LYRICS:

i, i wrote you a love letter
but you didn't read it
i guess it's for the better, better
we would never be the same
i'd fuck all of this up
and we would burn into flames

you didn't see me like that
it was opinion not fact
or at that point it was delusion
i think i made it all up
i thought you fell in love
so i came to the conclusion

i assumed you liked me back
but it wasn't like that
you said that we're just two good friends
i asked "what's wrong with me?"
you said "it's nothing"
something i can’t comprehend

chorus

you didn't see me that way
what kinda things did i say?
the issue must always lie within myself
i can't be making it up
or am i hard to love?
it's the question i will always dwell

pre-chorus

chorus

i don't wanna go
don't wanna go
to an empty loveless home
don't wanna go
i don't wanna go
if you're not waiting at home

Love Letter (prod. bloom)

Cinnamon Girl (cover)

LYRICS:

80 on the 210 with the vinyl drop-top down
i don't know where i'm headed, just somewhere out of this town
got my foot dead asleep with the pedal to the ground
you took off on that exit, i guess i'll see you around
from old town pasadena, eastbound to san bernardino
gonna pick up my bestie, talkin' that shit only we know
might max my credit card, slot machines at the casino
strike out at russian roulette, maybe better luck in reno

80 on the 210 with the vinyl drop-top down
i don't know where i'm headed, just somewhere out of this town

i might be drivin' all night
'til i see the summer sunrise
don't know if i'm doin' it right
i'ma do this all my life
i might be drivin' all night
'til i see the summer sunrise
don't know if i'm doin' it right
i'ma do this all my life

80 on the 210 with the vinyl drop-top down
i don't know where i'm headed, just somewhere out of this town
got my foot dead asleep with the pedal to the ground
you took off on that exit, i guess i'll see you around
from old town pasadena, eastbound to san bernardino
gonna pick up my bestie, talkin' that shit only we know
might max my credit card, slot machines at the casino
strike out at russian roulette, maybe better luck in reno

80 on the 210 with the vinyl drop-top down
i don't know where i'm headed, just somewhere out of this town

i might be drivin' all night
'til i see the summer sunrise
don't know if i'm doin' it right
i'ma do this all my life
i might be drivin' all night
'til i see the summer sunrise
don't know if i'm doin' it right
i'ma do this all my life

Summer Sunrise (demo) [prod. 21leonn]

LYRICS:

there was a girl, born in southeast la
growing up hurt, it got worse everyday
no one said life is easy or even this hard
they all believed one day she'd be a star

she was the hopeful for many in a small town
and when the walls caved, she came crashing down
like shattered dream shrapnel, the end of her world
i wish i could just hug that little girl

ah, oh, marie
i need you to listen to me
ah, oh, marie
open your eyes and you'll see
one bad day ain't a bad life
it's okay to take your time
healing your heart and your mind
ah, oh, marie
you're worth so much more than you think

high school begins and she's told to be tough
the teenage years make the tears bottle up
there's perpetual sadness with no reason why
at least not yet, she'll forget how to cry

maintaining her progress is half of the trouble
getting this far, no matter the struggle
and she never planned her life past 17
now she's 22, almost 23

ah, oh, marie
i need you to look up at me
ah, oh, marie
just take my hand and you'll see
tomorrow is a new day
it's okay to make mistakes
don't let it keep you awake
ah, oh, marie
you're worth so much more than you think

marie (demo) [prod. KOBER]

LYRICS:

I'm starting to feel like I'm lose, losing my mind
I see everyone in front of me, I'm falling behind
"Life is not a race, you're not at the finish line"
But I still feel like maybe I'm run, running out of time
And I

I'm acting like I don't care, I'm tough
Deep inside, I really do
No, it's not cool
So far, nobody has called my bluff
I think it might happen soon
Will it be you?

Oh, everyday
Impersonate
Pretend to be somebody that I'm not
This is my façade
Oh, everyday
Impersonate
Pretend to be somebody that you'll like
This is my life
Oh!

I'm starting to feel like I'm lose, losing my mind
I see everyone in front of me, I'm falling behind
They say, "Life is not a race, you're not at the finish line"
But I still feel like maybe I'm run, running out of time
And I, I'm starting to feel like I'm lose, losing the fight
I see people doing better like their stars are aligned
They say, "You're just 23, everything will be alright"
But I still feel like maybe I'm run, running out of time
Oh yeah

All my thoughts are twisted in my head
I just wanna disappear
Get out of here
Counting down the days until the end
Some are preaching that it's near
Didn't you hear?

Oh, everywhere
It's in the air
I can't escape the heavy sense of doom
Lying in my room
Oh, everywhere
It's in the air
I can't escape the fear of the unknown
That's just how it goes
Oh!

I'm starting to feel like I'm lose, losing my mind
I see everyone in front of me, I'm falling behind
They say, "Life is not a race, you're not at the finish line"
But I still feel like maybe I'm run, running out of time
And I, I'm starting to feel like I'm lose, losing the fight
I see people doing better like their stars are aligned
They say, "You're just 23, everything will be alright"
But I still feel like maybe I'm run, running out of time
Oh yeah

Out of Time (prod. ellegante)

LYRICS:

I'll say it simply; you're a kid, 22
You walk around thinking you're cool
Take shelter in your closet made of glass
And try to hide behind your mustache

I thought I'd make the kind of music you like
Will you listen to this song? You might
Put on your Docs and your platform shoes
You stand at 5'6" with a big attitude

And, usually, I'm not this mean
So long as no bloodthirsty hunter pokes me
But now I'm wounded and I'm so ashamed
I only think it's fair that you feel my pain

Did you really mean it or not?
Were you really the person I thought?
Was I really that dumb, in delusion?
You optical illusion
Now it's my mind I'm—

You say you take your sense of humor dark
And using slurs you can't reclaim is an art
Go on and lift five hundred pounds worth of weight
To make you feel like you're worth something great

The scorpion lashed his tail at the archer
That should've been a cue for my departure
But I wanted the psych ward patient bad
Did I say something to make you mad?

And, usually, I'm not this blunt
You're a little bitch so that makes me a cunt
Normally, I'd never walk such a thin line
But you crossed it first when you blocked me online

Did you really mean it or not?
Were you really the person I thought?
Was I really that dumb, in delusion?
You optical illusion
Now it's my mind I'm losin'

Did you really want my friendship?
Or were you really softening the hit?
Was I really that lost, in confusion?
You optical illusion
Now it's my mind I'm losin'

Did you really tell me the truth?
Was I really such a lovesick fool?
Were you really involved in collusion?
You optical illusion
Now it's my mind I'm... losin'

Amber Vasquez

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