I'm only eighteen and I barely tried
If only I was mentally healthy
It feels like I was only born to be lonely
If I ever said I loved myself, I'm phoney
And if I lie again torture me so slowly
And I promise you don't know me like you think you do
And pops if you love me then state your truth
Cause If you loved me then you would've seen it through
Now pops I wished you would've said
woah eric my boy I'm so proud of you
woah
I know you love me but I don't see it
You tell me those lies but it's not perfect
You draw me some letters and hope for the best
I cannot blame you, you're trying your best
If only you would you would leave me
Don't leave me now
Stay here for now
Stay here for now

eighteen (stonesowavy)

Yeah there's nothing you can say to me, oh no
I'm not your savory, oh girl don't you play with me
Oh no, shits the same to me oh woah, no
Don't think I'll ever change, you say you hate me
And girl I've been feeling kinda down as of lately
I know I'm gonna sound dumb, that sounds kinda crazy
And bear with me baby just please bae be patient
Wow, you be smoking all the dope shit
Fuck all your friends and the gang that you hang with
(Woah oh, oh no no, oh no no)
Can't believe you did me like that
cold-hearted, stabbed me in my back
then you called, said you wanted me back
I've drawn the line we'll leave it at that

say2me

say2me (soundcloud exclusive)

this producer just got pegged! Straight femboy activity
fawk

saw the love of my life but i fumbled 
two clone bitches on me, twin
twin, twin, horns on me like im the devil
i-i- i don't even gotta try for a damn medal
two damn cribs i don't even gotta settle
ha, ha, ha, ha
laugh it up, laugh it up to the ba-
ba - ba - ba - ba
laugh to the bank
ba - ba, bank
okay, i'll be honest, i just love it when you say my name
fucking on this bad bitch off of marijuana that merry jane
i did it once, i'll do it again
could give a fuck about you and your friend
you and your friend (you and your friend)
i aint never had a problem w you, why in the hell should I start now?
uh, why should I start now
im taking it back
im taking it back
im taking it back
im taking it back
im taking it back
im taking it back
im taking it back
im taking it back
im taking it -
im taking the bag and im taking her friend
im blowing her back out, she a 10/10
cause i fuck on the first date i ain't no gentleman
she got a few toys still stuck in the attic
trauma hurts you? that shit must be tragic
hakuna matata, how i fuck on a tablet
im waving my dick like im playing with magic
i love to fuck cause that pussy my passion
taking it back
im taking it back
im taking it back
im taking it back
im taking it back
im taking it back
im taking it back
im taking it back
im taking and taking it back
im taking it back
im taking it back
im taking it back
im taking it back
im taking it back
im taking it back
im taking it

im taking it back (soundcloud exclusive)

produced by yours truly:)
enjoy your listen

God | Father | Son

hold on my hand, i think im done
spare my life when the kingdom comes
my therapist told me i need someone
i need someone
and it can't be you, it's said and done
and it's not just you, its everyone
its everyone, its, its everyone
so this is, religion
im sorry mom, i did you wrong
im just a kid, i love the fun
dad, i know you need a son
but i, i cant

im barely a man, i cry every night
theres blood on my hands, im all out of time
im so immature so don't waste your time
im so immature so don't waste your life
don't you tend to my wounds
let me bleed out in the backseat
so let me look at you
let me look at you
so darling, don't you cry
I'll see you once again
when we're living happy lives
and we're not "just friends"
so when you pray just know
this is religion

when you pray just know (this is religion)

Sippin wock my tummy hurt
Smoking weed might pop a perk
Fuckin on a thot, huh, she a lil nerd
Fuck it your boy alteric on go
I got a bitch all up in my scope
Bad bitch in bed she doing sum coke
Bad bitch in bed she doing the most
Huh, huh, huh, huh
Triple homicide shit look like a circus
Huh, huh, huh, huh
Fuckin on a thot she look like a church bitch
Huh, huh, huh, huh
Moving like Taliban, we in our turbans
Im grabbin' my bands and im grabbin' her tittys
She poppin a perc an im popin these fifties
I got me a check im movin too litty
I got me a place so I guess im too pitty
I coped me a Cuban link, shit cost 60
I pop perks and you pop pussy
Huh, huh, huh, huh
Huh, huh, huh, huh
Brodie popped a bean now he bugging off that lsd
Yo bitch big asf
Is she sippin on promethazine
Can she put the cup down
Can she put the cup down
Doubt it that bitch feint for sure
Thought he caught enough rounds
He breathing shoot him in his throat
I cannot take it
You niggas basic
You cannot be better than me
You should just face it
I’m on the top so give me the top
I need the throat
I know that’s your bitch
But tonight she’ll be my goat
Like let’s go
I need me the bag I need me the money
I need me the doe
Huh, huh, huh, huh
Huh, huh, huh, huh
Moving like Taliban, we in our turbans
Im grabbin' my bands and im grabbin' her tittys
She poppin a perc an im popin these fifties
I got me a check im movin too litty
I got me a place so I guess im too pitty
I coped me a Cuban link, shit cost 60
I pop perks and you pop pussy
Huh, huh, huh, huh
Huh, huh, huh, huh

happy mothers day mah, i love you. <33

Mama, please don't cry
I promise you I'm gonna be okay
From the struggles to the fights
From the arguments and lies, I'm sorry, Mom
But you raised a boy who's strong
And I may shed a tear
But at least I got a mom who I'm happy is here
So I thank God every day for the mom He sent my way
Oh, I'm happy to say that I'm your son
Wouldn't have it no other way, oh, you're my only one
Wipe the tears off your face
Mah your son is growing old
Oh, I'm happy to say that I'm your son
Wouldn't have it no other way, oh, you're my only one
Wipe the tears off your face
Mah your son is growing old
Mah your son is growing old

