this track's title does not fit the vibe at all lmao

Granola

8813

https://open.spotify.com/album/6mc5eL6xo5D8rpHfA1yMAJ?si=v-VZ1B3_RYiq4DpDfXT02w

composed this on a day that my cat got sick and threw up like a dozen times. then listened to it on repeat for hours while i waited for her to get checked out. sat on it for a couple weeks. added a bunch of small things and refined the arrangement. left it another week or so, and then refined the mix, left it another couple weeks and now here we are.

~enjoy♥

interlude

i've not been well. i have so many things to be grateful for and still i see nothing but dark days ahead. no sight of a purpose beyond ensuring my trucks leave the hub with all their packages aboard.

Worry not where it's going. the question is. are you enjoying the ride?

♥Enjoy~

v-lyrics-v

wish i had some positive words to array,
but i'm over being me today
i'll be waitin' on you to come back to clean me out, until then
i guess it's back to me old routine

got me feelin' like i don't know
not certain you noticed, but i'm havin' a hard week
stuck out here in the snow
you've been keepin' me hard you got me so weak
it's really quite neat

how you stop in a panic
when you thought you were manic
but what you didn't know was
it's all inside your head

guess i don't wanna be here for you no
guess i'm just scared to become your low
if only you would let me go

Old Routine

Theodore's Trek

The Gravel Driveway

Dental Denial

WATCH OUT! THE PULSE WAVES IS GONNA GIT-YA!

♥Enjoy~

assbass

White Boise

i just want you
to love me like you used to
invalidate all my doubts
show me there's a way out

♥Enjoy~

invalid

butt oven

something

featuring my sister Audrey Metzger on the keys :3

♥Enjoy~

PO Box

Rrubberr

mine cover of Orion Sun's song Intoxicated

mine boy toy did the artwork for me :3

♥Enjoy~

intoxicated

i dunno why i named it Whale Mail. it has nothing to do with anything of the sort, but here's a song called Whale Mail that i made over the course of a few months. it's okay. could be better, but i'm done playing with it so it's on Soundcloud now so my brain can register it as "complete"

♥enjoy~

Whale Mail

https://open.spotify.com/album/0heUsPAnLYKfWNwSi1de2x?si=J-UlNyyrQzyOoBhfDn5XYQ

it's too late to say goodbye
i don't wanna watch you cry
i can't say i don't know why,
but i'll build a new girl with Raspberry Pi

♥enjoy~

credit to my boy toy for the art :^

Raspberry Pi

kinda a downer of a song, but eh, it just happens like that sometimes

♥enjoy~


Lyrics:

i just wanna be content with everything in my life
maybe i’m making reparations

maybe i’m runnin’ out of patience
i just don’t wanna be myself anymore 
maybe i’m makin reparations - can i just -
can i just leave that shit from back before

i Just wanna be content with everything in-

i just wanna be content 
spent my whole life
just tryna run the clocks back
make up for lost time
livin’ in discontent 
i can’t breathe
sick of how my life’s been spent
i was only tryna kill the noise
the constant hate
you sat there
and took the barate
the past it breaks
u think u gotta watch ur waist
u can’t taste
and now you prolly fetishise it
too late
now i can only sympathize it

should they have to know about
all the lives i’ve lived before 

maybe i’m runnin’ out of patience
i just don’t wanna be myself anymore 
maybe i’m makin reparations - can’t i just -
can i just leave that shit from back before
can we leave the past behind us
i can’t seem to see myself anymore
can i leave the past behind me
it controls my every move
why can’t i leave it all behind me?

Waffle Trouble

https://open.spotify.com/album/0IaeOzmif3v9Wp3Gd8SF5y?si=78Xd4yVnTGWQIybvUzoTcw

Enjoy ♥

-- lyrics --
Feels like wasted time
Just getting older
None the wiser
You don’t sleep anymore
i thought i heard you say so
Now i’m just tryna get with who i used to know
Just a fragment of the boy i used to know
i guess i gotta learn to let it go

You stood right there and i did not care enough

She told me she found him
Down by the riverside
Running away from the high tide
Too scared to see him cry
Heavy when she found him
So she left him to dry
This day could be paradise
Or just a day lost to time

Here i sit alone without all of our friends
i didn’t think you’d carry them
Thru our memories

This game of catch and release
He’s such a tease
Got him gettin’ down on his knees
Pray to the gods in your head
They don’t hear you
Slither away at the end
They won’t cheer you
Not within or withstanding
She’s reprimanding
Think that he’d be better at landing
if he put a little work into his emotional branding
Boy don’t reach too close
She’ll toss you out to dry

She told me she found him
Down by the riverside
Running away from the high tide
Too scared to see him cry
Heavy when she found him
So she left him to dry
This day could be paradise
Or just a day lost to time

A Day Lost To Time

i ripped some audio from a YouTube video i was watching at 1.75x speed and ended up making this in Ableton 11. pretty rad.

here's the vid https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=ncOfRG2PaAg

Enjoy♥

Tiny House On Wheels

Uhhh...i recently got Ableton 11 and i also recently watched the OG Bee and Puppy Cat. so naturally... :3

