Viola and guitar improvisation for the song "Touched The Waters"

Touched The Waters (Instrumental)

Improvisation of "Touched the Waters" (an acoustic original that's a bit more singer-song writer) with viola, guitar, and voice.

Touched The Waters

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Chapped lips and you’re sleeping
but it’s okay
I am myself without you, too

I tore open my rib cage to keep from sinking
each breath a mistake made
against myself
under oath
or the trunk of a tree
But I still sink
I cannot help but betray the limbs of my heart 
withering away each time I will myself to be a shape
a name
an animal
a thought for someone else
each time words clawing out of my eyes but no sound to my dry lips

Outcast your melancholy, says I 
unless you want to be alone for a pond’s depth
of losing lungs seconds
I’m sorry, I hiss, bubbles rising
I’m sorry I can’t save myself
I’ll kill you for your self pity, the water murmurs back

I scream so loud instead of glass breaking my chest tears open
But I -- But I 
Keep screaming instead of glass breaking my chest
tears torn shreds open and I 
I scream so loud instead of glass breaking my chest tears open but I keep screaming I keep screaming I keep 

I've gone back to smoking cause things are too hard 
I should be alone
I should be alone
I should be alone
I should be alone
I should be alone

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