VERSE1:
it's been a month,
but i'm still stuck in total disbelief.
only took about a half a minute
to get over me
her names trouble,
such a siren, flyin from police                                         
was probably bored to tears of me,
was brief but we had fun at least.

reminds me life is short
i watched her model living free
best version of myself 
was drawn out by her energy
she's twice the woman than who 
i had pictured in my dreams
And wasn't until I met you
that I knew what it felt like to breathe

weighed down, head heavy now
you were moving me
i can't forgive myself
(still stings)
she didn't even flinch at losing me
i built her up
I saw the good inside her
others didn't see
but i was so naive
to think she'd fall in love with me

CHORUS:
I hope the truth’s not what it feels like
my whole life has been building up to this point
Heart don’t want to hear
There’s always next year
And my soul knows better now
Than to buy lines
Like better luck next time
(CC SAMPLE: FORGOT THE WORDS))

VERSE 2:
All wrong now
What is this?
None since piqued my interest 
No use what’s the difference?
One remaining consistence
You’re still what’s missing
But the radio said
It wouldn’t be raining
Ya that cloud’s always followin’
Spare me, save your breath explainin’
Why am I even botherin’? 
Hey, I could teach a class on lonely
I could write the book on grief
Found someone I could love forever
God why’d you take her from me?
I’d walk a thousand miles
I’d swim the seven fuckin seas,
raise the deepest hell on the earth
id bring the heavens to its knees,
see your reflection in the water
hear your voice amongst the trees,
The smallest whisper on the breeze
tellin me we'll never be.
You bring my world to life
And what you touch begins to sing,
My soul knew nothing of sun
And heart had never heard of spring.
Let’s see snow melt together 
Watching as winter waters freeze,
and like a stream
my soul runs towards you 
like the river that it feeds.

CHORUS:
I hope the truth’s not what it feels like
my whole life has been building up to this point
Heart don’t want to hear
There’s always next year
And my soul knows better now
Than to buy lines
Like better luck next time
(CC SAMPLE: FORGOT THE WORDS)

Next Time prod.Dswove&Yenga mix. Toro

I know that you dont want me back
but sometimes i clsoe eyes
visualize what we had
and if i could change your mind
we'd be back
but you say theres no way
i know i got no chance
im thinkin we 
just gotta let it go
you're not for me 
thats just the way it goes
im thinkin we 
just gotta let it go
everything we had
just like that
i gotta let it go

I won’t forget the look you gave me,
The first time I bought flowers for you
The disbelief,
Wary, you hesitated
Even asked for who,
As if they weren’t for you
More now than the girl back then,
Who had given up
Trying to hold back the tears
Welled up in waves,
Whirlpools, cascaded
I saw many a tearfall
And don’t think any were wasted at all

For what it’s worth,
I’m really glad you’re doing better
I should have seen the signs
I should have been more clever
When she tried to talk it out,
I really should have let her

I know that you dont want me back
but sometimes i clsoe eyes
visualize what we had
and if i could change your mind
we'd be back
but you say theres no way
i know i got no chance
im thinkin we 
just gotta let it go
you're not for me 
thats just the way it goes
im thinkin we 
just gotta let it go
everything we had
just like that
i gotta let it go

Let It Go - C@iden feat.Alyn Ford

Alyn Ford - Hummingbird
co-produced by Golden Calf

Lyrics:
I know I shouldn’t but
I’ve been missing you so damn much
Caught staring, shiver
When I'm with her its rough
It’s sinking in
I’m still not good enough
I love the way you look
When you forget the words
How do you hover, wait
You can fly backwards?
What I'm after is your laughter
Song of the hummingbird

Only once in a while
Can I admit the truth to myself
As if I could have believed
That you and me
We could ever be us

I know I shouldn’t but
I’ve been missing you so damn much
Caught staring, shiver
When I'm with her its rough
It’s sinking in
I’m still not good enough
I love the way you look
When you forget the words
How do you hover, wait
You can fly backwards?
What I'm after is your laughter
Song of the hummingbird

