The Lost Bun

Neo Bomberman - World 5 (Erg Remake)

early work in progress, felt it was worth uploading :^)

without a trace (wip)

I wrote this song for myself and anyone else who felt they had to suppress themselves due to feeling unsafe to come out.  Me because I went to a high school where people like me were not accepted and not treated well and others because I know I'm not alone in this. You are valid you matter and you can be yourself and you WILL find people who support you.

Without Your Permission

Why Am I Here?

A second, more earnest attempt to FL Studio. The previous song took me 5 minutes. This one took me 5 hours. Composing music's pretty tough.

Get that dog off the piano!

This is the first song I ever made. It's not very good and I never did much else.

Zone: Industry (My First Song 2016)

"Vinyl Me Please" The Album January 7th

tags:
quadeca, quadeca from me to you, quadeca type beat, quadeca sysyphus type beat, quadeca alone together type beat,  quadeca from me to you type beat

Vinyl Me Please

okay I remembered the fucking soundcloud password

Lyrics
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Folded and stacked, the lint is black
You’ve had a long day
Take off your heels, get on your back
You got too drunk, she’s in the trunk
Still bitter, still gray
“Fuck what the doctor said;
That woman’s never dead.”

And you bury your head in the sheets, in the bed, in my shoulder and neck
And I promise that I’m trying to love this less
Always trying not to hold my breath,
‘Cause I don’t know what this is

And we’re not kissing, but it feels like we’re kissing
And we’re not fucking, but it feels like we’re fucking
And it’s hard to stay awake
And the whole world shakes, but you’re so motherfucking
Still you haunt me
Still I’m the ghost
And if I didn’t love you, I’d hate you the most

Soft shower noise, your satin voice
acting out movies
My favorite’s Thelma and Louise
It’s almost nine, you’re pouring wine
Into your coffee
How can you judge me, then
When I get high at ten?

And it’s thick with a tension that
We never mention ‘cause you haunt my house —
I think your mother taught you how

And we’re not happy, but it feels like we’re happy
And you don’t love me, but it feels like you love me
And it’s made to fade away
But until that day, I’ll just stay motherfucking
Still you haunt me
Still I’m the ghost
And if I didn’t love you, I’d hate you the most

Sick in the head, love, sick in the head
You’re keeping someone who’s already dead
She’s in the house, she’s under the bed
Whispering things that she never would have said

Sick in the head, love, sick in my mind
I’m keeping something that’s never been mine
Sick to our heels, love, sick to our teeth, and
If I didn’t love you, I’d ask you to leave

And I’m not drowning, but it feels like I’m drowning
But I’m not fighting, not kicking, not screaming
And it’s a dream, for heaven’s sake
But until I wake, let’s just stay motherfucking
Still you haunt me
Still I’m the host and
If I didn’t love you
If I didn’t love you
(I still do)

The Host

Twitch Affiliate, Songwriter, pianist, and cat mom. Started sharing music and streaming of the only goal I have is to share positive vibes through music and throughout my life. Hope that you enjoy and find me live on twitch come join the choir today! Where all voices are heard <3

Without Your Permission

altogirl2019

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