This song is all about stepping into adulthood and freaking out about the future! The song was written not only as a means of catharsis for me (ALZZY), but to make light of the realities of growing up and to encourage hopefully listeners (especially my fellow 20-somethings) to not be afraid to feel their feels and embrace life no matter how messy and uncertain things may seem! 🫧


lyrics:

I've been walking to the beach to sit along the coastline 
Munching on a peach
Need a bit of me-time
Want a bit of space to reflect and ease my mind

Wondering where I'll be in a couple years' time
Will I have a job and still be searching for a nice guy?
Hope to still be me
A little less scared
More wise

When I'm alone for a while I think out loud
My future's now and I'm starting to freak out
Oh no

'Cause when I think about it
I sorta lose my mind
Heart is beating
Seems I'm running out of time
Feel so unprepared
I'm walking through this blind
I'm losing it

When I think about it
I sorta lose my head
Wishing that I could be young and free again
Hoping that this doesn't lead me to my end
I'm losing it

Da da da da da da dum
Da da da da da da dum
Da dum da
Da da da da dum

Skating up and down the street to try and set a game plan
For how my life should be
I'll estimate my lifespan
Falling down a whole
Trapped in this anxiety

Caught up in this age
Wish that they could make us see there's more to life than being insta-famous
Feeling quite alone on this crazy journey

Oh when I'm alone for a while I think out loud
My future's now and I'm starting to freak out
Oh no

'Cause when I think about it
I sorta lose my mind
Heart is beating
Seems I'm running out of time
Feel so unprepared
I'm walking through this blind
I'm losing it

When I think about it
I sorta lose my head
Wishing that I could be young and free again
Hoping that this doesn't lead me to my end
I'm losing it


(it, I'm losing it, I'm kinda losing it, I'm losing it, I'm kinda losing it)
Da da da da da da dum
(I'm losing it, I'm kinda losing it)
Da da da da da da dum
(I'm losing it, I'm kinda losing)

I'm losing it

Losing It

This song captures a journey to reclaiming personal autonomy and aims to empower and encourage anyone who hears it to be the positive change they want to see in the world around them!
Taking musical inspiration from artists including, Rex Orange County, Still Woozy and Olivia Dean, Glide is the perfect bop to get you moving and grooving!

lyrics:

I know that nothing’s ever gonna change 
If I keep doing things my way
And I know that everything is gonna stay the same 
If I don’t give myself some space 

Staring at the clothes in my wardrobe 
Can’t believe the mess I’ve made 
Feel like everything that is around me 
Is mimicking my inner state Everything is catching my attention 
Driving me a bit insane
I kinda think I need to intervention
I’m bored out of my damn brain

But nothing’s ever gonna change
If I don’t try to change my ways 
So I gotta keep the focus 
Keep on moving forward
I don’t want to stuff it up

I know that nothing’s ever gonna change 
If I keep doing things my way
And I know that everything is gonna stay the same 
If I don’t give myself some space 
If I wanna be free 
Simply glide through life 
Then I need to do more 
Step outside my mind 
‘Cause I know that nothing’s ever gonna change 
If I keep doing things my way 
Doing things my way

Stuck inside my youth, no I wouldn’t 
Say these are the glory days 
Nothing is the way I thought it would be 
When I finally reached this stage

And I know that a change can come
But I need to make it for myself 
So I gotta keep the focus 
Keep on moving forward
I don’t want to stuff it up (no)

I know that nothing’s ever gonna change 
If I keep doing things my way
And I know that everything is gonna stay the same 
If I don’t give myself some space 
If I wanna be free 
Simply glide through life 
Then I need to do more 
Step outside my mind 
‘Cause I know that nothing’s ever gonna change 
If I keep doing things my way 
Doing things my way

Glide

about:

'TV' is all about the detrimental impacts that media beauty standards and other societal expectations can have on our senses of identity, purpose, self-worth,  & contentment.

