fuck nicki minaj btw i just wanted to remix an oldie lmao

2025 edit: idk how this my most popular track lmao but thanks

super bass / this one #Jersey #sitgay 154bpm

music+notes

crush

guys im dropping more solo music i promise

ima bawss

For years, I hath carried burdens too foul for mortal tongue.
All the sorrow, the fury, the deceit, bound within mine chest like chained beasts gnawing at my soul.
I have spoken, yet none hath truly heard. Mine words were twisted, my truth made mockery by those who wore false grace.

Long have I endured, sealing my torment behind a mask of calm.
Yet beneath it, I didst burn.
I raged in silence, cursed in thought, and begged the void for release.
They call it composure, I call it a slow death.

I have been made to feel as though mine pain were sin, as though my worth were something to atone for.
No more. This hollow peace, this lie of stillness, I cast it aside.

There comes a night when silence becomes unbearable.
When creation claws at the inside of my skull, demanding to be released.
This is that day. The birth of everything I’ve carried in shadow.

Collabs:
beveni x @ihateupunk 8:13
beveni x @blayence x @bangtrip4 10:36

Thank you for your patience.

BEVENI // BLOOD OMEN

0:34 @venexxi
1:59 VVS (@venexxi @vilexx @prodspill)
3:42 @qioh
5:13 @nolandavinci
7:47 @venexxi
8:52 @vilexx

artwork via Tezuka Architects

freeSpirit kit ->->->->->->->->->->->->->->->->->->->->->
https://www.beatstars.com/prodspill/sound-kits/255560

spirit25 w/ Nolandavinci, Qioh, Venexxi, Vile

HelloWorld

we a work in progress yea
swear I hate the way that it all went down
I been trying hard just to standing my ground 
cuz you don’t know if it’s gone be my last time

so let’s celebrate 
you so fucking great 
baby you the best, nothing like the rest yea
sometimes I be feeling god been testing me yea
what you got in store for me yea
niggas don’t know what I wanna be
and that’s how I like it
keep it all to me
I just love this feeling
shit you can’t defeat
can’t defeat yuh

what we finna be? It’s the end of our run
we a work progress and I won’t give up
I ain’t have enough yet, I ain’t have a enough
got a fire in me, shit just like the sun
(yea yea)
I don’t know stuck in my mind
damn this shit just don’t feel right
they don’t know shit about me
and that’s how I like it yea

we a work in progress yea
swear I hate the way that it all went down
I been trying hard just to standing my ground

how i like it (prod enuar xyz bsterthegawd)

produced by @xandror2

i been to hell but im back now
stuck in the background
soon as i push thru
gun on my lap now
bled on the map
that i had, need to find you
not in control of this pole
i could blind you

fuck, you could blind me
blood on my white tee
blood on your white tee
bloodfall, it's likely
i'm getting sick
i admit, only slightly
if i must shoot
then i must shoot presicely

i don't even like me
there's nobody like you
somebody come knife me
oh trust me i'd like to
i can't seem to do it
i lost all my movement
i don't need to prove it
i feel useless

ok i ran out of uses
ok lemme recharge
then get back into it
like wow i almost blew it
put that gun in yo hand
cock it back, you can do it
blow out yo brain in the back
you can do it

7.62 in my chest
7.62 in my face
i got 7 straps inside the truck
incase you're running late
i put on the kevlar
so im first in line to show my face
so as we get in just air it out
please let them know their place

gaspedal

chan

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