I don't know wut2 do
I can't get over u
no matter wut I try to do
when I hear ur voice I can't move
watching u sleep alone in ur room :3
I don't know what to do :'(
I'm so attached to u <3
the way u make my heart race~
when will u finally feel the same?

I CANT GET OVER U
I CANT GET OVER YOU
I CANT GET OVER UUUUU
i cant get over you.

57 48 59 20 44 4f 4e 54 20 59 4f 
55 20 4c 4f 56 45 20 4d 45 20 3d 44 20 3f

i hope u still feel it too
im still in love with you
I know u feel it too
love me like I love u ^_^

Cant_Get ovr ^#you!!! .｡.:*☆

@pincode8485 cover

stop believing in me this is all i can be 
what you want or you need find it somewhere else
set the both of us free i’ll get cold, i'll get mean
i don't want to be seen or to see myself
this is what trying my best looks like right now
spend all day crying, don't get sleep at night
how long can you tell me that i'll be alright
when i keep on proving you're wasting your time?
i wish that you weren't just wasting your time
i wish i knew how to fix it i just say all the same shit and you listen 
sometimes i don't really get why you listen 
and sometimes i think that the world has to hear me 
and sometimes i think i should just disappear 
but i always come back and make everyone sad 
because i need them too bad to be good and stay clear 
i don't know what's the matter with me it gets harder to breathe 
i don't want you to leave or to hurt this much 
i want to be what you need 
something better than me 
i tried everything it was not enough

something better than me

I dont know what to do to get me back to you
lately ive got nothing left to lose
ive stayed in bed crying all day hoping you would say something
anything
but when our bridges crossed i knew then
i guess the love we had was lost
i hate me i hate me i hate me i hate me

I'll find her again somewhere

enjoy<3

Lyrics:
(amecandy)
everyday im dying in my misery
i really just wish u would forget me
i dont wanna be in this world anymore
please forgive me, i cant move forward
x2


Every single day
All i wanna do is die:((
I can't fight this pain
Need u by my side
Everyday feels like
you dont care at all for me
Yeh, its almost like
Like i'm living in misery..

Feel like this is just a dream
Peopled called me a wannabe
I tried to fit in
Guess we'll have to wait and see
I hope that i succeed
Cause this isn't over
I be coming in clutch
like a four leaf clover

(amecandy)
everyday im dying in my misery
i really just wish u would text me
i dont wanna be alive anymore
whats the point if im not what you adore

in my mind ill store away my pain
cuz i know u dont feel the same
i wish we could go back in time
when everything was fine...

everyday is misery

everyday is misery!!! <3 [prod. number48]

where did my existence go
can someone please explain it to me
i feel like im drowning
can she be the one to save me?

i dont know where to go
in my head theres nowhere to run now
in this complex i forget how
how should i feel now?
and i think im starting to realize
whos the real me
but this isnt who i want to be
can she save me?

i wake up & go to sleep
not a word from anybody
i daydream about what life could be
i hope someday ill be a better me

where the fuck did i go
i cant even breathe im struggling
i dont want her to replace me
what the fuck do i do
and im so lonely without u
no one else understands me
im sinking into misery
i dont want you to leave me.

thats why, i need her to be my flower instead

dissociating

@amecandy
i wanna rip ur body apart ~
cuz i cant feel a single thing
slash go thru ur heart!!! 
count down 123 :3
u cant hide from me darling >_<
ill destroy ur fucking life in a heartbeat <3
break me down watch ur sanity die x_X
needles in ur arms until u fucking cry ;(
watch the blood drip down from my eyes ;-;

cut my wrists split it in 2
love everything that u do
i will never leave u 
(i will never leave u) 
x2

all these corpse laying down
somebody leave me 6 feet underground

rip out all her intestines 
you mean nothing to me
put her body in a benz
put her crush all in a t
you arent fucking with a loser
pls do not talk to me
use her for her body
take her to my house 
and cut up all her wrists
(till he bleeds)

all these corpse laying down
somebody leave me 6 feet underground

underground <3 (prod. nori)

FUCK YOU

unreleased song from a while back, this was my apology and goodbye to you.
prod. lil biscuit
lyrics:
@amecandy
in a world of neon lights my lifes a mess
always chasing u its such a stress
im trying to find answers but im lost in a haze
everywhere i go i see ur face :(

i swallow pills to numb the pain
escape reality but it's all in vain
searching for a way to break these chains
but the more i try the more i feel restrained

im trying and failing caught in this loop
drifting through delusions, but its no use
drowning in a sea of chemical dreams
i swear ill move on and be a better me..

i dance with shadows in the depths of my mind
the thrill of the high its so hard to leave behind
but the crash brings me down it's a bitter taste
everything feels so displaced in this reckless chase

@roshyw
u couldnt make me happy </3
uppers made me an addict...
i dont even miss you..
all i can say is fuck you!!!

take the pill, wait til ur up high <3
forget the pain id rather die
im tweaking hard with ame >_<
i dont think were gonna make it... :c

@amecandy
i-i always ruin everything thing thing thing
i dont know know know what the fuck fuck fuck is wrong with me
what the fuck is wrong with me????

i love his voice i love his face i love his gestures and the way he talks i love how good he thinks and all of his compassion above all of that the way he just accepted me but its truly important the fact that he cares about me makes me happy even if its not romantic and so my long lasting unrequited love ended.

life from the past

unrequited love & drugs

unrequited love & drugs w/ roshyw

:)
@amecandy 
When I fall asleep
You're the only one on my mind
I think u know this, it's kind of selfish
Who you see yourself
Can u see me too?

