cover of the strokes
made on ableton 2nd project
guitar, bass, drums , voice - Kyan! Hejazi

lyrics
(welcome to another day in the life of- Y-Y-Y-YEAHHHH- the remix)
Can't you see I'm trying?
I don't even like it. I just lied to
Get to your apartment, now I'm staying
Here just for a while
I can't think 'cause I'm just way too tired

Is this it?
Is this it?
Is this... it?

Said they'd give you anything you ever wanted
When they lied, I knew it was just stable children
Trying hard not to realize I was sitting right behind them

Oh dear, can't you see? It's them it's not me
We're not enemies; We just disagree
If I was like him all pissed in this bar
He changes his mind, says I went too far
We all disagree
I think we should disagree, yeah

Is this it
Is this it
Is this it

Can't you see I'm trying?
I don't even like it. I just lied to
Get to your apartment, now I'm staying
Here just for a while
I can't think 'cause I'm just way too tired

(in it's different way, this has it's own magic)

IS THIS IT??? (draft)

Live Wavelengths Broadcast 10.06.21
Ep. 17 - Work in Progress; SWABS is back! Kyan! attempts to organize his priorities. Senior year is a lot. With so much in the horizon, it's the 3rd Season of the Secretly Wild and Amazing Bordham Show! (including 3 bonus tracks)
https://open.spotify.com/playlist/5B9Flgpf1Mlaf3a1ulghe4?si=3ee00885f4ca4eae

SWABS 17 - "Work in Progress"

Live Wavelengths Broadcast 10.13.21
Ep. 18 - Flaming Rooftops; Autumn is here, so Kyan! finds beauty in the breakdown. Here's to dancing with a city on fire. How did we get here? Shouting in all the same places, it's the Secretly Wild and Amazing Bordham Show! (+2 bonus songs)
https://open.spotify.com/playlist/5Ag1kV4vYVDStqanHyEMHp?si=4d75c37bac4042f9

SWABS 18 - "Flaming Rooftops"

prototype milk 2019 single

ft. matt chen, mich napolitano

(milk!)

one time when i was young, i tried to build a castle in the sand
little did i know, it was just the first time i’d have things wash from my hands
and i didn’t have a plan
and now i’m almost a man


these days i wake up every morning and i’m not sure if it’s real
i’m a stand up guy, i just wanna tell you that i don’t know how to feel
so i guess i’ll just conceal 
and i might skip every meal
you see i tried and tried to heal
but i’m also trying to steal


i wanna be famous, yeah i wanna be adored
i don’t care ‘bout what you say—anymore, no i don’t, babe 
you broke my heart
now we can’t restart


do you ever stop to think about the way you left me on the brink
it’s really okay, i just wish i wasn’t poured out into your kitchen sink
i’m not trying to sound mean 
but it’s just the way i think 
can we skip to the part where we don’t ever have to be this poor 
i don’t know about you but my lungs are collapsing and my body’s getting sore
and i’m feeling so ignored
i’m behind the closet door
i don’t want to die alone
I don’t want to die alone
 
i thought it’d be painless, i hope i never get old
my hands tremble, and they shake—and they’re cold..im not okay
do you want my card?
will this be my start?

mmhmm 

that’s an awfully hot coffee pot

what i want (demo)

prototype milk project recorded at henry’s beach house in the summer of 2020

you said you wouldn’t wanna stay the night
slip away into the neon light (with me)
love caught blindly by an oversight
nothings ever gonna feel like you and i

you know i want you, yeah, you know i need it
i wrote another song and i can’t sing it
if i could sell my soul would you still see me
i’m so stuck on you, yeah, and i concede it

i could be the sun while you’re out at sea
i try to talk to you when i’m sound asleep
just because i knew that you were thinking of me
i’ll never show my face while i’m under the sheets

and i don’t want this one to go to waste
take a breath and there might be a place (for me)
your soft face is all i want to see… oh yeah!

you know i want you, yeah, you know i need it
i wrote another song and i can’t sing it
if i could sell my soul would you still see me
i’m so stuck on you, yeah, and i concede it

i could be the sun while you’re out at sea
i try to talk to you when i’m sound asleep
just because i knew that you were thinking of me
i’ll never show my face while i’m under the sheets

oh yeah yea yeah yea 

what, are you fuckin— what do you think you’re looking at, did you think this song was about you? …please.

neon lights (demo)

i already know what you’re looking for 
you want someone to love and someone to adore
but if it can’t be me no more, whatever life has in store 
ill wait for you still, take all my pills, silence until cause 

i woke up at 10 in the afternoon, (Oh)
someday i hope that I’ll see you soon 
what do i know, i’m just the boy you dated twice

but maybe i’m not gonna be enough..
you may have been my best friend, but you were more my first love
i care a lot about what you think, my nose is bleeding on the kitchen sink 
i wish he was dead, get out my head, come back to bed cause 

i woke up at 10 in the afternoon, (Oh)
someday i hope that i’ll see you soon 
what do i know, i’m just the boy you dated twice, (Ah)

twice - demo

are you proud of me yet?
all in all its quite alright that im still in bed

will you stay in my life?
all I know is that im quite okay with us chasing time

(woah, synths)

you and i, you and i…
we can sleep all day
dance the night away
play that marvin gaye!
make me wanna say...

(“i love you, i do“)


are you proud of me yet?
all in all its quite alright that im still in bed

will you stay in my life?
all i know is that im quite okay with us chasing time

chasing an interlude

i love hiking! (feat. Cam Dasher)

Cover: Yukiteru Amano

||poetry in motion - demo||
Guitar, vocals, piano - Ambi
First Draft - Lyrics:

=Verse 1=
Was it something that I said?
did you also want me dead?
Could you be with me instead? Yeah?
Don’t you know you’re my best friend?
 
=Hook=
Oh! I see you act like you’re not alone
Poetry in motion..
No!! It’s not your fault that I’m showing no..
showing no Emotion 
just run into the ocean.
Ignore all my devotiOooON.  Ohhhhh


AHHHHHHHH!!!!!!!!

=Bridge=
You know this feeling coming out of my heart 
the way it struck me like I was in an accident 
you are a blessing that i watch from afar 
I’d like to quit being chased like you had wanted 
and

Verse 2/Bridge
(anything you ask me to)
After all that we went through
(I would do it just to talk to you )
i’ve still never seen your room
(I can make it feel brand new)
So show me what you would do Oooo 
(If only you knew)
if I were lying next to you

=Hook=
Oh! I see you act like you’re not alone
Poetry in motion
No!! It’s not your fault that I’m showing no..
showing no Emotion 
just Run into the ocean
Ignore all my devotiOooON.  Ohhhhh

AHHHHHH!!!!!!!

poetry in motion (prototype)

this is everything. 

ghoulish 1/2 of the adjacents (@porneaux)

ambien jones! ♪

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