it's been awhile since I posted up a song where I'm only singing .... this was recorded end of 2012.

Laying on my bed, headphones in my ear
Listening to the sound, looking for a reason why
I said goodbye
There's voices in my head, pain is in my heart
There's this feeling deep inside
Why did I say? why did I say?
Goodbye

Goodbye ft. Chelsea Chasity

an old song

Every thought of you, brings back memories
Back in time when it was you and me
When we used to hug, when we used to kiss
Just to let you know, it's you I miss
As the years went on, we went different roads
Gone separate ways, living different homes
I'd never thought, you'd be leaving me
I told you things, like you're all I need
I wish I could, just go back in time
Only if I could, with you by my side
I would treat you right, I'd be right there
I'd be the one, to show I care

2x
(I'm missing you, you know I do
I'd do anything just to be with you)

So I don't know why I just gotta try
To move on right now, but what's love about?
So I just gotta try and see the light shine right through
What else can I do, to make it up to you?


What Else Can I Do? (unfinished Demo)

Everything To Me

http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=BsNXB1Gb_p4

ARTIST: alvinjayy
SONG TITLE: soon to fade
PRODUCTED BY: life and death productions
YEAR: 2014

(V1)
Each moment lasts an hour
Each hour lasts a day
The clock is slowly ticking
Since the day you went away
I need you here beside me
I just want to see your face
To feel your precious heartbeat
Cause there's no better place

I'm gazing out at the window
And I look up at the moon
I play the waiting game
And pray you'll be here soon
They say hopes eternal
I only hope it's true
For I can't bare the emptiness
That comes from me missing you

But why do I gotta be
The one to suffer most?
Maybe it's because
I got a bit way too close
By letting out all my love
I have for you to you
Until this day,..
I don't know what to do

You were my best friend
The one who really mattered
The one I still love
But now my heart is shattered
Nothing left but just
The broken pieces of my heart
Us coming to an end
Never before came to thought

(CHORUS)
I am really missing you
Like I do, everyday
And I am still loving you
My love for you will never fade

(V2)
I'm sorry that I've acted up
I made big mistakes
I took you for granted now
I'm dealing with these shakes
We've been through a lot
But we've came to an end
The love wasn't there
From all those times we've spent

Things won't be the same
I can guarantee you that
I guess what I'm saying is
I don't really want you back
Everything we've been through
Is now a memory
And I don't even know
If you're missing me

But why would I think
That I was the best you've had?
The way I've treated you
Damn it, I was really bad
Never gonna forgive myself
For what I've done
Lost a best friend in life
But at least I've got my son

He should be the one
To make me loving life
I've always chosen you
And left my son aside
Not this time, no
I'ma be a better daddy
To be there for my son
And to have him proud of me

(CHORUS)
Right now I ain't missing you
Like I was, everyday
Yet I am still loving you
My love for you will soon to fade

Soon To Fade (NEW) 2014

Lost Verse

A story behind how everything was back then for me

How Everything Was (a good life)

Nickelback - Gotta Be Somebody (guitar cover)

New Divide - Linkin Park (Fingerstyle Guitar Cover)

Monday Morning (2011)

Lost Love (2010)

(verse 1)
It's you I think of everyday in life
I just wanna be the man by your side 
I'd treat you right, I'd never treat you wrong
I'll prove to you by writting this song
Explaining how much I feel for you
And how much my feelings are true
I just wanna be the one you adore
Each passing day, I just care more
You're the reason, I'm still rapping
But I still don't know what's happening
You told me you like me, but nothing's going on
I like you too, my feelings are strong
I'm crazy for you, do anything for you
Please understand whatever we go through
I'm the one who's there, you know it's true
I'm the one who cares, I'm there for you
This feeling I feel, I know it's real
It's what you do, to make me heal
I want you by my side, in my life
I'd prove to you, I'll treat you right
So let it be me , all you need
I'd be happy, than you will see
If together we'll be, we'd hold strong
We've known each other all along
The look in your eyes, is all beauty
The way you make me feel, feels lovely
Can't get you out of my mind
Does that prove, I need you by my side?
You're worth waiting for, you're all I need
You're the one, who's from my dreams
The wonderful angel, sent from above
To be with me, to cherish my love

(chorus 2x)
You should know by now I'm crazy for you
And I would do anything to stay true
Cause I've like you for a very long time
And you're the one woman I can't get out of my mind

