i wanna call her mine

[maybe she misses me as much as i miss her]

i just inhale another bottle of gin
i remember all the sorrow and the pain that i give
is it fantasies or lies that i've been wallowing in?
i still miss the taste of your bloody tongue kissing my lips
is enough not enough?
you're just covered in drugs 
just the cold metal touch of your dagger in us
am i something or nothing to you?
you could find other tools to use
i'd slay everyone in here just for you
without us what am i to do?

i hate when i'm sober
i love it when i'm drunk
i hate when i'm sober
i love it when i'm drunk

i just inhale another bottle of gin
i remember all the sorrow and the pain that i give
is it fantasies or lies that i've been wallowing in?
i still miss the taste of your bloody tongue kissing my lips
is enough not enough?
you're just covered in drugs 
just the cold metal touch of your dagger in us
of your dagger in us
tearing me up
(oh i love it)

inhale

bae if i fall would you, pick me up?
i hear voices all around me, am i not enough?
be the clover for me, if i run out of luck
(you don't even care)

is there somebody else?
do you even want me at all?
feeling unwell, i hope you don't leave me to rot
(it replays in my head)

im a loser, i'm not pretty at all
for my flesh, rip it off
i've succomb to my thoughts
i just wanna die

nothing matters at all
outta words, for a loss
all the things i would i do
for a grasp at your heart
just defile my arms
carve your name in my skin
so i bleed for my sins

oh i need it, i need it, i need you

clover

Stop pretending

I feel sick
I feel sick
I cant stand you no
I cant stand you no
cus you left me out to bleed
picking at ny scars so they wont heal
keep bringing me down and making it my fault
I just want to know why you still called
why you still called
is it my fault
I cant take this no more
why'd I waste my time on such a whore
I cant take this no more
why'd I waste my time on such a whore

faultlines (prod. casper’s pishogue)

dumb love

feels - you again

i hope your words haunt when you sleep
you lay with him but not with me
but will i ever go to sleep

do your worst
bring me down and fix my hurt
love me till it works
inside
tell me how it feels
to hide
do your worst
bring me down and fix my hurt
love me till it works
inside
tell me how it feels
to hide

i wonder if she burned my hoodie

there's a hole where your heart should be
its nothing but nothingness
swallowing every drop of love 
did you ever get tired 
of feeling so lonely
you fill it with everything 
but what you need 
without slowing 
you pull them in closer
they don’t even know you
did you know yourself
or the things that you felt
no you can’t have a rose
with no thorns 
without killing it slowly
but i guess that’s just how you want to be

it’s just how you want to be
it’s just how you want to be
it’s just how you want to be
it’s just how you want to be

Stop pretending

010Yin

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