And pain must be a place
Cause that’s where I’m writing from
The only place I remember
The only one that I’ve ever known
And it feels like home
My heart's like a diamond
Compressed under the weight
Of a lifetime spent alone

And maybe just this once
You’ll hold the door open
I keep hoping you won’t slam it shut
Tell myself someday but
A thousand years could go by
And you’d still say be patient hun
Should probably hate you but
It’s hard to do that
When you fall in love
I won’t stay mad
Gonna hold my tongue
So remind me to relax and
Help me to have fun

I know I shouldn’t but
I’ve been missing you so damn much
Caught staring, shiver
When I'm with her its rough
It’s sinking in
I’m still not good enough
I love the way you look
When you forget the words
How do you hover, baby
You can fly backwards?
What I'm after is your laughter
Song of the hummingbird

BOL Entry

Hummingbird

Hummingbird prod. Golden Calf

Thank you DC Mixing for a great job on this track as well as to my friends in the Bee Hive for your ongoing friendship, support and contributions to my music. Special thanks to “him” for the master. 
Lyric Video >>>> https://youtu.be/d6S_D5TUSXI

Killing me with all the distance lately
Like many times before
If I could then I would
If I could I’d take back
Every word let slip
In the past week maybe
All true but I overstepped
I hurt when I see you hurting
Never stray too far from tears
Tell me the change in you is for the best
What did I expect
At most I held you
While you helped yourself

Can only hold on
To love that’s it
I hope we meet
Hope we meet again
Sometime somewhere
The worst thing
Know my heart
It heard me
But it won’t give up searching

Can only hold on
To love that’s it
I hope we meet
Hope we meet again
Someday somehow
But for now
It’s pain grey
And more clouds
Down pours
I’m worn out

Killing me with all the distance lately
Like many times before
If I could then I would
If I could I’d take back
Every word let slip
In the past week maybe
All true but I overstepped
I hurt when I see you hurting
Never stray too far from tears
Tell me the change in you is for the best
What did I expect
At most I held you
While you helped yourself


Can only hold on
So long that’s it
Doesn’t mean you’re weak
We all need a friend
Somebody sometimes
To stay with you til sunrise
Always seems to find its 
Way back up again

Was only there for
Those times
Face buried
Wiped her tears off on my shoulder
Even closed eyes
Can overflow
Leak water from the corners
Even time tried
But it’s hands haven’t healed me

Killing me with all the distance lately
Like many times before
If I could then I would
If I could I’d take back
Every word let slip
In the past week maybe
All true but I overstepped
I hurt when I see you hurting
Never stray too far from tears
Tell me the change in you is for the best
What did I expect
At most I held you
While you helped yourself

Distance

Forgery Lyric Video here > https://youtu.be/xMysCIcwjPg

Lyrics:
I was busy having oh so much for me
I failed to see your sympathy
My reactions made you move hesitantly
Cut now I see how I was clueless it’s embarrassing 
Thought no one was as smart as me
Pollute the air with smug
Safe from smog though escape
In my smart car drove away
What I love I left myself empty
Souls broken down
My hearts been towed away

The more you show me
The more I know
There’s nothing I could see
That would make me wanna leave you
Keep up the you’ve got me wrong
Stay quiet so you don’t hurt me
Too late to start over new

Something synthetic in the paint
Most would have thought we were the same
Beloved you belong on display
I’ll miss hanging with a masterpiece
You wont fall for a forgery

Should have known there are worst things
You’ve seen it all
I get so fed up with myself but find it easier to say
It’s so unfair
And it’s not my fault
At least as lost
But showing off
As if I knew a better way

Just a glance at you is all I’d need
I’ve got half the world half fooled
Beauty’s imperfection
Longer you look
The more you’ll see
Or as much as I need
Them to be
But when it matters most
It’s far easier to see
Direct comparison
Beside you
In a gallery
A breath-taking
original piece
I’m exposed as a forgery