The One (FREE DL)

Alright, This is for my daughter Raven
Daddy loves you, Daddy misses you
But I know you're in a better place right now
And I'll see you again real soon
You'll always be in my heart

Why did this have to happen
Daddy misses you, and loves you
Why did your mom not tell me
When you gotten sick, I don't know if
I can make it through my life
because you are gone

Daddys Babygirl, I really miss you
I do wish I could've been right there
Cause Daddy does care, Daddys babygirl

I don't know what I'd do
Only got to hold you once, im sorry
I promised your mom I'd be back
To see you again, wish I stayed
Right there by your side
Cause you'd cry for me

Daddys Babygirl, I really miss you
I do wish I could've been right there
Cause Daddy does care, Daddys babygirl

Daddy's Baby girl (R.I.P)

I never thought I'd fall, I thought I'd never see
Myself turning into the person that I would never be
But I guess people fall just to know it all
(you gotta know it all if you wanna stand tall)

Rythem-Choices ft. Alvinjay

Some Linkin Park Vibe.... enjoy my listeners :)

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Fall To Rise-Rez Prodigy (OFFICIAL)

dedicated to my bro Kyle P. Morrisseau (r.i.p)

02.12.92 - 11.10.09


Everyday I Pray ft. Rythem

Artist: Alvinjayy
Song Title: The Way Life Is
Mixtape: Alvin's R.A.P (rhymes and poetry)
Produced by: Epistra Beats
Year: 2012

this is my life.

--verse 1--
In my life, I just feel like
I'm not there at all
People dissing me, saying 
I'm the one blamed for the cause
Everything I've ever done
wasn't really bad
And for my son I'll give him
everything I've never had

Which was a father teaching him 
from right and wrong
Teach him about life
Lead him towards God
I don't want my son
to be doing the drugs
Cause as he grows older
he won't give a fuck

During my teen years
I've been an ass towards my mother
And lost the respects
from my own brothers
I'm wanted in the streets
wanted by the G's
They will do anything
just to watch me bleed

So once I'm gone
will you miss me?
Or just forget everything
I tried to achieve
To be the emcee
I've wanted to be
But with your help
I'll awake from this dream

--hook--
We go through struggles and pain in life
But I guess that's the way life is
We have regrets, we have our faults
But I guess that's the way life is
We see things that makes us move on
But I guess that's the way life is
We're all here just to live and die
But that's the way life is

--verse 2--
If I ever give up in life
I wouldn't get the respect
From the lord himself
before I face my death
I'll have to live right
for me to see the light
Every single night
I'll just stand up for my rights

If I ever fall down
I'll just get back right up
And I'll show the world around
that I'm never giving up
It's Alvinjayy
in the house spitting flows
People diss me but what do
the people really know?

I'ma emcee, yeah
I got people hating on me
They say I'ma wanna-be
but nah I disagree
People know about me
and heard of my music
So think twice again
before you start talking shit

We on the rise
me and my bros
Rythem and Shady T
if you haven't known
We're the prodigy in the rez
yo check it out 
And listen to our story
of how we started out

--hook--
We go through struggles and pain in life
But I guess that's the way life is
We have regrets, we have our faults
But I guess that's the way life is
We see things that makes us move on
But I guess that's the way life is
We're all here just to live and die
But that's the way life is

--verse 3--
Listen up
I've been through alot
Everything I've lost
was all I've ever got
But I've lost it all
people watch me fall
I'm the only one
who's been blamed for the cause

Now I'm looking back
back in time where I see
I'm the only emcee
who's tryna achieve
But I'm stuck in this dream
damn, I can't breathe
Feeling so helpless
someone please help me

All I ever wanted
was someone to care
But no one is there
life is so unfair
What'd I ever do?
to get people to hate
I know I was a punk
and a big disgrace

I'm changing up my act
no looking back
I'll write up my raps
writting down facts
Write down my stories
where I'm left bleeding
Write about my life
that no one else is seeing

--hook--
We go through struggles and pain in life
But I guess that's the way life is
We have regrets, we have our faults
But I guess that's the way life is
We see things that makes us move on
But I guess that's the way life is
We're all here just to live and die
But that's the way life is

The Way Life Is

Inside I Break feat. Shady T

S. Alvin Jacob Dunsford
also known as "Alvinjayy"
25 years of age - may 13 / 90
Musician / R&B Artist
Little Grand Rapids, mb.


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