♥enjoy

AH Lasagas Gone

♥enjoy

lyrics:

when i was a frog
i lived near tadpole creek
i had a wifey
and a million kids
i saw myself in the reflection
of the creek waters
as my tadpoles sang a bar

sing it out
sing to me
that's my tadpoles
my tadpoles

my tadpoles are so cute
my tadpoles are so sweet
my tadpoles are like cherry pie
in the middle of a summer night (night)
my tadpoles are so cute
my tadpoles are so sweet
my tadpoles are like cherry pie
in the middle of a summer night (night)
you know i'm right

now it's time for a duet
with me and my tadpoles
you might be wondering how
a tadpole can even sing

they're just so cute
my tadpoles are so sweet
my tadpoles are like cherry pie
in the middle of a summer night (night)
my tadpoles are so cute
my tadpoles are so sweet
my tadpoles are like cherry pie
in the middle of a summer night (night)
my tadpoles are so cute
my tadpoles are so sweet
my tadpoles are like cherry pie
in the middle of a summer night (night)
my tadpoles are so cute
my tadpoles are so sweet
my tadpoles are like cherry pie
in the middle of a summer night (night)
you know i'm right

and that's why i'm keepin 'em all to myself c:<

My Tadpoles

Enjoy♥

Lyrics:

i met this girl at the Taco Bell
yeah she told me that i kinda smell
but what the fuck does she know about it?
she didn't look like no aromacologist, that's for sure

what are the tell tale signs of an aromacologist?
i don't know.
she wasn't wherein' no lab coat tho
i would think she would be, right?
anyway look - 
this girl
she was somethin' else
she was so fine
i had to get with her

i know you got the coochie waitin' for me
you can throw that ass back, don't need your story
i know you got the coochie waitin' for me
you can throw that ass back, don't need your story

s- so me and this girl we're at the Taco Bell
i was singin' real, real nice to her
while she was guzzlin' down burritos
i was askin her to come on over and guzzle down mine
i'll offer you some left over wine
suffice to say, she just told me to fuck right off
it was pretty rude
it was really rude
what the fuck am i supposed to do with that?
fuck you!

yeah i didn't wanna tap that anyway no
she was rude and kinda ugly honestly
and i could smell her from miles away yeah
and that's why i don't fuck with aromacologists

The Aromacologist

https://open.spotify.com/album/6hoXMUhVB0FeNIwQ4Abc2q?si=uj0XbPo4T3-rqXvUHbVRfQ

this is part of a biweekly challenge i'm starting wherein i produce 5 ideas the first week, pick my two favourite ideas and then poll my friends to decide which one to produce into a proper demo over the second week. this is the first installment of that challenge.
i hope you enjoy the outcome ♥

untitled.1

https://open.spotify.com/album/5hnb4DlD0CFwomVWNAmB8k?si=Wdmt0q6_QLyG-QXk8eCXiA

the second installment of my biweekly challenge. spent too much time on it -- prolly won't come back to it. kinda goes hard at the end, but needs better vocal takes cuz my voice is weeeak...anyway
~enjoy♥

lyrics

(i need to find a way out)
(can't seem to find a way)

don't struggle so much
you'll only make this worse for you
you make me hate myself
i can't feel myself at all

and bitch you already know what the problem is
like this was all my fault yeah
i just wanted a few minutes alone with you
you know i didn't mean to kill you

i wanna feel you in my hands
no i don't wanna talk about it
cuz i don't wanna think about it
i just wanna see you take it all

yeah i'm just tryna get you to feel the mood
but you won't appeal to it
i wanna see you soaked in fear of what i'm 'bout to do
it's nothing you're used to

yeah i know we're not just kids anymore
but it feels so right
tell me i'm wrong
tell me i'm right
it doesn't matter

i didn't mean it to go this way
cuz i thought you were gonna like me
yeah all i hear is your voice anymore
can we go back to before you stopped breathing
cuz they won't forgive me for what i've done here i know
can't we go back to before
can't we go back to before, oh no

i know i didn't wanna see you die
i hope you know that's no lie

i can't seem to find a way out of this labyrinth in my brain
i can't feel the pain, i feel no shame, all that's left is your remains
no i can't seem to find a way out of this labyrinth in my brain
i can't feel the pain, i don't feel sane, not much left of me remains

The Crescent Moon

rappin like a muther fugging tool

lyrics
SS nine-seven-one,
why would i call you back
i don't owe you jack
they say i got - no sweat
i paid my tax on the net
got my return, went out bought a vette
i'm only 27 call that a quater life crisis
yeah it's my quarter life crisis
i'm going nowhere, but i'm looking cool
been making beats that make me feel cool
never went to a proper school
rappin like a mother fuckin tool

SSninesevenone

here's a little rework of my track with my friend St Oattie rapping on it
@user-832889695

i hope you like it :3

SSninesevenone (Feat. St Oattie)

Running Too Fast (DEMO)

it's a very "Drab Majesty"-type song but i sang on it like Kermit The Frog for some reason

enjoy♥

i kermitted sudoku all over this

This is a little snippet of a song I'm working on as part of a weekly challenge that my sister started on Instagram. #quarantintchallenge
Join in if you're keen

~ Enjoy

Blue (Preview)

fell so far i can't feel what's real anymore

altNUM3

Popular tracks