(Intro)

(Verse)
Had my heart broke and tore but still her I am
I was down, out for the count, but still I stand
Was defeated, knocked me out, put me on my ass
On my knees as I pleaded give me one more chance
All I need ; lord it’s all I nee
Cleanse me from my sin, remove every ounce of greed
I was broken now I’m mending getting better
I was frozen cold as stone but now I wear a sweater
I get scary ; I told em it get scary
I’ll get through it told em did it once before
Lord I’m wary; Lord I swear I’m wary
Rain and thunder I can make it any storm
Lost it all ; no help to get it back
Cost is small ; once you get on track
In these days I’ve been feeling mad reclusive
And I don’t trust em cause they loyalty is not exclusive

(Chorus)
Find myself ; next to no one else. (No one else)
Though I smile ; the pain is Always there. (Always there)
In this hell ; the evil still repel. (Still repel)
(I’ll get through it and I did it once before)
Find myself ; next to no one else. (No one else)
Though I smile ; the pain is Always there. (Always there)
In this hell ; the evil still repel. (Still repel)
(Rain and thunder I can make it any storm)

(Verse)
Bobbing and I’m dodging I’m avoiding all these obstacles
Gotta keep it moving but I’m jogging with no optical
Don’t you hate it when you tryna get ahead
Always playing catch up but you running with one leg
That’s how I’m feeling ; the thought of death appealing
Overloaded ain’t no telling how I’m dealing
Call it quits put an end to my misery
I’ll admit I’ll be happy if it’s it for me
Lord knows I’ve been going through the most 
No inspiration I don’t need another quote
What I need is to make another move
Get up off my ass fore I’m in another mood
So depressing ; I gotta stay relentless 
Body tired but my mind and soul are restless 
What it’s like feel this beautiful pain
Though I’m going through it
Feel this beautiful pain

(Chorus)
Find myself ; next to no one else. (No one else)
Though I smile ; the pain is Always there. (Always there)
In this hell ; the evil still repel. (Still repel)
(I’ll get through it and I did it once before)
Find myself ; next to no one else. (No one else)
Though I smile ; the pain is Always there. (Always there)
In this hell ; the evil still repel. (Still repel)
(Rain and thunder I can make it any storm)

(Verse)
Sitting in this room without a single thing to do
Grab my pen and a pad 
And proceed to write these tunes that
I bring to you 
I love to make this music you can tell that I’m in tune with finally found a way to use it
Harbored thoughts, alarming thoughts, could kill myself, or kill the beat, you give me energy I tell you what’s been killing me
Pop a pill then I pop a couple more
Having fun or
I’m just hoping that I overdose

(Outro)
Find myself , next to no one else
Though I smile , the pain is always there
In this hell , the evil still repel
Rain and thunder I can make it any storm

Always Romer