Been dark since taken down
And forgotten about
I'm not around

The more you show me
The more I know
There’s nothing I could see
That would make me wanna leave you
Keep up the you’ve got me wrong
Stay quiet so you don’t hurt me
Too late to start over new

Something synthetic in the paint
Most would have thought we were the same
Beloved you belong on display
I’ll miss hanging with a masterpiece
You wont fall for a forgery

Forgery

Horseshoes, shooting stars
Four-leaf clovers

Now when you sing I turn away
Strange it was once
One of my favorite sounds
Could be but don’t think
Your voice has changed
Guess mine turned you off
Fine I’ll tune you out
Where ever I go
I'm followed by the pain
Keep getting reminded
You’re all around
Worse than ringing in my ears
Stop its too loud
Don’t tell me the more I hear
The harder it is on my heart
You only make my headache
I’ve heard too much already
Can barely keep it down

So fine then, Go ahead
Whatever, I’m done
You’ll see the mistake you’ve made
Try to turn back but the path will have changed

Even when healed up
Whole and yourself again
Some sign will appear and you’ll make a wish
But you’ll be too late for the fate you missed

Would I be writing this song if I didn’t care?
What else can I do now that you’re not there?
What else can I do now?

I wonder if I ever knew you
We haven’t grown apart
Overnight erased
I wonder if I ever knew you
We’ve been torn apart

So fine then, 
Go ahead
Whatever, I’m done
You’ll see the mistake you’ve made
Try to turn back but the path will have changed
Even when healed up,
Whole and yourself again
Some sign will appear and you’ll make a wish
But you’ll be too late for the fate you missed

Make A Wish prod.Dswove @d-wove

so I guess i've just lost interest
shake my head at life
given up cold
my warmth stolen
split splintered cracked
broken smeared and faded
hopeless I’m undone
still unchosen
shattered but yet to fall staring
forever
through pieces of me held up for a moment
by tension
to be mocked by my own mind
within hosts procession
of all i believed in on their
way by the main gate to
heaven a last
glimpse of love missed
snatched up by
or given to someone else
whose name i can't and don't care to mention
look down

Main Gate To Heaven

Main Gate To Heaven by DPG! Music

Could I be your hero for a night
Could you look at me like you look at him
I’d stay awake with you till sunrise
And if it stayed in the west
Then that would be just fine

Whatever happens that was one sunset
I won’t forget anytime soon
Where are you
Where are you now
And do you think of me
While you watch the sky
Another day dropped behind the tree line

Won’t be’s 
Life’s losses
Let downs
Goodbyes
Should be’s
Could haves
Cut offs
Cut ties
Could I be your hero for a night
Could you look at me like you look at him
I’d stay awake with you till sunrise
And if it stayed in the west
Then that would be just fine

Burn oils up late
Too much to be
Help to you tomorrow
Turmoil is ugly
But loves me
With a feeling that must be
A deep one baby just think
Of what you did to me
Ruined what we could have been
Now you drift away
I’m worn out from towing you back in
That look in your eyes
You give to me
What I wouldn’t trade to change
The fact it’s meant for someone
Swimming in your head
But you’re laying in my bed

Won’t be’s 
Life’s losses
Let downs
Goodbyes
Should be’s
Could haves
Cut offs
Cut ties
Could I be your hero for a night
Could you look at me like you look at him
I’d stay awake with you till sunrise
And if it stayed in the west
Then that would be just fine

In The West with insidematrixbeats

Every time you’re dropped 
They didn’t choose you
I never ask what happened
Make sure I'm not there
For the good times
Barely ever see
You laughing anymore
When you do it’s at my expense
Of course they wanna buy in
To the shit that you’re telling them
I’ve reacted wrong again
All good I’ll shove it way down
Somehow still fell for your lying

