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lyrics:

[intro]
I don't know I guess I fucking hate you now
You had my heart and it escaped somehow
But let's not get shit started
Go back to your apartment

[verse 1]
Try not to think about it
Just breathe, they'll all see, no way around it
Yeah
There ain't a need to doubt it
Don't give her the chance to wonder where you found it
Oh (I fucking hate you now)
Don't wanna mess this up (nothing you say could help me escape this hell and)
You never gave enough (you play the game so well)
You kinda fucking suck (trying to figure how not to break and tell you)
So

[pre-chrous]
I throw my phone against the wall
Yeah I hate it when she calls 'cause
She asks me what do we do
(um)

[chorus]
I don't know I guess I fucking hate you now
You had my heart and it escaped somehow
But let's not get shit started
Go back to your apartment

[verse 2]
Babe leave
Or I will
Guess you don't want me enough to care how I feel
I know you got places to go don't fucking lie to me
I saw the hearts on your phone so fuck your honesty
Honestly
Yeah maybe I should have listened
Maybe it was my fault there's some shit I've been missing
I guess you moved on but my hearts been conditioned
I'm sorry but baby I think I've made my decision
So I

[pre-chrous]
I throw my phone against the wall
Yeah I hate it when she calls 'cause
She asks me what do we do
(um)

[chorus]
I don't know I guess I fucking hate you now
You had my heart and it escaped somehow
But let's not get shit started
Go back to your apartment
She said I don't care I guess you fucking hate me now
I don't know how
But you lost me in your dreams
I wish I knew how it started
I'll go back to my apartment

pluck

incoherence

midwest regrets *+ out everywhere 🖤
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memories ☁️ 

Was she the one I was supposed to follow
That question comes up every night for me
Your trying your best, like it or not I won’t forget
Just keep it all between you and me
All these memories

I’m begging them to take their time leaving
The past is in the past but it won’t stop screaming at me
Don’t over complicate it, I swear I’ll forget it
Head over my desk, free my mind - just kidding 

All these memories
All these memories they fade away
I’m wishing she could see
It’s like all the demons came out to play
Wishing she could see the best in me
I’d take it all back if it meant I’m free
All these memories
All these memories they fade away

No more lying, I do it constantly
Hang it all over my head, write my biography
Have you had enough yet, baby?
Your answer doesn’t scare me
Walking around so care free lately

And every step that I take leads to another two back
I bury all my traumas, turn that shit to a soundtrack
Shooting blanks up in the sky just to get my attention 
If youre wanting a reply, you should go check your mentions

All these memories
All these memories they fade away
I’m wishing she could see
It’s like all the demons came out to play
Wishing she could see the best in me
I’d take it all back if it meant I’m free
All these memories
All these memories they fade away

memories

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stupid love 💔

Ask me anything
Im doing great I think
Wipe your tears with my hoodie sleeve
I left it there, you’ll be alright

I know that it’s a bummer
Blame it on me, you know I’m selfish
Gonna work on myself for a minute
Putting back my pieces, all white no linens

You live in my head rent free
I’ve been searching for answer God help me
I feel like I’m dead
Should I have left?
How many nights should I cry without you knowing

Worst month of my life
Came out it, survived
This world pushed me over the edge and I shoved back
This pain is my best kept secret
I put on a smile so my foes won’t see it

I know that it’s a bummer
Blame it on me, you know I’m selfish
Gonna work on myself for a minute
Putting back my pieces, all white no linens

You live in my head rent free
I’ve been searching for answer God help me
I feel like I’m dead
Should I have left?
How many nights should I cry without you knowing

midwest regrets *+

stupid love

thank u for all the support on midwest regrets *+
hope u like this one!

lyrics:

Sometimes I can’t wait to fall asleep
Most nights she’s got tight hold on me
Im falling for your fiction

Buy a bottle of the gin, we gon sip it till we blackout
Mixing feelings with the drink but when did that ever help out
You’re few and far between but yet I’m choosing to lose you
You’re making it so obvious, so I have to refuse you

You made a story of a brighter day
Regardless of truth you type away
I dig through all the shit you fabricate
You live a life that’s fake
And hope I’m entertained
x2

im catching onto ur lies
seeing through ur disguise 
thats something i despise yeah
u draped the wool on my eyes
and i didnt see the signs
that dont mean that its right yeah
i should've seen the writing walls
it turns out it was fiction after all
u stretched the lies way too thin
now i dont know what u changed to win

