why cant you love me like that you haven't loved me very long 

why cant you love me like that ?  🧊

(False hope)
(False hope)
(False hope)
​I've been in a deep... under your curse
Under your spell, under your hex
No more
​Been living my life
I've been out there living my life
I've been living my life sheltered
Sheltered doing everything so wrong
But really is it wrong?
Just survival, survival
And I've found my self-worth
And it's been brought to light
I've gotta fight with all this might

FALSE HOPE (motivational)

Sometimes the great ones start late ..sometimes they got too much on their plates

Alyssa - The Great Ones Start Late

Do u see me here ? you left me all alone, Im trembling and can't answer my own phone. tears running down my face. Feel like time has escaped and don't feel like I can find my way back to you#lostlove #realizations #singer&songwriter#viral_song #rnb

Alyssa - Left Me Alone

Dear God- A song of prayer . I am a mess God please save me and heal me . I am calling upon you 

Alyssa - Dear God (Deep Motivational)

Alyssa - Quit playing games 🎮

Dream out of it , maybe my dream will be a reality in time. just gotta be patient and go forward with the plan.

Alyssa - Dream about it

​"Heavy Times" is an honest track about navigating those overwhelming moments when your thoughts are racing and you're just trying to survive. It’s a raw look at the exhaustion that comes with mental and emotional struggle, but also about finding the inner strength to keep your head up and make it through to the other side.
​Lyrics & Vocals by Alyssa

Alyssa - Heavy Times.m4a

​"I wish I could see all of the lies..."
​This is my new original track, "Wish I could see."
​I wrote this about that feeling of being trapped in your own head, struggling to break free from something that has a hold on you. It's a dark, atmospheric track for late nights and deep thoughts.
​Created by Alyssa
Made with BandLab

Wish I could see

​"I've been hiding... hiding my heart." ​A track about feeling like you've had a late start, feeling manipulated, and shutting yourself away. But it's never too late to grow. ​"It doesn't matter how late you start, it's great." ​Thanks for listening.

Late start


"So much hell and so much heartbreak...
Sometimes I don't know if I'm well.
And this is all I can take."

A raw, atmospheric deep cut about reaching the breaking point and fighting to free your mind.



Alyssa - Hell and Heartbreak(deep cut )💔 🔥 😈❤️

The song is a heartfelt plea for someone to reconnect and spend time together. The singer expresses a deep sense of longing, repeating "It's been a while" and "I wish you would come through."
​The lyrics convey that the singer can't stop thinking about this person ("I can't take my mind off of you") and has been "waiting so patiently" for them. It's an invitation to stop wasting time, come over, and make new memories, suggesting a strong desire to rekindle a connection that's been missed.

Alyssa - COME THROUGH (Solo duet)

An ambient atmospheric and introspective track exploring the feeling of being trapped in a "fog of fear." This song is about the struggle to find your own voice while feeling stuck, suffocated, and waiting for a peace of mind that seems forever out of reach.

Alyssa - Waiting Forever(Deep)

"Welcome to the 'Dreams Gate'' 🌌

This is a raw, one-take freestyle vocal performance flowing over a dark, atmospheric beat. 

These lyrics are a stream of consciousness exploring the thin line between the dream world and reality, questioning fate, and finding yourself 'stuck in this dream land.'

Hope you connect with the vibe.

- A.S.

Alyssa - Dreams gate✨️

"Deep, deep, deep... deep inside of me..." A raw, late-night freestyle.  This track is a stream-of-consciousness flow about searching, feeling lost in time, and trying to find your own soul in the middle of the noise.

Alyssa - Deep inside of Me

Late night freestyle sessions. Just a chill track about wasting time together and making it last. 🌙✨
#lofihiphop

Come and Talk to me for awhile

Dark indie freestyle. Some electric dance vibes ❤️‍🔥✨️🕷️ Channeling that heavy BMTH emotion but keeping it raw and original.

