The tune that holds Robot Love together. Now with more metal, and less messy solos. You could EAT off this thing it's so clean.

Mechanical Heart (SOLAR Mix)

If you've ever heard Spoonman or Albatross, this will sound familiar. If you haven't, you clearly were not alive in the '90s.

Lusting for Vengeance

Tracking this was quite the ordeal; glad it only took 6.5 hours.

Staring toward Infinity (Eternal Indecision)

It's more about feeling than technical prowess, I think. Also, I finally learned how to write (good) drum parts (after stumbling around for a year).

Carmine Infusion

Gamboge Memories

Lyrics:

I guess I never noticed how much I cared,
And never would have seen it if you were still here;
And now that I have lost you, the pain sinks within:
Reminding what transpired,
Renewing reverie again...

The feelings that I felt for you,
Dreams that I held close to,
And memories of our life had been
Shattered by one I called friend.
Now I realize why
I had lived while you died:
Intangibles combined,
Creating Phthalocyanine.


Another day of darkness obscures the sky,
And fractured memories occlude my mind's eye.
In trying to embrace this, the stain sinks within:
Refining what transpired,
Defining my intent again...

The failures I had clung onto,
Hatred in my heart for you,
And misery in my mind
Coalesced to make my soul blind.
Now I realize why
I had lived while you died:
Intangibles crystallized
To destroy my mind!
Now intrusive thoughts are screaming
For Phthalocyanine!


A silent beam of starlight will guide the way
To everflowing waters and Dawn's warm embrace.
And as I cross the threshold, the flame sinks within:
Exhuming what transpired,
Consuming what remains again...

The future I had forged for you,
Promises I adhered to,
And melody I designed
Were extinguished by me on that night!
Now I realize why
I had lived while you died:
Intangibles combined,
Creating Phthalocyanine.

Phthalocyanine

Lyrics:

Crying out in early morning;
Waking from a lucid journey;
Feeling sick and sweating out the
Fears I felt throughout the past night;
Shifting out of bed is when I
Realize with dread inside me
That the Thing I thought I'd fled from
Is consuming me!

Falling farther
Into the abyss of the
Giant monster
Living in my dreams!
What sort of end
Does this Thing intend
To begin with me?

Merging together the Thing speaks to me,
"Surely I've come to defend Thee!
'Til thy sorrows have passed, I shall stay to the last:
Killing off the nightmares of thy Nyanza Dreams!"


Now that we are one together,
Surely now we two shall weather
Anything the Twisting Nether
Speweth forth to block the warpath!
Crashing through, our souls are binding;
Standing tall, we now are finding
That our battle aura's shining
Oh, so brilliantly!

Growing stronger,
Bonded to the soul of the
Giant monster
Living in my being!
Now, as my friend,
This Thing intends
To defend my dreams.

Drawing its power from out of the Void,
Greater it looms in my mind's eye!
Like the angel called Death, none this Thing can contest:
Killing off the nightmares of my Nyanza Dreams!


Brimming strong with storm and thunder
Coming forth, this mighty wonder
Breaks the Earth and tears asunder
Remnants from the dreams I once had.
Stark against the sky it towers,
Reigning in its awesome powers,
Reckoning the final hours
Of my misery!

Stalling longer,
Wishing I could stay with the
Giant monster
Living in my dreams.
Yet, though we're friends,
This Thing must end
To begin again.

Knowing this happens while I am asleep,
How could I hope to convince you
That the Thing's foul intent can only be spent
Killing off the nightmares of my Nyanza Dreams?

Nyanza Dreams

In name only, for it is neither. 

ed: it's pronounced "tope", not "top"

Taupe Tautology

Dating fat girls is my secret fantasy,
But I'm scared I'll end up falling in love
With someone too big for me to even lift.
I guess that risk's something I'll just have to take!

When I think about fat girls,
I feel exhilaration!

I call them my Citrine Aphrodites
Because they're gold goddesses,
And now I fear to label what I've felt
As "True Love."

Ambiguous Party

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