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shout out brazil and singapore
prod me @17seven1 and @iw1
another song 4 u
lyrics//
close ur eyes 
what do you see?
how could you hate yourself if youre just like me
where are you
where could you be
take my hand and i promise i wont leave
promise i wont leave
promise i wont leave
promise i wont leave
close ur eyes 
what do you see?
how could you hate yourself if youre just like me
where are you
where could you be
take my hand and i promise i wont leave
promise i wont leave
promise i wont leave
promise i wont leave
i promise i wont leave

and if i killed my self do you think that youll be okay?
with how hard i tried i dont think that i could ever change
please just take my hand baby we could just run away
please just take my hand baby we could just run away
run away from here my dear
close your eyes and i promise ill be here
i promise ill stay here
ill always so near
i could never be my self i cant act that way
im a burden to everyone whos in my way
and i love you this much no i wont be okay
baby please dont leave your the one who keeps me safe

leave (177p, iwi & sapphire )

perfume + saki!(lb66)

@mental @1yugenn + tactic (idk his @, sorry)

lyrics:

(victxrw)

take tht bullshit put tht 2 the side
i just wnna know that ur alright
ur the only1 thts on my mind
i cant even lie

i cant even lie girl u got me feeling down
i hold back all my tears till nobody is around
i would never try 2 make u frown
ull try to pick me up but ill just fall to the ground

i feel terrible, nd now my feelings are a little unbearable
stuck in my bed because im feeling unstable
im going all in chips on the table
my feelings are fatal

(mental)

im holding the tears in
its just like before
but you're more than a weakness
walk thru that door
and escape and retreat it
hurts me way more
when you have to repeat it

im watching you solemnly, i
could never look apart from these eyes
watching you for all of these times
i just wanna know youll be mine

(victxrw)

take tht bullshit put tht 2 the side
i just wnna know that ur alright
ur the only1 thts on my mind
i cant even lie

i cant even lie girl u got me feeling down
i hold back all my tears till nobody is around
i would never try 2 make u frown
ull try to pick me up but ill just fall to the ground

i feel terrible, nd now my feelings are a little unbearable
stuck in my bed because im feeling unstable
im going all in chips on the table
my feelings are fatal

nobody is around ft. mental (yugen + tactic)

@176s
@lilac

art by @jyoucyo on twitter

wordz:
i always tried to make it all better
i couldnt find and piece it all together
im stuck in time i couldnt write the letters
I tried to tie everything and forget her
im getting off track im stuck between the lines
i cant believe ive been living all a lie
i know its wrong and its making me so blind
i knew it was fake ima leave it all behind

i never wanna try again
i never wanna fall again
you never stuck to the end
yeah theres no more time to spend
your the one that keeps me close
never wanted you to know
never seem to let you go
too afraid to be alone

alone (waifu x lilac)

hi :3 w/ arnoe, carna007, pichu (ddertbag)

@venusiann
@artemys
@brknglss
@remghost

[coldspades]
can't seem to get you out my head
did you mean the things you said?
my thoughts are clouded with regret
will you miss me when im dead?

and i wish i never met you
but i dont wanna forget you
broke my heart and i let you
and you wonder why i hate you

[venusiann]
you gave me your heart
then we split apart
wish i could restart
don't blame me it's hard

walk away from all the things you said
leave you for dead
you weren't there for all the blood i bled
leave me to rest

[artemys]
i thought that we'd be together, but we're not
we're apart and we're distant
i could fix it you don't listen
like did u care at all (i rly thought so)

i don't wanna go through it again i'm with coldspades
and we counting the pay
i need more space
but no nothing will change
i still won't get you out my mind (i don't wanna do this anymore)

spotify

regret ft. venusiann & artemys (brknglss + remghost)

sometimes i wonder how i got here
all these pictures i put up up on my wall
wanna tear em down i try not fall
i put the phone on the table dont wanna trip everytime we talk everytime that u call 
i dont know what what i would do right here if i lose you its not clear

girl tell me is it for real
girl tell me is it for real

i want nothing
girl im tryna be more than u ask
u could start with giving it back
and leaving the rest past

i feel nothing matters
i feel like nothing hurts
i cant read the patterns
i been getting worse
i feel like nothing matters
i feel like nothing hurts
i cant read the patterns
i been getting worse