I've reacted wrong
Told myself deep down
She knows how valuable
I am in her life and despite
My disappointment every time 
I cling to a hope
That she may still
Change her heart and her mind
Hope that I’m wrong
But you’ll stay the same
Brag about how much you’ve changed
Oh you’re not fooling me
I know you’re so strange

I think its cute you want to date me
But just know I’m crazy
I've got three answers
To each question
Hard no, fuck yes, maybe
I don't know why
But I've always been like this
Its lots of fun
But sad to think
Of all the things I've missed

At best you'd irritate me
While I plain drive you crazy
Annoyed and smothered
Every lover that I ever dated
My minds been wound so tight
By now girl just think
Of all the others driven off
If they weren’t drove to drink

How do you do it
Disengage
From the kind of love
You feel you’re owed
And you wish they’d show
Don’t want it to come from me
It’d be way  too easy
Hate laughing off
Life’s little worries
Yep we’re all about it
If we don’t hurry up
The world will catch up with us
So strange

Guess now it doesn’t matter anyway
And maybe you were right
And I’m the one who’s strange
So strange felt warmer
Underneath the shade
Shiver shaking your glass of lemonade

How do you do it
Disengage
From the kind of love
You feel you’re owed
And you wish they’d show
Don’t want it to come from me
It’d be way  too easy
Hate laughing off
Life’s little worries
Yep we’re all about it
If we don’t hurry up
The world will catch up with us
So strange
I know you're so strange

So Strange

Music written and recorded by Aizen Records
Lyrics written and performed by Alyn Ford
Mix & Master by Aizen Records

Lyrics - 
Was scared of what you might think
So I tried to hide
Said “to be honest”
And may not have lied
But you sensed something suspect 
Spoke nervously
Guess I was deserving
Threw salt in my own wounds
Then blamed you for hurting me
Surprised you didn’t
Want who I was
Pretending to be
Desperately disappointing


Why is it always and only
Me trying?
Hope for rain so you won’t
See me crying
Quick to trip and slip up
Stumble, sliding
Just gave up, quit
You should have stuck by me

Never a knock off
Found around you
You’re as real as it gets
Nothing artificial
You’re as real as they come
But no one believes you
In the town
Where you’re from
You’re as real as they come


Didn’t all add up
Couldn’t shake the feeling
Trusted above all yet
Heart still whispered
There’s something missing
Why’s he calculating
Sure I guess
It makes sense
But it just doesn’t feel right
Was naive to think I could
Shield you
From what I hoped
No one could see
Sad and plain dumb
To think I said
“Hold me down”
To one with nothing to hide
But misfortune on her sleeves
For the first time I find with you
I feel alive
Do I give off a sense of mortality
Used to get mad and I would wonder why
You’d say that I don’t know how to be
That I don’t know how to be


Never a knock off
Found around you
You’re as real as it gets
Nothing artificial
Never a knock off
Found around you
You’re as real as it gets
Nothing artificial
You’re as real as they come
But no one believes you
In the town
Where you’re from


I don’t think she’d say
She got bored of me
Hang on weekdays
We had no where more important to be
Could be forty degrees
Only us on the beach
Said spend forever with me
And I’m not convinced at all
I’m not gonna call it
Mysterious

Artificial

In Bloom - alynford
music by LSG & alynford
lyrics written & performed by alynford

Haven’t grown apart
Overnight erased
Not a word
Said your goodbyes
With just your eyes
Quite a while back

We’ve been torn apart
Left betrayed
Replaced
Not a thought
Avert your eyes
Stick to your lies
Gas light attack

If I’ve gone cold
I’m a stepping stone
Enclosed in frost
Unseen under snow
And  like old smells
Bring memories rushing
Back at once
I’ll be uncovered
In bloom with the summer
Your warm and well worn
Way path with a gate
Back to the home that you lost
Oh, what I’d give to spend one more day together
Humming the words that we don’t remember