It's quite commonly said, "comparison is the thief of joy" - and I hope this song not only acts as a reminder of this, but can also empower listeners to stay true to themselves & choose to see the beauty in their own lives.


lyrics:

I’ve been kinda feeling down
Aimless, wondering around
A queazy feeling’s kept me off the ground
I’m starting to wonder why
I don’t take my own advice 
And confront the things I try to hide

Smiling bright, acting like I fit in fine
While I’m torn by shame, stuck here playing a losing game

I turn on the TV, look through my magazines
And end up feeling like there’s something wrong with me
‘Cause I just can’t compete with everything I see
I’m blinded to the beauty in reality when I turn on the TV

Used to think that it was me 
That held me back from find peace
Genetic negativity it seemed 
But guilty is comparison
Wearing at my confidence (yeah)
Makes me want to be somebody else

Smiling bright, acting like I fit in fine
While I’m torn by shame, thinking I’m the one to blame

I turn on the TV, look through my magazines
And end up feeling like there’s something wrong with me
‘Cause I just can’t compete with everything I see
I’m blinded to the beauty in reality when I turn on the TV (x2)

I'm Ready

Opened My Eyes

Find My Way

Back To The Start

Meant To Be

Mirror Mirror

This song is called 'Stella'. It's super rough haha, but hope you enjoy and that it makes you feel something.




lyrics:

We never worked, him and I
I was a spark but he was dynamite 
Still I can't sleep
Cause when I close my eyes I think of him

Well he went and me this girl Stella 
and she's wonderful 
She seems like everything he needs
People say she'd really cool, smart and mature 
So far from me

Oh Stella, how I want to be you
Just to be with him again
Oh Stella, wish I was more secure 
And okay with what's within
Cause I don't think I'd need him if I was

They seem to work, perfectly
Maybe we didn't work all because of me
He moved on
But the trouble is I never did 

Oh Stella, how I want to be you
Just to be with him again
Oh Stella, wish I was more secure 
And okay with what's within
Cause I don't think I'd need him if I was

Wish I knew the reason why
Why you left me high and dry
Taking time to realise
That without you I'll be fine

Oh Stella, how I want to be you
Just to be with him again
Oh Stella, wish I was more secure 
And okay with what's within
Cause I don't think I'd need him 
No I don't think I'd need him 
No I don't think I'd need him 
If I was

22/08/2020

Stella (voice memo)

This is a song I wrote a little while back called 'Human'. I almost didn't put this up coz its definitely FAR from perfect, but (as you'll hear in the the song) I guess imprecation makes us wonderfully human, so here you go - hope you enjoy and relate:)

lyrics:

I’m only human, 
I’m lazy sometimes, say what’s on my mind, not always on time
I’m only human, 
Get nervous and scared, not always prepared, can be aware
I’m only human, 
I sometimes feel used, and I can be rude, have an attitude 
I’m only human, 
I doubt who I am, don’t do all I can, and make my own plans

But I’m, trying to get better in time
But it’s hard to get better so I’m
Working each day, I know that I’m well on my way

Coz I’m only human, furthest from perfection
Hope people see me for me, instead of what they want to see
Only human, beautifully broken
[Let’s] Push all perceptions aside, & just realise we’re all just 
Human

I’m only human, 
There’s things I don’t know, and cannot control, struggle to let go
I’m only human, 
I make dumb mistakes, regret things I say, I like to eat cake
I’m only human, 
I break down and cry, feel lonely sometimes, and struggle with pride
I’m only human, 
I say that I’m fine, feel empty inside,  need God in my life

Coz I’m, trying to get better in time
But it’s hard to get better so I’m
Working each day, I know that I’m well on my way

Coz I’m only human, furthest from perfection
Hope people see me for me, instead of what they want to see
Only human, beautifully broken
[Let’s] Push all perceptions aside, & just realise . . .

We’re all just human after all (x4)

Coz I’m only human, furthest from perfection
Hope people see me for me, instead of what they want to see
Only human, beautifully broken
[Let’s] Push all perceptions aside, & just realise we’re all just 
Human

Human (voice memo)

I can’t keep a diary to save my life, so I write songs instead 🙃

ALZZY

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