Stream on: https://open.spotify.com/playlist/4z0McPyHkhAU37UWDLGBsr

day I woke up

ambit. - day I woke up

Fate from Thread

The track "Sadness" (Beatless Ambient Version) completely strips away the rhythmic anchor, resulting in a work of pure, suspended emotion. The sonic journey unfolds within a vast, frozen soundscape of melancholy. Deep feelings are expressed through slow-moving, massive drone textures, and heavily-processed, sustained tones that hang in the air, saturated with reverb and delay. It is an act of deep, profound sonic immersion, where the listener is left adrift in a beautiful, overwhelming sadness. This version is a true ambient catharsis—a deep breath taken in the face of immense feeling.

Sadness ( Ambient Version )

Inspired by Stranger Things and my daughter’s enthusiasm for it, I’ve reimagined one of my guitar tracks as an atmospheric ’80s electronic homage.
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The original track: https://soundcloud.com/guiville/martini-money
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Playlist with three versions:
https://soundcloud.com/guiville/sets/martini-money
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Photo credit: https://unsplash.com/@rolanddeason
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Martini Money - 80s Instr.

The Leverage

This started off as a track entitled 'Conflicted Thoughts' which was an instrumental. When I recorded the vocals I thought'Broken Echo' fitted better as a title and the arrangement reflects that. It's a bit strange but hey ..... !

Lyrics

Broken Echo

When I first met you 
I was so proud 
I proclaimed my love out loud
But that has waned 
My heads in flames   

Am I stuck here in a cage 
Or am I the one who turns the page   

Stay or go I don’t know 
My heart’s a broken echo 
Every yes feels like a no 
Stay or go 
I don’t know   

Your hands feel like a safety net 
But the threads 
Twist cruelly and I’m set 
With no escape 

If I leave 
Will I still feel whole 
If I stay 
Do I lose my soul 
This push and pull is taking its toll   

Stay or go I don’t know 
My heart’s a broken echo 
Every yes feels like a no 
Stay or go I don’t know

When I first met you 
I was so proud 
I proclaimed my love out loud
But that has waned 
My heads in flames   

Am I stuck here in a cage 
Or am I the one who turns the page   

Stay or go I don’t know 
My heart’s a broken echo 
Every yes feels like a no 
Stay or go 
I don’t know   

Your hands feel like a safety net 
But the threads 
Twist cruelly and I’m set 
With no escape 

If I leave 
Will I still feel whole 
If I stay 
Do I lose my soul 
This push and pull is taking its toll   

Lyrics by Phil Hawker

Broken Echo

Song composed & created by The Boilerman
Eric created & plays: all harmonic clean & distorted lead & rythm guitar
Eric created & mix's: all drum, bass, ambient, atmo & pads
P.L.O created: all vocals
Production by E.H.T Studios
Thank you for listening!

Desires

Seeker

A third (and supposedly last) version of putting the lyrics -- first used with "silken shadows" and then "therapy of love" -- to some now extra soft and folky arrangement. 

more than gold

Just Remember

Interlude: Tenebris

just a guy making deep ambient music 🖤