Horseshoes, shooting stars, four-leaf clovers
(so fine then go)
would I be writing this song if I didn't care
What else can I do now that you're not there
You're not there anymore

Not a word
Said your goodbyes
With just your eyes
Quite a while back
(anymore)

We’ve been torn apart
Left betrayed
Replaced
Not a thought
Avert your eyes
Stick to your lies
Gas light attack

If I’ve gone cold
I’m a stepping stone
Enclosed in frost
Unseen under snow
And  like old smells
Bring memories rushing
Back at once
I’ll be uncovered
In bloom with the summer
Your warm and well worn
Way path with a gate
Back to the home that you lost
Oh, what I’d give to spend one more day together
Humming the words that we don’t remember

Horseshoes, shooting stars, four-leaf clovers

You'll see the mistake you made
Try to turn back but the path will have changed
If I've gone cold
I'm a stepping stone enclosed in frost
(humming the words)
Some sign will appear
And you'll make a wish
But you'll be too late for the fate you missed
Would I be writing this song if I didn't care
What else can I do now that you're not there
You'll see the mistake you made
Try to turn back but the path will have changed
Would I be writing this song if I didn't care
What else can I do now
Some sign will appear
And you'll make a wish
But you'll be too late for the fate you missed
Enclosed in frost
Unseen under snow
You'll see the mistake you made
Try to turn back but the path will have changed
Would I be writing this song if I didn't care

In Bloom

waves break the coast
soar flying
make the most of our
short life span
sprint the shoreline
sand turns damp, cool,
and packed down and smooth
but we’re not wading in

perfect for playing in
feet slap shallow puddles
splashing rapid bursts of water
caution thrown to the wind
to keep up to the other kids
that’s all there is
breathe between laughs
gasping as we come up
warmed by the air
we're sun kissed

dripping dry
tell me what’s not to love?
what’s there to worry?
a full life time
it's still not enough
back then didn’t think it’d be this hard
staying young

life would leave
light would quit
heart might beat me to death
if I couldn’t see you again
(staying young)
If it can’t be reversed
I need time to slow down
Spend eternity searching
Won’t rest til you’re found

while we’re the way we are
it’d be so fun
staying young

superb snow forts
fun stuffed days filled
and up to the brink
so bright, smart, sure
proactive, memory, happening
sport, golf course
chase geese
proud as can be
asleep in your arms
but was only pretending
to stay in heaven

safe as ever
sand on the tub floor
 from the beach
those were the days
spectacular diving catch made
we lived on the driveway
oh what a life we’ve had
a joy we’ve know
thought that was your dad
when we spoke on the phone
imitation is flattery
I get choked up
can barely breathe
snow white winged dove

thirty-three a few more weeks
somehow shaking hands still cling
to the edge of seventeen
I don’t ha think I’ll ever catch up
(snow white winged dove)
you've never been so much
you’re everything

dripping dry
tell me what’s not to love?
what’s there to worry?
a full life time
it's still not enough
back then didn’t think it’d be this hard

spend eternity searching
won't rest til you're found
staying
life would leave
light would quit
heart might beat me to death
if I couldn’t see you again
(staying young)
if it can’t be reversed
I need time to slow down
spend eternity searching
won’t rest til you’re found


Sun Kissed feat.Dirtgrass

And even though humans can't read minds yet,
she again and again scares me with reading minds.
When you're too sassy towards her, your fate is already damned
Then she puts you on an island without help or reception,

or she pushes you out of the airplane without a parachute
and she watches as you hit the ground.no one failed to warn me
no one that knew her
but no one could ever
know her the way that I did
must be how I felt when
I brushed them all off
 I had every reason to
doubt her
but somehow my heart
made sense of it all
did it all for her
pushed
what i had toward her
dove down 
found her hand
kicked we rose up
broke out broke down
shuddered much like I am now