Father, your son
He's damn near a man now
Still finding out
How to make his old man proud
And I'm still not done, I got plenty to prove
I'm sorry for me saying I would leave and never come home
I'm sorry for me saying that I'd stay with my old folks
Now I know that
I wouldn't change a thing about how it all went
Cause you taught me so much, and I'm still in your debt
Mama, no need to fear, oh, no need to fret
Cause your son is doing fine, thanks to mom and my dad
And as the youngest child, I knew I had so much left
I can't believe I'd give it all, I was dumb and depressed
Oh, I can't believe I'd give it all, I was dumb and depressed
Dumb and depressed
Dumb and depressed
Dumb and depressed

But I'm so god damn happy to say that I'm your son
Wouldn't have it no other way, oh, you're my only one
Wipe the tears off your face
Mah your son is growing old
Mah your son is growing old
Mah your son is growing old
Oh, I'm happy to say that I'm your son
Wouldn't have it no other way, oh, you're my only one
Wipe the tears off your face
Mah your son is growing old
Mah your son is growing old
Mah your son is growing old
Mah your son is growing old

youngest child (happy mothers day)

stupid w/ Stizens

messin with my head (Cxsper)

down a path

It was the last time, that I saw your face in the darkest night
Holding out my hand so you realize
That I care, Mm
It was the last time, that I saw your face in the darkest night
Holding out my hand so you realize, that I care, Mm
There was no issues, I was just crying because I miss you 
Lay in my bed with these dirty tissues, I care, (yeah)
I don't really like you, find it funny how I did too much
I - I - I don't really talk about, problematic, kinda tragic
I guess it's just a bad habit
Pop another pill, can you feel the thrill? (ay)
Used to say "I love you", but fuck it, i'd rather kill
Ain't no one around to see your blood fucking spill
Bitch, shut the fuck up
I ain't tell you talk, why the fuck you speaking up? (hush)
I'm not one to fret, but you fuck it up (nah)
I wish I could tell you I wanna make love
But its a shame that you fucked it up

ISSUES (w/ Stizens)

what i have left, idk
you took ahold of my hand 
I lost that part of me now
Im barely holding as a man
I just need someones help
And i suppose its kinda wrong 
how i succumb to my thoughts
I just think i was the world
and I don't need somebody else
put my thoughts inside a bin
shake it up nobody knows
cause thats sum shit nobody knows
thats sum shit nobody knows
thats sum shit nobody knows (woah)
nobody knows, nobody knows
nobody knows, nobody knows

I suppose im kinda wrong
I'm just a kid inside my room
I suppose im kinda wrong
I cant help but think of you
How could you blame me 
Its all i think about
all i (woah)
nobody knows, nobody knows
nobody knows, nobody knows
nobody knows, nobody knows

you took ahold of my hand 
I lost that part of me now
Im barely holding as a man
I just need someones help
And i suppose its kinda wrong 
how i succumb to my thoughts
I just think i was the world
and I don't need somebody else
put my thoughts inside a bin
shake it up nobody knows
cause thats sum shit nobody knows
thats sum shit nobody knows
thats sum shit nobody knows
yea, 1234, 1234

isn't that funny oh nobody knows ok sorry then

I was bored and made something you put on in the background while playing mc or something 🤷‍♂️ nothing to crazy but hope you enjoy :)

despise you

PRESAVE: https://distrokid.com/hyperfollow/alteric/idontfeelthesame

Just got fired from my job, and so I made this :)
Mixed & Mastered by @alteric
prod by (@2hollis & @alteric)
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Lyrics

I don't feel the same, yeah, I'm feeling quite terrible
thoughts inside my brain, you don't wanna find out
It'll be a shame, I'm sure It's unbearable
cause it won't be the same, no, I don't feel the same

I wonder how you think I feel, my bet that it's wrong
I'm tired of myself, how come I don't end it all?
how come I just let it fall?
I don't care at all
I don't think I care for me, well, maybe just a little bit
well honestly its probably less judging from the looks of it
You cant ever do nothing, Eric, you're a bitch
All you ever do is sit and whine and talk about your shit aHAha

I don't feel the same, yeah, I'm feeling quite terrible
thoughts inside my brain, you don't wanna find out
It'll be a shame, I'm sure It's unbearable
cause it won't be the same, no, I don't feel the same

alteric

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