In every note, a whisper of truth
I'll dive into the depths of my soul tonight
Until I find your pretty sound of light
And we can create a heaven that we can ignite

@aratka
This isn’t living if you’re not here by my side
To reminisce abt the pictures “You’re so happy you could die” 
I kissed your red cheeks everyday made you  happy made you shy
And now I have to learn from my mistakes
Telling you goodbye
I told you I am so alone this way
Tell me it’s a lie
It feels that way in every notion knowing
I won’t be your guy

@amecandy 
Ty. [ylkhjalk], P'cl qbza hivba ohk pa dpao fvb!
Jhu'a fvb qbza slhcl tl hsvul?
Dof kvlz pa ohcl av... il aopz dhf..

When you see yourself, can you see it too?
You're the only one who's ever seen me
When you see yourself, can you see it too?
You're the only one who's ever touched me
When you see yourself, can you see it too?
You're the only one

remember? w/ null

produced by @xgatteora
mastered by @bloodyflower

@bloodyflower
ahahahaha
look whos fuckin laughin now
i be smokin in the cut
yur still in compound
go ahead n hate me yur gon stay ugly
i got yo bitch omd she wanna fuk me
ima go up ima fukin pull out
u dink ion hear u talkin bout me wow
but i cant fuckin hear u jus wanna be me
i b rollin up u gon see me on the tv

@amecandy
u can say u love me but i fucking hate u!!
i feel nothing its all see thru..
cant ever decide if i really loved u
torture me make me cry do wtv u wnt 2 <3

back and forth in my mind
slit my wrists i hope i die
tie the noose until i choke
cry to ur music just to cope
ik u rly hate me thats why im like
HA HA HA HA AH AAAA

scene popst✰r
losing my my mind for u
scene popst✰r
losing my my mind for u

back and forth in my mind
slit my wrists i hope i die
tie the noose until i choke
cry to ur music just to cope
im still obsessed with u <3
i wish u would open up
instead im doing all these drugs until i
x_x

hate me

hate me!!! w/ iveyy's lullaby

produced by takuori!
beat n vocals remixed and mastered by me
made for headphone users lol

lyrics:
am i even real? or am i just a fantasy?
am i even real? or am i just a fantasy?
am i even real? am i am i even real?
am i even real, or is this all a fantasy?

am i even real, or is this all a fantasy?
im losing my mind been a long time since uve talked to me
i cant feel my body ur voice is still haunting me
i can feel the trauma digging itself within me

im not real oh im not real!
i cant feel i cant feel
(couldnt feel for you)
im not real
(and i ruin everything i do)
no i cant feel i cant feel real

am i even real, or is this all a fantasy?
i hope u dont mind that i want u all to me
ho-hope u dont ever 4get about me!1!!1! :(
e-even when the stars fall ull still be my everything

have no idea who i am anymore?
took away my self-worth, yea u locked the door
i let u in but u only wanted more
shatter me until im crying on the floor
and the past was my disgrace!!!
swear to god ill be enough someday <3
ill be alright, ill be okay
cuz baby im not real...

real im not real
real im not real
real i dont exist
i dont exist i dont exist

i don't exist

<3<3<3<3
(i do not support yandere dev)

@hxnterbtw
hold on plz wait for me im so scared
i love you please be patient
i never done this before
i never felt this feeling

i know that you're my soulmate
i thought id never see the day
i love every word you say
you cured my secret pains

yeah we're in the club
we're having so much fun
i love your every touch
you know how to make me blush x2

oh my god i want your love
you're so fucking hot
i just wanna kiss you
hold you and hug you

yeah u are so perfect
ur my little princess
i dont wanna hurt you
baby i love you x2

@amecandy
ohhhh
i'm in the club with hxnterbtw
he's my cutest bae
you make me feel alive
i haven't felt this way in a long time

ill be here for you till the day i die
so amazing think that loving you could be a crime
and if another girl ever looked him in the eyes
i wouldn't hesitate to pull out my knife (hehe, *stab stab* AHH!)

