no wonder you’re bringing me down there’s chaos inside your name 
you create comfortability around being insane
how’s a flower supposed to grow when watered by acid rain 
put me in a petri dish and feed me droplets of your pain

breathing in a fake atmosphere of so called community
one of you is careless the other full of hostility
i still hold gratitude for you offered me a home to stay
but the environment rotted now i must be on my way

grind my bones , eat my brain
only chase your own gain 
electricity leaves a burning stain
suffocate yourself with a burning chain

mutual tendency 
enticing me to stay
enjoyment of death, your priority
defensive, no accountability

i know that im undead just like the rest of you
but noticing the trend, i cannot follow through 

we’re all sick in the head, reflecting what we do
but my development is what i must pursue

i know im undead, our connection, hang on by a thread
all in my head, reasons that i should just stay in my bed
you heard what i said, your immaturity make me see red
now i ain’t no fed, but you gon get busted for your fake cred

for your fake attitude, and for your fake sense
checking IDs, i’ll turn away fakes, no i’m not sitting on the fence 
yeah i been patient, now i take offense
i gotta clean, rejuvenate my, energy been getting too tense 

jack of all trades, master of none, home is nowhere, im on the run 
stay for a day then i’m back in the sun 
wandering soul, complete by no one
especially, not by no bum, high and mighty, think you’re above
everyone else you don’t know how to love
think you’re holy ain’t no way you a dove 

you’re only a goat if you mean from below
from the underworld, please check your ego 
got no more room, in my heart no more 
gave you a chance , sniff it up you blow 
even if i never find my circle, i got point of view, each side and angle
i’ll connect the web, call me a spindle 
i know im undead but my spirit is whole

i know that im undead just like the rest of you
but noticing the trend, i cannot follow through 

we’re all sick in the head, reflecting what we do
but my development is what i must pursue

GRIND MY BONES, EAT MY BRAIN

omg xtc tmz woah woah
omg xtc tmz wizardry
new york fashion week 
and im off the lsd
fucking crazy
fucking geek
im so 
fukn chic

Geek Chic

thai body dump - Awakening

i was on them psychedelics tryna find a way to u
and everytime we have a problem i be tryna break through 
you break my trust but i come back
i start to think a moral compass is what you truly lack
the things you ask me to do , i dont wanna do that
she said that im outta love
and i said “true that”
and she say that she feel the same
i said that i knew that
walking out the door i give u permission to do that

cus i can no longer cry for u
give u permission do what u wanna do
its not my business 
no its not my business 
but dont try to hmu actin like u miss this
maybe u can be my mistress 
and meet my wife
baby u know me and u we could’ve had a life
but you done fucked it up like you fucked up everything
and dont even try to call me cus it wont ring

permission (prod. rav3n)

there's a hole inside my chest


i know something's wrong with me
i got a high fever
i'm losing to my body
i'm losing all my conscience 
i know something's wrong with me
there's no one that can fix it
my soul is oh so hollow
the infection r*pes my spirit

hi fever snippet

'reach me' by mateo
produced by ichigo
written, recorded, mixed & mastered by mateo

I hope you love me as much as i love you
I aint mean to break your heart but baby thats what i do
Always thinking of u
Put no one above u
But u know this shit wont work right now

And it hurts me
But im doing
Everything i need to do
i need to get away from u
But i hope u love me like i love u

Yeah i’ll keep the door open just a bit
Cus u know its so hard to come to terms w shit
That I don’t want to
Yeah you know I don’t want u to go
So i’ll just change the number to my phone 
And make it so u cant reach me
Hurt me deeply, Hurt me deeply
Cus im pretty sure u already did the fucking worst

Yeah ur words hurt but ur actions cut deeper
Cant close my eyes cus i might see her
And im doing way more fucking drugs than i ever have
Even my mom can tell that im a geeker
Everything’s the same day by day
But when i look back every fucking thing changed
I been tryna reconnect to u
But it never works 
Yeah i’ll never forget u even though it’s gonna hurt

reach me (ichigo)

i <3 paper i <3 cool pants
shawty 💁🏻‍♀️ said that my music 🎵 got her in a trance 😵‍💫
i be getting to that paper 💰 
idontgotnotimetodance 💃 
shawty wanna hold my hand n im down yea
pls dont make urself look worse u a clown 🤡 yeah 🚬 
i be traveling 🧭 around different towns yea
with a couple of my brothas keep some sticks up in da whip lil bitch
i pull up w diamonds 💎 on my wrist u cannot take this shit 🔫 

white t shirt from the gas station ⛽️ 
i dont need no designer 👩‍🎨 bitch
i orchestrate the play u know i rlly be designing shit
i had to stop drinking 🍺 during the day ☀️ i wasnt locking in 🔒 
i feel just like im lain 🐻 im in the wired 🛜 and im logging in 🌐
i keep it casual 👨‍💼 stand on business 🧳 in some moccasins 👞 
i try to pray 🙏🏼 everyday cus Lord knows i been doing a lot of sin 🩸 
all i been doing is being modest 🙈 n im rlly tired of it😐

i<3coolpants (tenshixgod x sire)

thai body dump - ill b yr skin

lyrics:
dont be so quick to walk away
bet that nigga tense everytime he hear my name
bet you see a snake everytime you see my face
gettin money fast any less is a just a waste
face the hen dog dog ion need a chase
red dot to his eyes lil baby we do lasik
she dont like the dark lil baby like a racist
rockin mayhem everything you do is basic
glock gon make him stand straight like he need braces
sellin water to the boat, yung nigga persuasive
100 down 80 yung nigga speed racing
we dont shoot air gmf leave you faceless
how dat nigga real he be squealing in his cases
pillow talkin to the bitch irl dont say shit
dont say that we gang we not first name basis 
we not wishing well we dont need the good graces
niggas be some hoes u had might as well embrace it
dont so be so quick to walk away
 u did that all that fighting but u couldnt even stay
we dont even talk but that love still ain decay
know this life is fucked all a nigga do is pray
know yo days numbered all u do is just delay

rock ya body (p. benoided)

kaylin teitgen. bay area california.
ig @ amanita.supernova

GRIND MY BONES, EAT MY BRAIN

Amanita Supernova

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