fell she was chaos
toughened up met her meltdowns
but wasn't enough
saw it coming still somehow
I got caught, shocked and dumbfounded
surely she knows
how much she gave up
maybe she would have loved me
if she'd known how
could close her eyes
quiet life spinning around,
place her hand on the wall
behind her bed, slow it down
ever dream of free fall
wake up, wishing you’d hit the ground

shut the earth out
and its problems
cause she’s got her own
can’t be alone
and no one can solve them
hear her own thoughts 
clear enough so when they whisper
even just mouth the words
they'll be heard
as if listen
was a placeholder for a term
lost as was burned
with the rest of the last text in existence
ancient and old, gone forgotten
like my favourite thing
my time with her
oh i was so sure
there was nothing more pure
do anything for her
but no more done
its torture
destroyed crushed its over
same book defined lower
as somewhere higher up
than the hell that I hide under

fell she was chaos
toughened up met her meltdowns
but wasn't enough
saw it coming still somehow
I got caught, shocked and dumbfounded
surely she knows
how much she gave up
maybe she would have loved me
if she'd known how
could close her eyes
quiet life spinning around,
place her hand on the wall
behind her bed slow it down
ever dream of free fall
wake up, wishing you hit the ground

Sie ist ein wicked girl
in ihrer wicked world
es gibt nichts was sie noch nicht erlebt hat
Sie kennt keinen Gegner
they're landing in the dirt
sie guckt auf makeup nicht auf Fehler

Und obwohl ein Mensch noch nicht Gedanken lesen kann
macht sie mir immer auf's neue mit Gedankenlesen Angst
Kommst du ihr einmal zu frech ist dein Schicksal schon verdammt
Dann steckt sie dich auf ne Insel ohne Hilfe und Empfang

Oder stößt dich aus dem Flugzeug ohne Fallschirm
and she watches as you hit the ground
Everything I said a metaphor for how she treated others
but I don't want her succeeding with just living it all down

Wonder what you’re thinking
What’s behind those eyes
And i wish I could find a way
She can’t really swim
But I know she’d dive
In at first sign of a tidal wave
Even now I know it hurts sometimes
While you lie there
Wide awake
Deep in danger, drinking,
thoughts of suicide
Saying nothing in a quiet place
In a quiet place

German lyrics (translated):
She is a wicked girl
In her wicked world
There's nothing she hasn't experienced yet
She knows no enemy
They're landing in the dirt
She looks at makeup not at mistakes

Everything I said, a metaphor for how she treated others,
but I don't want her succeeding with just living it all down

Hit The Ground alynford & jakb

Pure love can be perfect
Might be uncertain
But dedicated if its for us
Ever patient and delicate
They put an end to your going unheard
Won’t let you fall in the forest
But pick you up if you should slip
You’re protected by great wings
You’re tucked underneath
Lonely made long ago
By this era of hold me

Your love
It was imperfect
Like me
So I’ll ignore the warning
The warning no
The warning

Couldn’t tell my heart no
I knew
It wouldn’t listen to anything
Should have held firm,
Fast, faced the truth
I’ll never get to see them change
You did things no true love
Would do
No true love
No true love would do

The first cut is the deepest
Last look's the longest
Staring after the strongest
Love you've known walks off
And I know it hurts
When your North Star turns
Hollow feeling
How could love to follow
Lead you on
Heart only bleeds
Can't believe they're gone

Your love
It was imperfect
Like me
So I’ll ignore the warning
The warning no
The warning