Buy a bottle of the gin, we gon sip it till we blackout
Mixing feelings with the drink but when did that ever help out
You’re few and far between but yet I’m choosing to lose you
You’re making it so obvious, so I have to refuse you

You made a story of a brighter day
Regardless of truth you type away
I dig through all the shit you fabricate
You live a life that’s fake
And hope I’m entertained
x2

PRIV (@whereispriv) https://solo.to/privbeatz
L A C E (@whereislace) https://linktr.ee/patlacey99

fiction

fiction (feat. L A C E)

stream *+

Chutes & Ladders

exiit

Plastic Heart

i don't wanna hurt ur feelings but i'm best all alone

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lyrics:

[intro]
the voices; they never leave
talk down to me endlessly
i’m trying my best to breathe
let it be

[verse 1]
this darkness inside my head
has purposefully misled
all of my closest friends
from ever getting close to me
‘cause i don’t wanna hurt your feelings but i’m best all alone
yeah i just know i’m unappealing when i’m left vulnerable
and i have problems with my eating, mind's at rest when i don’t
i admit it
i let the other guy take control
i hate my skin
so i’ll just tear it off
and lay my bones out on the tabletop
there are those that find perfection within
so i guess that i’d do anything to get to it
and i don’t wanna die but maybe it’s easier
roll tide; he got crushed by a meteor
i’ll leave behind my ungodly exterior
i pushed and they folded
my body was molded wrong

[spoken]
what are you doing?
get back here
you are nothing
you need us

[chorus 1]
i hate you
you cut all my slack, drove a knife in my back
thinking i won’t face you?
soul is under attack, brush it off like it’s plaque
homie i pre-date you
and i can re-create you
gonna rip the beast from the art
so i can tear him apart
discarded
i hate you
got me feeling insane, parasite in my brain
tryna find a way to
cut it out from my veins, keep the venom contained
had to see the pain through
we were told a fake truth
gonna stab the beast through the heart
for all the lies he’d impart
discarded

[verse 2]
lies, greed, misery
that should tell you everything
your eyes breed sympathy
object of antipathy
i fuck things up
and then i wonder why strings get cut
just grind me down ‘till i’m dust
i’m disgusting
go on discuss me
go on discuss me
i’d die for this shit bro trust me
don’t lie when you say you want me
i try but i still can’t breathe
said you rescued me
made it look so easy
deceit don’t please me
it never will

[chorus 2]
i hate you
you cut all my slack, drove a knife in my back
thinking i won’t face you?
soul is under attack, brush it off like it’s plaque
homie i pre-date you
and i can re-create you
gonna rip the beast from the art
so i can tear him apart
discarded
i hate you
got me feeling insane, parasite in my brain
tryna find a way to
cut it out from my veins, keep the venom contained
had to see the pain through
we were told a fake truth
gonna stab the beast through the heart
for all the lies he’d impart
discarded

[chorus 3]
they hate you
you cut all of my slack, now i’m taking it back
maybe i can’t blame you
i was under attack, introspection i lack
thought that i’d create you
someone they’d relate to
but they saw the beast as the art
it’s time to tear him apart
discarded
they hate you
made me fucking insane, motivational drain
tried to find a way to
keep the numbers sustained, but that shit was in vain
had to see the shame through
you were told my fake truth
wanna stab the beast through the heart
for all the lies he’d impart
discarded

[outro]
fake
clone
liar
they hate you
die

discarded

to reminisce reveals the signs

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lyrics:

[intro]
doesn't make a difference
i fucked it up, you'd fix it
you left, thought you would miss this
no lie

[verse 1]
were you just a figment of imagination?
i can’t tell if this is legit
ruminate on whether there was indication
tell myself I’ll never forget
i was going left, you were cutting right
play pretend
and shut down feigning peace of mind
and now we’re tryna fill the silence
i never guessed, but i coulda, right?
what’s to worry 'bout now?
got shit redefined
when they took your life away
no i don’t wanna waste more time
at twenty-two losing you made my state of mind
something i’d hide inside
embody strength for the ones who’ve cried
so i don’t think i ever wanna waste more time
‘cause now i’m through tryna prove i’m not fake sometimes
guess i outgrew needing to feel your eyes
under my guise of truth conveyed

[chorus 1]
now i know
to reminisce reveals the signs
(i couldn't see 'em
go, go on reveal 'em, come on)
oh god it hurts to feel sometimes
(eyes on the ceiling
conflict with no meaning at all)
just couldn’t read between your lines
(i couldn't read it
fuck, it's so misleading; appalled)
why’d i believe your “i’ll be fine”’s?
(i don't believe it
no, i don't believe in the fall)

