Made Me a Star

produced by me

a letter to my own head ~

I been outside I’m off a perc high
I lost all of my pride I’m rotting inside
all they do is tell me lies
i don’t think it’s a surprise
when I see my face in the mirror all I do is cry

I been outside I’m off a perc high
I lost all of my pride I’m rotting inside
I feel like I’m gonna die I don’t know if I’ll survive
what I knew back then doesn’t matter so give me a sign 

I’ve been left forsaken, never faking
the drugs I’m taken turns me vacant 
I wanna Kill my brain tonight
maybe then I’ll feel alright 

only friends I have are the demons in my head
think I’m better off alone think I’m better off dead
all the scars that bled all the tears I shed
and I don’t know what to do I been hanging by a thread

will they find me or will they push beside me
guide me, will you take me on a ride please
I don’t know for certain of they're gonna even like me
I just wanna let of the pain all in my psyche 

can you feel this? will it take you out
would you listen? if I made another sound
I don’t think that I can move, might be stuck into the ground
I don’t think I wanna lose so I have to go around

fear my pain, feel my shame
I don’t think I'm ever gonna feel the same 
they say that I’m ugly and I’m never gonna change
I don’t have an image cause I tore my face

i want to tear my face off

eyes closed - Single

eyes closed [prod. skress + paco]

featuring @sebseb122
prod. by @skress & @ihateyeoj
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all the time w/ SEBii (prod. skress & yeoj)

https://soundcloud.com/asianorchinese https://soundcloud.com/beatz-vader
mixed by https://soundcloud.com/mankarr
art by insect4
lyrics:
hook:
I been craving your attention when ur near feel the adrenaline 
pumped up at the party I’m feeling excellent
Where the fuck is the plug
I’m done wit being sick and I need some
Once I get my fix then I’ll feel numb
Back to being sad and getting fucked up

verse 1:
Back to how I was how I was how I was
Tired of being sober it’s no fun it’s no fun
Smoking on the daily feel my energy draining 
I think I might be stuck wasting I haven’t eaten in days
Havn't felt this in years
I’m as sad as can be
They tell me it’s no big deal
Baby fuck it I got it
I get a bag and I cop it
I flip a pack get the profit
I’m making racks out of pocket
So whatchu think whatchu thinking
No u only love me off the drugs girl
No u only care when u get something out of it
I’m so out of it
I rather be alone then be cut off without control

hook: x2

verse 2:
Take the money to my grave
I ain’t finna talk unless we talking bout my pay
I ain’t stepping out I hate the sunlight in my face
Hiding off the pack shawty smoke it to the face to the face to the face
Blue stripes all I want is Aquafina diamonds in my eyesight
I woke up still faded it was a long night
Wake and bake and I’m up
Leftover lean in my cup
I don’t wanna die too fucked up
I think imma die I give up
I need a miracle
I need a miracle
I need a miracle
Going insane and I’ve been feeling hysterical
mean to embarrass ya
don't mean to embarrass ya

hook x2

Adrenaline

iTunes

ADRENALINE (prod. Glasear+Vader Beatz)

haven't produced for myself in a long time

favorite thing

vvs on my chest idk wut im doing
tryna get close u get blocked like ewing
small talk, fake shit yeah I outgrew it
now I don’t think about shit I just do it

and wut u want from me
it gon cost a heavy fee
I heard u prone to choke
like u howard shooting 3’s 

I been scamming hard
make your weekly in a day
master with the guap
flick my wrist and count the pay

no this not a vv
bust down on her face
just saw u in hollister
I phoned the fucking jakes
the diamonds like a movie
cause I swear that shit was fake
yeah on instagram u tough
but u wont say it to my face

ballin is a habit 
I just have to have it
sheepskin on the wristband
aquafina fountains
aquaberry moonshine
higher than the mountains
I just woke up dead
and gave nothing to my accountant

and its all double g
80 inch screen
sleeping with the fiends
wake up no spleen 

and its all about me
thrift store with the team
donatello rug
leave u in a dream

leave u in a dream
leave u in a dream
leave u in a drenanan

vvs on my chest idk wut im doing
tryna get close u get blocked like ewing
small talk, fake shit yeah I outgrew it
now I don’t think about shit I just do it

and wut u want from me
it gon cost a heavy fee
I  heard u prone to choke
like u howard shooting 3’s 

I been scamming hard
make your weekly in a day
master with the guap
flick my wrist and count the pay

2009 - cyberspeed (prod. deegs)

https://music.apple.com/us/album/hate-me-feat-suckerpunk-oxtekxo/1537659459?i=1537659460

https://open.spotify.com/track/7tfuuTWnl2fIpkVtsSGqqm?si=jT3fCcMyR8aa-Ri5ZWxIFA

Cobejordan - Hate Me Ft Suckerpunnk [P.vescure] OUT ON ALL PLATFORMS

mixed by @polearm
@austinskinner1500
@yvngnamek
<3

(デジタル) Digital - Austin Skinner x Kevin Kazi

art by cranky
lyrics:
I'm too much to handle for you
I already know
Seems to me the pressures getting to you
Your eyes
Tell me everything I need to know

Well lets skip the talking
I rather cut to the chase
There ain't no stopping
Once I get you there's no escape

Cause between black and white it's gray zones
I don't think I know the way out
But they say ignorance is bliss though
I don't think I'll ever figure you out

So lets skip the talking
I rather cut to the chase
There ain't no stopping
Once I get you there's no escape

sol jay
There's no escape we all in now
I hear my name when you calling out
Don't need a save but I'm falling now
It ain't the same when you not around
This something real think I'm in the clouds
You make me feel like I'm off the loud
I got you here so don't make a sound
You in the clear I'm down for the count
I could see how you move in the daylight
I'm just tynna be with you all tonight
And the past is the past baby this is right now
Could tell how you do ain't the playing type
It'll last how you want baby we gon vibe out
Not trynna get too involved
You know I want it all
Don't gotta stop
nah we not here to talk

Well lets skip the talking
I rather cut to the chase
There ain't no stopping
Once I get you there's no escape

Love on the Dancefloor Ft. sol jay (Prod. prettyboyron)

the first project in the series Moonkid in Oseanworld: Crystalline, 15 songs and story behind the project. stay tuned for episode/music videos on me and oseans youtube channels.

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@crystalstatues
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gonna be back 1 day

(デジタル) Digital - Austin Skinner x Kevin Kazi

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