Couldn’t tell my heart no
I knew
It wouldn’t listen to anything
Should have held firm,
Fast, faced the truth
I’ll never get to see them change
You did things no true love
Would do
No true love
No true love would do

no true love

every moments tragic

if you and I are both one thing
then i think
it's far too sentimental
took it all the wrong way
and I don't mean lightly
we were more than we could handle

if you and I are both one thing
then i think
it's far too sentimental
took it all the wrong way
and I don't mean lightly
we were more than we could handle

every moments tragic
since we drifted apart
no match for momentum
only go slow bowing
sad struck lonely
on a heart strung with stolen parts

if you and I are both one thing
then i think
it's far too sentimental
took it all the wrong way
and I don't mean lightly
we were more than we could handle

said she thinks about me
when she hears
Hozier's "Too Sweet"
like the saccharine on the table
even had the nerve
to play it on repeat
why would you do that?
just felt like hurting me a little
(I'm lonely like the fiddle)

there's a place you can find me
sad as this violin
that i hope can convey
all the pain I'm in
you were fast asleep
we were driving
heart worn from sorrow
repaired with strings that were borrowed
from a violin
(lonely like the fiddle)
from a violin
(I'm lonely like the fiddle)

so close babe
we had it
adamant
you’re the one
every moments tragic

woah woah woah
if you and I are both one thing
then I think
it’s far too sentimental
took it all the wrong way
and I don't mean lightly
we were more than we could handle

Sentimental feat.Dirtgrass

Mashup as well as cover of the incredible tracks, Stomp and Rain, by Cosette. She has quickly become one of my all time favourite artists. I had a ball making this track and was thrilled she liked it and let me post it here. Enjoy and check out Cosette if you haven’t already!

Cosette - Stomp&Rain (alynford mashup/cover)

They moved the town that I grew up
Just north of
Many years before my time
Better people than I am
Walked along the tops of the old roads
but can’t relate to those that paved them,
poured and smoothed or carved
out of rock already there

A different life a different time
Try but can’t relate to the existence
How much less to that of all who came before

Built from scratch, torn down to build it better
Watered then repotted
Risking roots
In hopes of what might be
Never have felt worthy
Walking these old walls
But never said it
Don’t know that I knew it
These ruins,

I’ve let them down
Whoever moved the old town
Don’t know them
But from walks between their headstones
Limestone, marble white
I don’t know why
Steps lay under water
I’ve been climbing
Still feel so low
Sitting one above the surface
with man’s best friend
Thinking maybe I’m one step away
From breaking out from sinking

whoever moved the old town (prod.grayden) wip

Whats happening
Its so surreal
these days feel more like a dream
Amazing how one man’s pain can spread out to many
and in this case increase

Soreness and bitter
made the source of grief
For what good is it to gain the whole world but lose your soul?

What use will wealth be
When it can’t be spent?
And how rich can one get?
Anything to be correct
He’s pretty slick
Sick with emptiness
He’s pretty slick
Or at least he thinks he is
He’s pretty slick
Just look at January 6th
He’s pretty slick
Or at least we
make him look like it

Come on back
Wait and see
It’ll be alright
Turn around its ok
 you can change your mind
You’re needed back
needed bad
need to reunite
let’s forgive
Cause we all
Make mistakes sometimes

Got a ring for your finger
Sandals for your feet
Got a robe with your name on it
Come lets eat
getting late
getting dark
Hurry home friend please
looking back
can’t you see
We’re great already

Silent end
We’re all skeptical
Not me, no harm
What sort of world
will we be left with
and what life
If we’re torn apart?

What use will the wealth be
When it can’t be spent?
and how rich can one get?
Anything to be correct

He’s pretty slick
Sick with emptiness
He’s pretty slick
Or at least he thinks he is
He’s pretty slick
Just look at January 6th
He’s pretty slick
Or at least
We make him look like it

Slick feat. thegraycanary demo WIP

Grape Juice by alynford & @not_boat

It's not the end of the world
Anyway wouldn’t we
Shake it off with a handshake
Seek to set right
What’s been upset
Take back the dumb things we wish so badly we hadn’t said
Maybe we misinterpreted
Easily turned to hurting them
Got me wondering…