[verse 2]
got mites in my skin
can’t fight from within
despise who i’ve been
can’t lie just to win
your life was akin to
light, lacking sin
took flight from the wind
held tight, lost my grip
cut ties from the script
lost sight, start to slip
guard eyes with a sip
keep tryna forget
can’t cry, hold it in
get high and eclipse
goodbyes for a bit
defy, don’t admit
ask why, throw a fit
(I fall to my knees)
deny, take a hit
(my hear rate's jumping)
reply to assist
(300 degrees)
july came and went
(the blood starts pumping)
no time to exist
(wait what do you mean?)
i’m fine, I insist
(this can't be where it ends)
combine what i missed
write rhymes in the midst
(no I just can't comprehend)
design don’t resist
(they're looking at me)
(get up, sit up)
i whine; pessimist
(my mouth hangs open)
(can't live slowly)
no spine, just a cyst
(keep trying to speak)
(give up; you don't even know me)
my mind starts to twist
(my voice stays broken)
(put trust in us)
inclined to assist
(I'm falling between)
(can't control me)
inside, fucking pissed
(regret for words unsaid)
(shut up)
i tighten my fist
(and disbelief inside my head)
(enough allegories)
got eyes full of mist

[chorus 2]
to reminisce reveals the signs
oh god it hurts to feel sometimes
(don't go)
just couldn’t read between your lines
(i couldn't read it
fuck, it's so misleading; appalled)
why’d i believe your “i’ll be fine”’s?
(i don't believe it
no, i don't believe in the fall)

[outro]
doesn't make a difference
(to reminisce reveals the signs)
i fucked it up, you'd fix it
you left, thought you would miss this
(oh god it hurts to feel sometimes)
no lie
this no lie

reminiscence

prod. quip

got so close to me 
just pick a side now 
want more dopamine 
don't need a timeout 
right where you wanted me
you'll shoot your eye out 
so no more playin pretend 

braindead i been
don't wanna see less it's 
behind my eyelids 
it's not for me, but then you caught my
iris 
can't waste my time because 
you're so  damn timeless 

u know i would never play with you
when im away thinkin things i wanna say to you
it's almost time, babe i know your plate is crazy full 
counting my blessings ungratefully 
i know you got something to say to me

so won't you say what's on your mind
from the bottom of my heart 
i'll spend my whole damn life
wouldn't change it from the start 
i've wasted so much time 
tryna make it with this art 
i've wasted so much time 
so i gotta leave my mark baby 

(im selfish) 
(unselfishly)

can't settle for this 
i cannot figure it out
i'm selfish 
i cannot break it down 
i'm selfish 
use it to make sense 
my egos loud 
i'm selfish 
i'm selfish 


outro
baby don't break your neck for me
that weights not to bear alone 
so baby don't play along 

save your breath for me 
you know that the waits been long
for me

lush

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cover art by me

with her wings to the sea, she voyages onward
_____________________

touching the ground
you fell pretty hard, didn't you?
fjording the sound
kindle my claws and i'll come with you
brushing the bound
whistled in burlap it's sowing through
and no-one's in rounds
thistled in furrows i'm folding through

windwatcher, harvest the breadth from the rines
windwatcher, carving your stead in some time
windwatcher, caught all the arrows and climbed 
windwatcher, don't harken to them you'll be fine
windwatcher, cherish the callows in twine
windwatcher, spread both your wings and you'll fly

haunches and hallocks
had lost all the follage 
in bolstering burgeons 
had hauled out the hallage
surfeited solace
i'll foster the foundage
i know it all too well
staves aching but you're holding still

touching the ground
you fell pretty hard didn't you
fjording the sound
kindle my claws and i'll come with you
mooring the crown 
when you had harbored no solitude 
in laurels lain down
i'm done trying hard not to look at you
i know it all too well
staves aching but you're holding still 
unroven catching silt
caudal curled up, exalt shouldered will 
i know it all too well
staves aching but you're holding still
unroven catching silt
caudal curled up, exalt shouldered will

windwatcher, harvest the breadth from the rines
windwatcher, carving your stead in some time
windwatcher, caught all the arrows and climbed 
windwatcher, don't harken to them you'll be fine
windwatcher, cherish the callows in twine
windwatcher, spread both your wings and you'll fly

windwatcher

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she/her
@cardbourdcloud
@CBCKA

incoherence

hope

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