(blxty)
girl take a good look at my face
i make it so obvious
don't turn your back on me
and side with the audience
i know i'm not perfect
tell me someone that's perfect
i promise no one is perfect
they like blxty why u do that
u call me stupid to my face girl i knew that
you tell me you miss me lots, well can you prove that
well, can you prove that?

girl we gotta work something out
like i dont wanna talk about nothing else
i wanna be inside your house
girl we can talk it out
ur always all up in my head
i wanna get u out

i feel nothing matters
i feel like nothing hurts
i cant read the patterns
i been getting worse
i feel like nothing matters
i feel like nothing hurts
i cant read the patterns
i been getting worse

detachment +blxty (yandere)

now on all plats :D

gonna try droppin way more now sorry for the lag been goin thru it but

such a pretty song thx to every1 on it :) 

prod @prodsecretsss + @1wasterr

lyrics

@zixdown
cause im stressed out
i feel left out
i got 2much on my mind 2 forget now
what is left now?
put my head down
don't think that i got what it takes now
& i keep feening & feening 
am i awake ? or im dreaming?
your love i dont need it 
we just keep hiding secrets

i cant go on
i cant go on now
its been so long 
of you just doing me wrong
& i cant hold on 
write another song 
about how i cant move on str8 frm you

@nthnlastsforever
ure usin me2 makeurself so clever
w howitis udnt makeit anybttr :|
n ihateu 4ignoring all my letters
but w u around its ez2get severed
its2hrd 2kp a ground whrweare lvld :p
i thnk its settled,, wecant b 2gthr ((nonono notaftrthat))
if udnt meddle,, we'll staylikethis 4evr ((nonono we wntgobck))
u lft me alonfromtha start
so tl me howdu get so far ?.?
cuz now ureshining likeastar
i think our luv jusgon tearusaprt

@ddayso
i dont rlly need that 
maybe it was wrong timing
it feels like u never really listen 
when im talking
fall into my arms 
know how it feels to b broken 
& i know it gets hard
feel like takaki, ur akari
& im sorry 
know u hate it when the drugs up in my body
but i cant fucking take it 
when i feel like this so often 
it gets better when u talk to me

@whyhaze
walk of shame walking with a head down eyes closed
try so hard to get up just to slip up on the ice road 
u can tell me abt how ur disappointed ik 
barefoot on some thin glass hanging off a tight rope
ill just look at the sky from below for the last time
i wld say it was a good time but tbh i had a bad time
sad time my life just been a satire
feels like ive been driving on a lonely road with a flat tire

falling apart w/ yuna, ddayso & whyhaze (secretsss + wasterr)

EP soon....

@ton_bo0 @metisxx

and ain't shit changed at all
u don't care u don't wanna get involved
on my money shit i spend it at the mall
like u don't even care
but i've been doing better

this that italian leather
it just helps with the weather
and if i want her ima get her
and she don't know ima winner

if i fall again would u say that i got u
(u want me to trust but u know that i cant)
should i call u again i don't think i rly want to
(i don't think i rly want to)
these new clothes just some inspiration
i don't got time meet my expiration
u don't know what i'm on no information
ima burn it off inflammation

@1oneshot

involved (metis x tonari)

thxx again for all the lovee, rlly like this song  out on all plats :)
w/ @greeva-134 prod @kiryano the goat
mixed & mastered by mee

*lyrics*

@zixdown

i cnt seem2Lose
i cnt pick n choose
shes pickin me, not u
cus ur not in my creww
put em on the newss
cant fw u huhh
i tie the noose yuh
im gonna lose yaa

lifes been movin slower
tried going sober
its like a cycle ovr n ovr..
colder, hld on my shoulder <3
i rip my folder, the ends gettn closer

@greeva-134

Walk in the snow till i find 
A castle above the sky
My magic is beyond your mind 
I cast a spell on you dont cry

I cast a veil over your eyes
In the rain i will shelter
Your pretty face from the weather
Vectors on my yeah im tethered

@zixdown

whats in it 4me?
whats in it 4u?
& everytime u leave
u leave straight out the blue
its feels like nthn new
weve been stuck like gluee
cant seperate frm u <3
i dnt wanna lose u
girl tell me wht to do

losing you w/ anna [prod. kiryano]

t b u . . ✧･ﾟ: *✧･ﾟ: (Jayysoul)

@crystalstatues
1amadxus@gmail.com

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