Have I ever been right?
No no no
To be wrong
Or to be alone your whole life?
Just wait, I’m ok
I’ll be fine, hush
Let it go
Til you’re not bleeding anymore
Have I ever been right?
No no no
I guess that I held on a little too tight
Rush, tug fate delicate
Timelines touching
Heaven’s gold
You’re gonna leave here on your own
Stay loving

Have I ever been right?
No no no
Fault’s location won’t
Keep me up at night
No way, saying stay
Don’t leave, don’t go
If you squeeze your grape juice box
It stains your clothes
Have I ever been right?
No no no
Now that you’re gone
Wish I’d been wrong the whole time
So pray but they may still have to go
Everything ends
Especially what matters most

What will they say when they see?
I’ve already ruined my brand new t-shirt
What will they say on Monday?

Not much juice
will find your mouth
Lately I’ve been finding out
Death grip sends it flying out
Seems like I’m still finding
I’ll take my lifetime learning how
When will I?

Oh when will I learn?
Heaven knows
Heaven knows I try
Raining grape juice
stains my clothes
Heaven knows I try
Stains my clothes

Have I ever been right?
To be wrong
Or to be alone your whole life?
Just wait
Have I ever been right?
Hush, let it go
Have I ever been right?
I guess that I held on a little too tight
Squeezing
I’ll be fine
Leaving

Grape Juice feat. string cheese

oh how
to live according
to the Word
to the Ghost
I hold dear
finally turn
heeding warning
unearthed
I was so rooted in fear

He will not let you be tempted beyond what you can bear
I jot this down for myself
for when you need it
I’ll leave it here

oh how do I live according
to Your Word
to Your Ghost

word by pastor Z I took from a Tik Tok live of his (@frontlinesnetwork). I shortened it and chopped it up a bit to fit the section of the song its on. The full verse is as follows:
1 Corinthians 13:1-2 
If I speak in the tongues[a] of men or of angels, but do not have love, I am only a resounding gong or a clanging cymbal. If I have the gift of prophecy and can fathom all mysteries and all knowledge, and if I have a faith that can move mountains, but do not have love, I am nothing

According wip prod. insouciapie

Finally profanity’s match met
Funny I found it in
Profound truth
A cool pure replacement
Humanity
They’re not gonna side with you
They’ve been tricked
Chasing becoming then staying
A rich boss
Its lost

I see a tree
Dripping blood
I see palms
I see holes in hands

Everytime I stare
At You in another
I smile fighting back tears
I lose everytime
When walls appear
Grey stretching high
Then You shine
Belief is beautiful

On the way down to the bottom
And I know You’re coming 
Driving past the speed of light
Came all this way
Just to help me
Jesus, to catch me
All to save my life
Its true
I owe it all to You
Jesus, to catch me
Came all this way
Just to help me
To save my life
It’s true I run to You
I owe you everything

Where am I supposed to go?
What am I supposed to do?
Need to read the book more
Need to look more
Like Your chosen few
But what to look for?
Study scripture
Who to listen to?
My gift from You
Help me to be a better host

I don’t belong to me
Just a house I lease
Flesh only ever wants to be first
But thirsty to be the best
leads to death
Help me be a better host
To Your Ghost
I’d be dust
I’d be smoke
Apart from Your love
From Your heart
From Your hope
Help me love You right back
With Your help
I’ll cut my hands on the thorns for you
I’ll pluck a rose for You

Everytime I stare
At You in another
I smile fighting back tears
I lose everytime
When walls appear
Grey stretching high
Then You shine
Belief is beautiful

But You said its ok
Less than a price to pay
Sneak in through the gate
Maybe steal a peek
You don’t miss a single thing
Not one angel saw You wink at me
As if to say
Welcome, stay
Oh the things we’ll see
Without the shame
Its all washed away like a waterfall
Even now
Before the Father
Has called me home

Belief Is Beautiful feat. .EEhOU (guitar)

abide in Me and you will never be lonely

Canadian, Christian hyperpop artist & original drummer of Canadian metal band, “The Afterimage”

alynford

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