LYRICS

I'm just trying to breathe under water

Im just trying to hide cause I'm scared

Makes no difference one from the other 

Because it doesn't mean so much in the end

crooked lines
On these broken binds
Paint a beautiful picture
Master mind 
Behind the rhymes
Starts Describing the fixture 
Breath taking 
Art making 
Every linear stroke
Filled with passion
In every detail
In the words that is spoke
Bolded caption
Given to retail
It's a story of strife
But the reaction 
That this should entail
It's the glory of life
Cause it's vivid 
In every image
Wicked and so specific 
Despite all the parts explicit 
My masterpiece is terrific 
Moments I was at my limit
There's people who'll try to spin it
tell me the work I put in
While knowing they weren't in it
Where were you?
When I was towing on the edge of the line?
Where were you?
When devil had me locked in inside of my mind
Where were you?
For my eviction
Declining mental attrition 
Financial state in condition 
That put me out of commission 
Mom's on the brink of death
When I was holding her hand
My marriage taking a left
We're drawing lines in the sand


Man I've really seen darker days 
That some just won't understand 
How I really wish I say
I knew that God had a plan
Conflict
 blinded my vision
wasn't seeing in faith
Made a lot of decisions 
That led to failure 
I bathe
In the aftermath
Taking beatens from fallen paths
Troubled waters that crashed my rafts
Every plan that I try to graph
Never scaled 
up to Where I have to be
Always ended drastically 
If I did what's asked of me
It would turn out masterfully 
More impactful
But defeat breeds success
Once the Lord enter my spirit
I did not feed the stress
My heart beat suggest
I was way less depress
And despite all the test
I know 
I'm still blessed
even though you feel like your sinking
And your spiraling farther 
just want to keep you encouraged 
In the depths that we charter
Cause you swallow that blue pill
That numbs you
To not fill
 then wonder why life sucks
Cause you out of the Lords will
staying under



In The Deepend 2: New Depths

Underwater

LYRICS

Laughs)
It's funny
Looking at the moments I was going through the motions
I really couldn't tell you why
But what I do know

Is I was in my head

Paint the scene 
Que the window pane
Tut, tut
Yeah, it looks like rain
Que the thoughts
Let them run 
untamed
Crying tears
For a world
Unchanged 
See the viewpoint
On this new joint
been treading down this track
For the check point
Did my eyes squint?
Is it too tint
Need a guide
Let pain be my blueprint
Murky waters
Song is for the sons
Here without a father
Independent moms
Trying to raise a daughter
Children feeling life 
As it teeter totter
Taking all the stress
As it starts to clotter
Your falling farther
Your peace of mind
Completely bothered
Intrusive thoughts
That start to harbour
Inside the void
you  begin to charter
The grief
And all the anguish 
Negativity 
Begins to shift
The language 
Cultivated from the
Times of being vanquish
Concentrated on the 
Climbs that left me damaged
Consecrated in depression 
Left unmanaged 
There's a hunger in your soul
That's feeling famished 
Darkness eating up the light
Until it's vanished 
Losing all the will to fight
With no advantage
I can level with you
Cause I know
When the devils got a hold 
And you've lost control
When evils in this world 
Have begun to mold
Got you feeling like your dragged
Through the rabbit hole
In a path really dark
Where it's dry and cold
Everything your told
Truly undersold
That to reach a goal
There's an obstacle 
if you try to climb 
It's impossible 
But it's in your

It's all up in my head
It's all up in myx2
In my head nowx7
In my head(drag)

Turn the page 
Now it's chapter two
Clean slate 
We begin a new
Face the you 
that you thought
You knew
Seperate 
From the traits
You brew
Just stay devoted 
There's nothing that's sugarcoated
The world is 
Littered with people 
Whose evil nature
forbode it
If your potential 
Exploded
essential seeds
Are corroded
Lock the key
To your destiny
Presently 
Have it coded
Nothing bout this
Is miniscule 
Trying to fight 
Then it's physical 
Constantly hacking your pyshce 
Til the only battle is spiritual 
 heed 
This final warning
If you've ignored
What I've said
Another body were mourning
 Left for dead in your head
lying everyday dormant 
Then your making your bed
We either endure the torment 
Or finally perish instead
It's survival 
Who'll be the fittest
That crazy talk 
Leads to grimace
Seperating your inner god
Till the power diminish 
You giving in 
Then your finish
Take your strength 
And replenish 
I'll keep on 
Kicking and scratching 
I'm putting everything 
In this cause

It's all up in my head
It's all up in myx2
In my head nowx7
In my head(drag)


In My Head

Album Support

All In My Head

I let you 
Slip under
You hate the rain but
It’s my favorite weather 
Late night 
I sit in the dark 
I play these keys 
I don’t care about my heart
You stole 
My closure
We’re not
Sober
I’m drowning now
Sinking so low
The end is now 
Don’t think about closed doors

I can’t relate 
It’s taking my breath
I fade away
I admit I’m obsessed
In the end 
It will make you
Change
How could I fool you
If I held you loose
I get no closure 
If I close the door 
I am not golden 
I am so flawed
Fighting these ghost oh
I throw and I fall 

Each night 
I drink all my pain
I smoke this weed 
Popping MDMA 
My regret 
Consume me
Don’t see
That I bleed

I’m just like you too 
Tortured youth youth
Play the right notes
I lost all my keys 
Sing a sad song
See my misery 
 
I can’t relate 
It’s taking my breath
I fade away
I admit I’m obsessed
In the end 
It will make you
Change
How could I fool you
If I held you loose
I get no closure 
If I close the door 
I am not golden 
I am so flawed
Fighting these ghost oh
I throw and I fall 

I let you
Slip from under
You hate the rain but
It’s my favorite weather 
Late night I sit in the dark 
I play these keys 
I don’t think about my heart
You stole 
My closure
We’re not
Sober
I’m drowning now
Sinking so low
The end is now 
Don’t think about closed doors

I can’t relate 
It’s taking my breath
I fade away
I admit I’m obsessed
In the end 
It will make you
Change
How could I fool you
If I held you loose
I get no closure 
If I close the door 
I am not golden 
I am so flawed
Fighting these ghost oh
I throw and I fall

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