Can you feel my heart ❤️

​A raw look into the battle against the noise in your own head. This track is about those moments when dark thoughts try to take over, but you find the strength to stay true.
​They say iron only hardens when it’s battered and cool, and muscles only grow when they are torn apart. This is my reminder that the pain isn't permanent—it's the fuel that builds the fortress. 🖤 #ExperimentalHipHop #MentalHealthAwareness #Lyricist #PainToPower #HealingJourney #NewMusic #Freestyle #FaithOverFear #RealRap #independentmusician 

Dark thoughts,Deep Breaths

"Sometimes you feel stuck in your brain, just trying to find a little bit of peace. 'Keep my head up and come back around.' 🌊 This is a raw freestyle about breaking down so you can come back up to the surface.
​Hashtags:
#PeaceInPain #Freestyle #RawVocals #Soul #Healing #MentalHealth #Resilience #IndieArtist #VocalImprov #LofiSoul

Peace in Pain

Doing it out of love, or just running out? 🥀 New track "Outta Love" up now. Listen close. 🎧🖤
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#IndieMusic 

Do it out of love

Do better Next Time


"You hit rock bottom, crashed on the floor / But that’s the solid ground that you were looking for / Now it’s time to reach back to the surface for air..."
​#HipHop #AlternativeRap #NewMusic

Forever is Never

Alyssa - So stressed outCrazy Crazy mix (anabolic beats)

Better Days : A Spiritual Rhythm Journey
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​A track for the quiet moments when the weight feels heavy. 'Better Days Ahead' is a reminder that your current season isn't your final destination. Keep hanging on; the rhythm of your spirit is stronger than the noise around you.
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Better Days

The dirt is trapped, the sun is hot... but if you plant in the sand, don't expect a tree."
​Eternal Harvest is a soulful meditation on purpose, growth, and the spiritual cost of the "prizes" we chase. In a world focused on gathering rust, this track explores what it means to sow seeds for eternity rather than the temporary. It’s a call to cut ties with the noise, let go of the baggage, and walk toward the light—even when the circle gets tight.


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Eternal Harvest

"Pulling Me Under" is a powerful and cinematic journey through the darkest moments of the soul. This track blends a deep, rhythmic pulse with spiritual undertones, capturing the feeling of being overwhelmed by despair yet reaching for a divine lifeline. It's a raw and soulful anthem of survival, a testament to finding strength and light when all seems lost. This is more than just a song; it's a prayer for deliverance and a battle cry for hope.


PULLING ME UNDER

​Take a moment to breathe. In a world that demands we move fast, "Twilight Dust" is a reminder to slow down and honor the timing of the soul.
​This track is an exploration of patience and the beauty of doing things purely out of love. It’s about trimming away the "dead ends" of worry and the "bulk" of expectation to find the rhythm that truly belongs to you. Every note and every lyric was created from the heart, for the heart.
​Stop, be patient, and let the light find its own way. 🕯️🌙

Twilight Dust

The Heart of the Harvest

"Guide my Fall" is an introspective journey through the rough currents of life and the power of emotional surrender. The track captures the raw moment where individual strength meets divine guidance, turning weariness into a high-vibration faith. Whether facing a metaphorical cliff or navigating turbulent waters, this song serves as a reminder that no burden is permanent when faith is allowed to grow.

Guide my Fall

Beneath Our Feet 🕊️🎸
​Beyond religion and the labels we wear, there is a Spirit that unlocks the truth. This track is about Pure Intention—the heartbeat beneath the surface that our subconscious already knows.
​One God, many names, and one Messiah who turns the key. Raw indie vibes with a soulful Latin pulse.


Beneath Our Feet

Welcome. I'm Alyssa.
​Everything you hear is raw and created in the moment. I never rehearse and I never re-record. It’s all one-take freestyle—poetic, rhythmic, and straight from my head.
​My sound is experimental, pulling from R&B, hip hop, lofi, pop, rock ,spokenword, and trip hop, and more. It's just my thoughts, unfiltered. Whatever flows in the feels ...

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