I was travelling with an EU and UN funded NGO team to Nigeria a week ago. We were sent to a small village of ethnic Igbo people mainly consisting of middle-aged tribesmen, tribeswomen and children. They were really chill about our visit and offered us food and played their traditional gong music to us. However when I played this specific song to one of the younger men he started screaming and smashing his head in with a coconut until he started violently convulsing and died. Everyone was mortified and we were forced to leave back to France not long after.

faustian bargain

@pincode8485, @oakscreen

i did this in a couple hours it sounds cool i think!

purgatory (very loud version)

Sudyumna

fyoum + @sugarrushhigh

Guitar sample: Scro, Venus as a boy - little too quiet

batterypacks w/SUGAR RUSH HIGH

health

goodLuckUSER

diver (murrumur + kintsugi)

sample: venturing - Aberdeen Dream Sequence

venturing

Waiting

Reality/Dreams (feat. ALIEN DAYS) - 4:13
prod. Blacklight
lyrics/vox. PK Shellboy and ALIEN DAYS
mix/master. PK Shellboy

[Verse 1: ALIEN DAYS]
I'll stick this foreign object in my thigh
And pretend I'm not scared
And pretend I'm not hyperventilating
And I'll stick this foreign object in my thigh
I can't do this for too long
I can't do this for too long
I just wanna be who I am internally  
I remember parking lots, late nights with my friends at parks
Having machinations but no way to make them fucking work
Every day tracing out album art inside my math journal
Cause I couldn't focus on anything else in the god damn world
When I'm losing sleep, losing money, losing friends and feeling shitty
All I end up doing is get lost in my own head
I can't connect with this reality
I feel like I'm stuck in my dreams no matter what is thought or said

[Verse 2: PK Shellboy]
Turn reality into dreams, dreams into reality
Looking off into the starry seas, to look for what my mind perceives
Putting faith into what eyes can see, reaching out for other galaxies
Nothing's really ever made complete, the universe is bursting at the seams
Maybe someday our paths will meet, in a semblance of normality
We'll never know what's coming next reveals, all that's forward still remains unseen
Let's escape from this calamity, as soon as we begin to sleep
Turn reality into dreams, dreams into reality

[Outro: PK Shellboy, ALIEN DAYS]
Reality (Dreams) [I'm so lost, I'm so lost, I'm so lost, where you can't find me]

[Outro 2: PK Shellboy - Robert Frost - Stopping by Woods on a Snowy Evening]
The woods are lovely, dark and deep
But I have promises to keep
And miles to go before I sleep
And miles to go before I sleep

Aethernet

Reality/Dreams (feat. ALIEN DAYS)

Anything to Gain/Nothing to Lose - 4:14
prod. Blacklight
lyrics/vox. PK Shellboy
mix/master. PK Shellboy

[Verse 1]
Questioning, I'm jeopardized
Had to ask the devil why
Bring me down from heaven's sky
This might be a blessing in disguise
I intensify
Making my repression die
Don't care if I'm dead, alive
Rebound my depression to a high
Let me emphasize
I've been feeling petrified
Everything that's said tonight
I'll probably regret and reconcile
I'm desensitized
Every day just getting by
I can't even recognize
Maybe armageddon's nigh 

[Chorus]
This might be the hardest
Thing for me to harness
I gotta be honest
I don't have anything to gain
Anything to gain
I don’t have anyone to turn to
I never deserved you
Don't wanna concern you
I don't have anything to gain
Anything to gain
Yeah I know that
This might be the hardest
Thing for me to harness
I gotta be honest
I don't have anything to gain
Anything to gain
I don’t have anyone to turn to
I never deserved you
Don't wanna concern you
I don't have anything to gain
Anything to gain 

[Verse 2]
We're not destined to be what we wanted to be
Maybe we're doomed to be common, not free
Stop me from bending and taking a knee
Don't go with my plea bring the ending to me
Remember the times when we wanted to die
The times where our plans failed and things went awry
The months after August and weeks in July
No I wouldn't lie should I say goodbye 

[Verse 3]
Nothing to lose I got nothing to lose
Yeah I got the whole crew but I'm still feeling blue
I got red in my eyes, I got green in my food, but the world's staying grey in my view what to do
Nothing to lose I got nothing to lose
Mother says it's been years since I've sat in a pew
Yeah it's true but just being in church made me puke
What's the point of a god if he's not sending clues
Nothing to lose I got nothing to lose
Never calling a truce I keep paying my dues
No I don't give a fuck if my shit's misconstrued
Don't care 'bout your insults and verbal abuse
Nothing to lose I got nothing to lose
I'm not keeping my cool got no time for you fools
Might come off as crude or just blowing my fuse
But you fucks can't accuse me of not being true
Nothing to lose I got nothing to lose
Do this shit for myself in my head got the proof
Perhaps satisfaction will always elude me 
But so help me god I'll still see this shit through
Nothing to lose I got nothing to lose
In my head I got trouble I'm hearing it brew
Soul leaving my body the void still consumes
Me and fuck I don't know if I'm right to assume
Nothing to lose I got nothing to lose
I'm not kicking the chair I'm not getting the noose
Got more shit to do I've got more shit to do
Got people who need me I can't meet my doom
Nothing to lose I got nothing to lose
Save the liquor and booze and my knees that were bruised
Don't wanna be yet one more dead on the news
’Cause those deaths come in twos, even more it's the truth
Nothing to lose I got nothing to lose
Save the liquor and booze and my knees that were bruised
Don't wanna be yet one more dead on the news
‘Cause those deaths come in twos, even more it's the truth

Sudyumna

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