when i met you everything was broken,
heart so cold felt no emotions
you turned my pain into light
ill never let you leave my side

darling i just wanna kiss you
always fucking miss you
you're so fucking perfect
made all my sorrows worth it x2

darling i just wanna kiss you
always fucking miss you
promise me you'll never leave
by my side for eternity

eternity<3

eternal love ft. hxnterbtw

cover of an unreleased song not mine

lyrics:
kill me oh make make make it slow
kill me oh make make make it slow slow
kill me oh make make make it slow
kill me oh make make make it slow oh

i just need some light all this makes me nauseous
stab me in the back i can be your little plushie
torture me, destroy me, tell me that im ugly
im not fucking stupid i know you dont love me

let my body decay i wanna waste away
dont tell me its okay like no fucking way
i dont want your help can you please go away
make everyone leave i dont want you to stay

never alive living in my insanity
blood running from my arms
what is our humanity?
never can feel so i keep it all sealed
knife slashing thru till my body is surreal

dont tell me that you love me i dont deserve it
take everything away i want you to fucking burn it

tear out my heart i dont wanna have any feelings
maybe you’ll care once we’re hanging from the ceiling
ur so cute i just wanna fucking hurt u 
slice all my limbs till my face turns blue

rip out my hair i want you to stare
make me fall apart i know you dont fucking care
you dont fucking care you dont fucking care
rip out my hair i want everyone to stare

i just need some light all this makes me nauseous
stab me in the back i can be your little plushie
torture me, destroy me, tell me that im ugly
im not fucking stupid i know you dont love me

let my body decay i wanna waste away
dont tell me its okay like no fucking way

i just need some light all this makes me nauseous
stab me in the back i can be your little plushie
torture me, destroy me, tell me that im ugly
im not fucking stupid i know you dont love me

you dont fucking care

prod. qyurisuu
lyrics:
fight me break up until we're nothing
i cause this chaos just to feel something x2

deceive me with ur little white lies
i love you i love it when i make u cry
pick me apart its okay i know u love this pain
our shit is so toxic
cant leave we're so trauma bonded

fight me break up until we're nothing
i cause this chaos just to feel something

sociopathic cant control how i feel
call me crazy but u keep coming back 4 the thrill x2

fight me break up until we're nothing
i cause this chaos just to feel something

ill cause fights just to make u loose urself
tell me all ur problems but i wont fucking help
make u second guess ur feelings
oh god isnt this so thrilling
ill make u go insane
cuz its all apart of my fun game

deceive me with ur little white lies
i love you i love it when i make u cry
pick me apart its okay i know u love this pain
our shit is so toxic
cant leave we're so trauma bonded

break up up i break up till we're done
until d-d-done nothing break nothing

sociopathic cant control how i feel
call me crazy but u keep coming back 4 the thrill
ill make u go insane
cuz its all apart of my fun game

la la la la
la la la la
oh oh

sociopath

@pupsies prod. takuori

lyrics:

i'm so attached don't know what to do
don't you dare walk away
everything i do is for you
i'm so attached don't know what to do
don't you dare walk away
everything i do is for you

for you
but you love testing my patience, don't you?
why can't you let me in? i could be there when
your mind is always stuck and you're up in a haze
you don't know how to act and i just want back my babe

the way you make it so fucking hard to just tolerate
gave you my heart till it bled you never appreciate
you make it so fucking hard to just tolerate

tolerate you
tolerate you
tolerate you
push me 'till i hate you

tolerate you
tolerate you
tolerate you
push me 'till i hate you

do you wanna make me hate you?
do you wanna make me hate you?
do you wanna make me hate you?

do you wanna make me hate you?
talking trash it ain't that hard to tell the truth
put up an act for your friends
they don't know you like i do

i'm so attached don't know what to do
don't you dare walk away
promise i'll change for you

i'm so attached don't know what to do
don't you dare walk away
everything i do is for you

i'm so attached don't know what to do
don't you dare walk away
i promise i'll change for you

TOLERATE ft pupsies ⋆ ˚｡⋆౨ৎ˚

the marias no one noticed 

maybe i
lostmymind
no one noticed 
no one noticedddffxc n nc
its getting old
id kinda like it if ud call me
all alone
cuz im so over being lonely
may have lost it
i need a virtual connection
i have lost it
be my video obsession
no one tried
to read my eyes
no one but u
wish it werent true
maybe i 
its not right
make u mine
take ourrrr time
come on 
dont leave me
it cant be that easy babe
if u believe me i guess ill get on a plane
fly to ur city
excited to see ur face
hold me console me
and then. ill leave w out a trace

virtual obsession.mp3

prod. takuori
@hxnterbtw
omg im in the club
bitch im hella fucking crunk
cut my wrist dont give a fuck
cut my fucking arm up

yea i rly hate my life
slit my throat and say goodbye
cant u dance with me tonight
grab the knife its fight or flight

bitch its fight or flight
u n me were gonna die
hold my fucking hand
its a murder suicide

come with me
can u kiss me
w ur knife
its so hot i wanna bleed

aaaaaa

@amecandy
when i when i  met u u set a blaze inside my heart
wtf even happened can we just restart
i dont know what to do cuz i cant feel for u
im trapped in my mind but i dont wanna lose u

im a suicidal bitch warning signs on me 
biohazard on my wrist, bites all on my sleeve :3
dont know why the fuck u even like me ??

obsessed, so depressed stab me twice plz..
when u text me i feel so confided
i dont even kno if i rly like it
streaming all ur songs it makes me fucking cry
pretty little snow_angel ima take my life

amecandy

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